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hey guess what? lavender town remix~

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Help an audhd + disabled trans dude move out and get away from his violent unstable mother (please)

pre-tldr: i need help with funds for moving into a new place, my mom is very violent and irrational, constantly yelling/stomping, i feel very unsafe and uncomfortable, we have over 15 cats she refuses to get rid of and its a huge drain on my mental health. its filthy here and i NEED to get out. ok full post now

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Hi 👋 my name is Milo. I'm 19, american, transmasc, audhd, got severe chronic pain and no medication for any of it. makes finding suitable jobs very difficult unfortunately

I currently live in an RV with my mom and have for around a year and a half after being homeless for about a year before that. We have a genuinely ABSURD number of cats (over 15 couped up in this tiny space), which is not only terrible for the cats, its terrible for my mental health, my moms, and is a big drain on our funds. We can barely afford to take care of them and no matter how much I plead with her to take some of them to a shelter or do SOMETHING she refuses to, so that should start painting a picture of the type of person I'm dealing with here.

Her temper is incredibly, INCREDIBLY short. She's impossible to be around, refuses to improve, is physically violent to our general surroundings / herself / occasionally the cats. She has thrown things at me before and threatened me. I generally dont feel safe or comfortable, and most times Ive tried getting her to stop any of the aforementioned behavior, she guilt trips me and things never change. Literally as I'm typing this she's been caterwauling, stomping and throwing things. What prompted this? No idea! This happens genuinely every single day. This is not an exaggeration. It's destroying my brain and I can't handle it anymore. This is going to sound particularly pitiful (sorry) but I do have capital T Trauma related to someone breaking into our house when I was home and loud noises / stomping / yelling does make me INCREDIBLY anxious, and no matter how many times I tell her this she doesn't give a shit. or if she does give a shit she doesnt give enough of a shit to change her attitude

She won't let me learn how to drive and (whether intentionally or not) obstructs any attempts I make to function as an adult. I'm currently self-employed on commissions, but it's not a living wage or something I could make into one (and remain sane. or keep up with). I'm actively searching for a job and have applied to several (fingers crossed) (will update this post when I get one) and, ideally, will be moving in with a friend of mine sometime in the late summer, but I need help with funds for moving in/covering rent for a bit/etc.

Since I do take commissions, if you want one of those and want to help with funds that way, that'll be an avenue for giving me money. I won't have them open 24/7 just to make things more manageable, but that'll be an option some of the time at least.

COMMISSION INFO (tumblr post link). Currently closed!

Otherwise, if you just wanna chip in (it would be VERY. VERY VERY VERY APPRECIATED):

Payp4l: millowo <- preferred

Venm0: miiilowo

GOAL: 710/4,000

see this ^^^ ? thats my art im gonna have comms open soon ooh ahh HERES A BUNCH MORE TO LOOK AT IF YOURE INTERESTED BELOW THE CUT

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Similar energy to my first time in new horizons, my fiance disagrees with my choices of interior decor. He has no idea that each of my rooms will be filled with every creature I can find. Blathers would be terrified of how many insects I will have, but his eyes will be dark with envy at my collection.

Yes that is a random pile of kelp. And lit campfires. The kelp is for sound enrichment. It goes squish when walked over

isabelle i literally have no idea what you’re talking about

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Little update on the absol I'm drawing. Finished the main body fur detail, just working on the face now

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Never been a huge Dream SMP fan, love the fanart I've seen, but Woe To The People Of Order is amazing, so enjoy my rendition of Technoblade's War Ballad.

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latioossssssssss

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poor Baron, Muta would totally do this off-screen. Baron's used to it though. mostly. I'm back to hyperfixating on The Cat Returns after years of being like "oh yeah i used to love this movie but i'm okay without watching it every few days." more to come! (I know Baron doesn't have tail markings in canon but I like the tabby kinda stripes on him, especially poofed up like this lol)

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idk if i ever shared this. a shiny ho-oh doodle from a while ago

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redesigning an old changeling oc named Halfwing. One of Queen Chrysalis's fiercest soldiers until he injured his wing, and took up the role of caretaker alongside Chitin, my other changeling oc who cares for the newly hatched drones while doubling as an advisor to the queen. Chitin loves her retired soldier friend, and the two are crucial gears in the well-oiled machine of a hive awaiting their time to strike out...

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she <3

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It's my 7 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

...fuck

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doodlin old ocs to look cooler! Kitani looks much better with the darker less saturated colors than his old designs i've had for him. enjoy~!

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(wip) That's a weird dog lol

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tfw everything you've been learning leads up to making a massive improvement on a piece you already started nearly a year ago! Cyllene's battle theme is now extended and finished! Legends Arceus fans, enjoy. It's finally done lol

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i'll make a design sheet for her later, but here's Diana, the sister of my older OC named Apollo. Leader of Team Elemental.

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old blorbo <3 favorite yu-gi-oh protagonist. his hair will make more sense when colored, trust me

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I made this joke 4 years ago and Facebook was like "hey remember what you were doing back on this day" like no, but thank you for reminding me of this absolutely horrible joke I made