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Hey, did you want to remember this thing with such startling clarity you're not even sure if it was real right as you're trying to fall asleep? No? TOO BAD

Me: please let me sleep

The part of my brain that stores words I’ve heard but don’t know the exact meaning of: Daguerreotype

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An overworked wishing flower

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wanting

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I mean

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On Our Connection - and its still not enough to describe how I feel

there is so much more that I cannot find the proper ways to explain or describe, but this will have to do for now

zmije // Mothicalspoken // Mhairi Mcfarlane // animated james // u.k. // katfish draws // Ron Padgett // u.k. // Chloe Liese // Trista Mateer // moodylilac // Virgil // titsay // The Lovers of Modena // Yves Olade // // Mitski

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Things that society considers autism an excuse for

Nazi salutes

sexual assault

Things that society considers autism not an excuse for and things that people think children who do should be met with violence

using the wrong tone

showing too much or too little emotion

asking questions and having an authority figure take it as "arguing"

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Today's aesthetic: when a cat decides it's going to make a very difficult or precise jump, spends several minutes examining the problem from all angles and warming up its muscles and minutely adjusting the positions of its paws and such, then proceeds to totally eat shit.

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Auto correct Auto correct what Thats Thats not even a word Nor does it fit the sentence Bro what What are you on

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It’s Pride Month Eve, so leave out some milk for Freddie Mercury and his cats.

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reported an "ai girlfriend" ad on this hellsite as malicious. get that shit outta here

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Hi I'm here to violently smack some people

Are you actually "sensitive" or were you just taught that any negative emotion is bad and too much so any time you feel negative emotion you think it's "too much" and you're overreacting

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or sexual attraction. I can appreciate you aesthetically and make an educated guess based on your vibes how I might maybe feel about you in the future but like. idk you. I don't wanna fuck you or be cheesy with you. befriend me first and then we'll go from there.

the idea that people have romantic attraction to people who aren’t their friends is so weird to me. i dont even know if i like you as like a person why would i want to play boyfriends with you

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JESUS ADS ON MY GAY ASS TUMBLR FYP THIS FEELS LIKE A HATE CRIME!!! THERE WERE MULTIPLE!!!

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Idk if you've seen this but I'm tagging you in case you haven't @mediumgayitalian

Something I think about a lot is how Rick Riordan very rarely uses "girlfriend/boyfriend" to refer to Percy and Annabeth within their perspectives. They're so intertwined, even Annabeth says in hoh that the word boyfriend isn't strong enough, because Percy was a part of her. They are a singular soul, too wrapped around each others' fates that regular labels are far too weak for them. But, Rick Riordan uses "boyfriend" a lot in Nico and Wills perspectives, not because they love each other less than percabeth, but to show how much the word means to them. Nico uses it any chance he gets- "his boyfriend," "he actually had a boyfriend," because Nico has never been able to say that before. Their struggle with their queer identities mixed with Nico's catholic guilt and chronic everyone-hates-me disease makes the fact that he has someone to call his actual boyfriend so much more important to his character development.

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My mother gave me documents from various evals when I was a kid and apparently at almost 10 I noted in some form of testing that I sometimes "heard voices that no one else could hear"

Staring very very hard at the system

Also apparently my therapist has started possibly clocking parts which is,,, interesting given usually the brain only allows the host to front on any call but especially with my therapist and she might've clocked a part we don't actually know about which is simultaneously validating and terrifying lmao