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no babe it's cool how you just brushed off all of my feelings keep doing that! it's not like our crumbling relationship is your own fault

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does anyone actually have a favorite person that cares about them and doesn't dispose them when the time comes or does everyone have one already and i'm just not good for anyone

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people i love are so good at making me feel sick

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people only acknowledge my existence when they're stuck with me hahahaha

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borderline canon events:

having that one breakdown at an elementary age that the family members never stop bringing up

missing a home you never had

a friendship that was definitely something more

weird and lowkey problematic bond with a teacher

picking up an addiction to cope with the everlasting feeling of loneliness (it didn't help)

only sticking with the most abusive people ever

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"you're so independent" so close!! i'm actually a parasite

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god damn, sorry for the spam. the entire pipeline of your posts has basically outlined my entire February/March experience and I couldn't help myself. hi hi.🌹

never feel bad about the spam! if anything it's a blessing to us small accts. glad to be of service and sending you a hug if you want one🦋

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when they expect me to be calm about something i clearly asked them not to do

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making out is cool but have you ever felt like someone would actually stay? haha me neither. pass the bottle

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i don't have it in me to revolt anymore. if this time death wants to take me, i won't necessarily assist but i won't do a thing to stop her

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crying my eyes out again but it's okay i deserve worse❤️

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why should i be responsible for people's hearts when no one would ever take the responsibility for mine

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i feel like a mutt. i don't even have a place in their life, and they're my whole life

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it amazes me how i can go from loving my life to pure dissatisfaction within minutes. does my time not work as it should? maybe i was born on a wrong planet

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i might just disappear tomorrow with no effect on the world whatsoever

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feeling disappointed about everything no matter the outcome

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i hope you can forgive me and forget about me