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“That’s a lip stain I’m so serious. That’s magenta. THAT’s magenta.”

Observations from the kid rewatching s1-2:

“He’s so nice.” 🥺 (said 1000x)

“You can tell they don’t have a lot of school shootings there. They should just lie down and put someone else’s blood on them.”

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Observations from the kid rewatching s1-2:

“He’s so nice.” 🥺 (said 1000x)

“You can tell they don’t have a lot of school shootings there. They should just lie down and put someone else’s blood on them.”

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Hwang bros

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LEE BYUNG-HUN & LEE JUNG-JAE ♡

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THE CHARACTER *rips hair out* AGHHHHHHHHH THE CHARACTER *blasts music* THE FUCKING CHARACTER AUGHHHAUABHHHBBHBHHHHHH *explodes*

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Guys I have so much work to get done before Friday since I’ve taken the day off. If you see me on here please yell at me and tell me to hey my ass off tumblr and draft a consent form or something.

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Hwang Jun-ho I hope you turn into a bloody and grotesque monster in season 3 who wishes to stay the kind and innocent younger brother but you can't because of all the people you watched get killed and you even contributed to the killings and you're protecting a mass murderer and I hope when you face your brother you deep down want to still be the little Jun-ho he remembers but you have to force him and yourself to recognise that version of you is gone and because of your older brother you are this way. blame your older brother and blame your mother and blame your father who was never there and blame the people in the game and blame the people who made the game and blame everybody and most importantly blame yourself forever. Hwang Jun-ho you are so special to me I hope your self destruction is the most terrible and beautiful one for your older brother to witness

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Me when Me When When He Me When He Me Me When I When He Me When

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Jun-ho: Hi brother can we talk? One Seong Gi-hun stan to another.

In-ho: I don't see why not.

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FicRecFridays

with s3 dropping in a week, I find myself nervous not only about what's going to happen in the show, but about the inevitable fandom slowdown after the initial frenzy.

I am excited about the influx of fan creations we're going to see throughout July/August though, hence: FicRec Fridays! I'll be gushing over the amazing fic I've read/will read. Hoping to share the love and keep as active in the fandom as I can (I'm not ready to let go!)

Officially starting next week, so today I'll be self-serving and rec my own fics.

Faith and infinite resignation series:

Post s2 Inhun fic, starts pretty much immediately after the end of s2. Initially the first chapter of this was just going to be a one-shot but, well. It turned into something much more. Not sure how best to catagorize the tone, there's angst, action/adventure, whump, hurt/comfort, domestic fluff, a little comedy... I don't know, a bit of everything I guess! I'm not great at self-promotion but I will say that I love the versions of Gihun and Inho in this series more than life itself.

Rating: Explicit Words: 68,392 Works: 9 Complete: No

A close shave:

Listen, Gihun had stubble in that limo. Gihun was clean shaven when he woke up the next day. This is what happened.

Rating: Gen Words: 1,032 Chapters: 1/1

Tabula rasa:

One day I was like, hey, Inho is such a pathetic loser (/affectionate) wouldn't it be funny and hot if he had a degradation/humiliation kink? And got off on Gihun's verbal smackdown? Then I wrote it, all these feelings came out.

Fragile intimacy, unearned grace, forgiveness, and self love.

Rating: Explicit Words: 4,794 Chapters: 1/2

A strage game:

Kind of Dead Dove. Also takes place immediately after s2, but whereas in the series above I made Inho a better man, in this I made him a much, much worse man. Gihun is his captive, but Inho's mind might just be the ultimate prison. Psychological warfare, torture, noncon, etc. Updates slowly (sorry).

Warnings: Rape/noncon, Violence Rating: Explicit Words: 10,220 Chapters: 4/?

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opposites attract (or annihilate)

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Thinking about this again because s2-3 really does give the hero 3 different types of foils and they’re all the same guy?

The way that Inho and Gihun’s pre-game similarities are a perfect contrast to their complete oppositeness. The way Youngil brings out and highlights Gihun’s best and worst attributes. The way the frontman is Gihun’s ersatz antagonist.

It’s so good and well constructed and clever.

Whenever I see promos or leaks or speculation about s3 that I think is dumb or disappointing I remember shit like this and I’m like… nah, there’s nothing to worry about. HDH knows what he’s doing, I trust him.

One man. Three personas. Each one a foil to the protagonist in a different way.

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requested gif set

Gi-hun + cat

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💔

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but what happen when the light is engulfed by darkness?

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Kid was watching some movie on Netflix and I looked up and saw this

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You would be upset if In-ho goes to jail and has to serve time to pay for his crimes? Why? It’s better for you if he dies then gets punishment?

State sponsored carceral punishment isn’t really the vibe imo