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BPD culture is having so much identity issue you look at the mirror and dont recognize your own face

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BPD culture is I had to take a quiz on my attachment style for my parenting classes and I got fearful/avoidant/disorganized

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bpd culture is i want your fingertips underneath my ribcage so i know you'll never leave me. i want your palms against my innards. i want our skin to merge. i want us to become one being intertwined forever. i want your blood to taste mine, i want every cell i have to be shared with yours. i want you to know the extent of my love.

- 🦴 (pretty sure this emote isn't taken?)

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bpd culture is why does every emotion feel so violently loud? why is it tearing me apart? why me?

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bpd culture is watching killing eve and relating so hard

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bpd culture is my love for you is so overwhelming and violent, and i know it'll send me to hell. it's a beast in disguise, wolf in sheep's clothing. i sit on the bathroom floor and say your name like im atoning for my sins. i ignore the ache in my tailbone and my heart, and when you see me next, i'll pretend i never spent all that time sitting there with my body burning for you to forgive me.

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bpd culture is only seeing fp posts when there is more to this fucking damn illness then being obsessed with someone

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bpd culture is I'm in class rn and my fp is on the other side of the classroom pretending I don't exist again while she laughs and jokes with her other friends and just looking like the happiest person in the universe without me while I'm over here empty inside typing this ask :)

- 🍁

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bpd culture is constantly being told i should seek a therapist but knowing it's not gonna help specially bc others tend to only see us as bad people not matter what

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bpd culture is seeing your mutual fp even slightly moving on from you and being beyond upset, seeing everything they do as a jab at you even when it's completely illogical. you can't help but wonder if you'll ever be able to move on yourself.

-[TDP]

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bpd culture is half wanting to talk to your fp (who is exclusively online and youve only met online) that you reallly wanna be able to see their face or hear their voice but like also theyre trans and body dysphoria and also theyre a system and they barely front so you dont wanna fuck up the first conversation you two have had in like a week

-fairy anon (I AM SENDING A LOT OF ASKS CURRENTLY BUT IM SUPER FUCKING HAPPY THEYRE TALKING TO ME AND THIS IS TAKING AGES TO TYPE COS THE SECOND I GET A NOTIF FROM THEM I OPEN AND REPLY LIKE A CLINGY BITCH COS THATS WHAT I AM LMAO)

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bpd is thinking everythings okay for a while until half your mutuals block you for something that came off rude, when you were only trying to be nice. bpd is using that thing to send you into a self-hate spiral anytime someone says something different to what you expected

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bpd culture is nvm im fine now she responded to my message she said 'Hiiiiii' and then when i said she said 'Missed you toooo' and then a bunch of hearts im happy again im like literally ecstatic like cant stay steal ecstatic and vibrating with happiness

-fairy anon

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bpd culture is (maybe) going from an unexplainable misery one second to yelling at them for not talking to you and then a few seconds later pathetically begging for them to not hate you

and they dont even fucking see it cos youre on the vent blog

and then in the middle of typing this you switch to the venomous hatred that seems to go with that voice in my head which is prolly unrelated

-fairy anon

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bpd culture is when your fp comes online for the first time in ages, you realise shes been here an hour and she hasnt messaged you ONCE when the last time she was on she triggered a mental breakdown, and you message her like 'hey, talk to me pls' and she doesnt and its like OH SO YOU HATE ME NOW DO YOU???

-fairy anon

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BPD and Autism culture is not being able to look at anyone's trauma without innediately stopping a train of thought which is like "what if it happened to me and I forgot" even though it doesnt fuckign work like that

Like seriosuly someone adds "sexual trauma" and I start thinking if it happened to me and I forgot- NO. IT DIDNT HAPPEN AND IT WONT HAPPEN, THIS MASS OF FAT AND WATER IS A SCAM TO SELL ANTIPSYCHOTICS I TELL YOU

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questioning bpd culture is thinking they like you and being about to go on a rant at them and say a lot of fucked up things but you realise they didn’t and that time passed, you have no reason to think they lied

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