bornemma

[bornemma]

Damage

You killed me

before I

even had

the chance to

damage you

[bornemma]

Alive

I want to feel

alive

Instead of merely

existing

I wonder what that feels like

[bornemma]

Bean the original Mario rat - Pickles carrier on her legacy with her love of agility!

[bornemma]

“Sometimes,” he said, “you just want the world to see you bleed.”

And I’ve never heard anything truer than that.

[bornemma]

Smiley

Instead of

making smiley

faces out

of chocolate

chips on

pancakes

or

Ketchup and

mustard

on a burger

I make them

out of

things I can’t

even pronounce

like

lamotrigine

aripiprazole

buspirone

Wondering

if these pills

will make me

as happy as

that sweet

face on a

pancake or

the cheesy

smile on

a burger

[bornemma]

Marionette

I was a puppet

on a string

a marionette

in your play

and I was

desperate

for the lead

role

[bornemma]

“If only there could be an invention that bottled up a memory, like scent. And it never faded, and it never got stale. And then, when one wanted it the bottle could be uncorked, and it would be like living the moment all over again.”

Rebecca - Daphne de Maurier

[bornemma]

Question

I constantly

ask myself,

“Why did

he have to

hurt me

so much?”

But maybe

the better

question is

Why did

I have to

hurt him

so much?

[bornemma]

This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness. Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them, humanity cannot survive. Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can’t help them, at least don’t hurt them. Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions. Be kind whenever possible. It is always possible.

[bornemma]

Other Side

I hope the other

side is treating

you well

“But that was

my biggest

mystery I needed

to figure out,”

he said,

“is what that other

side was like”

And giving you

everything I

never could

[bornemma]

[bornemma]

Inside Out

If only you

could see me

inside out

Because on

the outside

I am

Warm

And strong

And brave

But on the inside I am

Cold

And weak

And scared

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Nightmare

My dreams

are starting

to become more

like nightmares

Bringing back

memories

I don’t

want to

remember

[bornemma]

Win

It’s stuck in your

head like a song

but you don’t

want to sing along

It feels like a curse

and no one gets how

much it hurts

But if you don’t give in

it’ll feel like a sin

And you’ll never win

[bornemma]

[bornemma]

Better

Your new girl

is everything

I’m not

I don’t

know her

personally

but she seems

better than me

in every

single way

She’s a reminder

that you always

wanted someone

other than me

I hope you’re happy now

[bornemma]

“When I woke up to see that version of me

Bags under my eyes and coloured pale pink

Hydration desperate with eyes that won't speak

I let life take a cash-only toll on me”

https://youtu.be/KSUzUPVKsWg