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STILL HERE

It’s been an exhausting week y’all... Job searching aint no joke. I’m in a constant battle of what I believe in and what’ll pay the bills. Hopefully some day soon I figure out my harmony.

Until next time...

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Much needed Baby and Me yoga time this morning 💙 This weekend was a whole lotta ups and downs for me. Spent time with my family (who I still haven't told that I am pregnant!) and you know how that goes... lots of laughs and some unnecessary comments/arguments. But Today I woke up and knew that it was the beginning of another week, just me, baby, my amazing boyfriend and our lil (BIG!) monster (1/2 pit bull, 1/2 English mastiff) Pablo. As I start my week 10 journey, please Higher One, walk with me and lead me down my fulfilling path. 🙏

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Man, women, self. Whatever makes you happy ❤️

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x

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Feliz Cinco De Mayo 🐍🌵🇲🇽🌹

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Yesssssss 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Everyone needs to see this 👁‍🗨

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No better feeling than when you wake up and know that you're ready to take on the day, you and baby 👶🏽🤰🏻❤️

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When today is a better day, yesterday feels like forever ago

Sade

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Today after a long discussion..

I’ve come to the realization that I may just be a night owl. I feel at ease with the darkness and feel best when I’m at home. 

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I am completely and underly lost...

I guess the biggest part of being lost is not knowing where to begin. I’m 23, pregnant, confused and overwhelmed. Mix that in a bowl with a pinch of BPD and a cup of depression, and you have a girl who constantly feels like giving up.  If I had a nickel for every time that I hoped and prayed for a miracle cure to all of this... Shit i’d probably not be this stressed out about my career and money. 

where’s my miracle cure? 

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The one thing you can control is how you treat yourself. And that one thing can change everything.

Leeana Tankersley (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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me @ myself: this is Serious!! you have to start taking care of yourself before this gets worse!!!

myself @ me, laying under ten blankets and contemplating Death: i am the epitome of Self Care

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Borderline, pregnant and unemployed 😔 I quit my job about a week ago because I just couldn't take the pressure of getting up everyday and putting on this fake smile. I thought it was in my best interest just to walk away but now I feel even more pressure than I did before. This is probably my 5th or 6th job that I've walked away from in the last three years and I'm starting to think that life just wasn't meant for me. I've worked both full time and part time positions, but the thoughts and emotions that I experience daily, always leads me to self doubt and destruction. Is there anyone out there that understands? Please msg me if you have any tips or recommendation to get past this. Or if you find yourself in the same position and just need someone to lean on 💜

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Good Morning Mami's! 9 weeks pregnant, first time mami here and looking for some advice ☕️ Has anyone tried this stroller out? And if so what are your thoughts? I'm 5'1" and always on the go so I need something that's light weight and easy to use and store. Any recommendations? Comment or DM me! Thanks 💜

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Borderline, Pregnant and Tired

Hey Borderline Buddies!

Welcome to my new blog. I am 9 weeks pregnant, first time mommy and have been recently diagnosed with having a Borderline Personality Disorder. Life is a mess but a beautiful one. And I am excited to share my journey here on Tumblr! I’ll be posting daily and keeping you all updated on my journey. So feel free to follow me and don’t forget to ask any questions you have!

Thanks y’all!