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there was an author I loved who wrote something I disliked, and I burned the book and buried it beside Buttons, my childhood cat. This is the way I approach everything that disappoints me.

Burn it and bury it.

I've only recently come to realize that some things in my past did nothing to deserve such treatment, but you, my darling, were not one of them.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

We love each other irritability, with our eyes half closed. I don't necessarily think there's anything wrong with that, but it does feel lonely sometimes.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

Every bleeding heart leaves a trail for their lover to follow, but love is blind; they never come.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

I knew it couldn't have been a good idea to fall in love with someone who used the edge of a blade to wing their eyeliner, but I did anyway.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

When you said you loved me, it was as if you intended the words to tip me over till all the fire within me spilled out. but your love was the one on fire; mine simply wept.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

I never realized how much I hated sleeping alone until I realized sleeping with you was not an option

[broken-heart-of-gold]

you dont love me, because Ive seen the way you love, and it's as Heartbreaking as rejection, the way you do it. No one ever taught you how, I can see that. Anyway.

I love you

[broken-heart-of-gold]

Beautiful in the way that most deadly things are

[broken-heart-of-gold]

My favor can switch on a dime and that's not a secret, but you have it. you have it. And that's a declaration of love if ever I've issued one

[broken-heart-of-gold]

It is a torment to hear you say "please don't hate me" It tortures me; your delusions.you must know I never could. you must.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

I love and you do not. One of us must be broken; which?

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"If it'll make you happy," I sighed

—our relationship, summed up in one direct quote

[broken-heart-of-gold]

You never loved me truly, I know. You thought—perhaps; perhaps you still think—like is drawn to like, as are you and I. But that is all it is for you, likeness, sameness, matching darkness. A chasm remains between us, bridgeless, and I love, I love, I love.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

I have sworn an oath, unbeknownst to myself; I will love you for eternity. Pity I never knew eternity until I began living it.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

The first time I saw you, I loved you on instinct, like a muscle memory with no previous history. It felt to me as if you became my sole purpose of existence, if only for a moment.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

When I am with you, I feel the change within me, even though I don't display it. You make me feel as if all my edges have been filed down into something softer, something easier to love, and I hope to God you do.

[broken-heart-of-gold]

Everyone falls in love, I know. But me, I ascended.