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Hell and Eden

Something that always we wonder

Something that all people say

Something that I want to live with

Something

Something in me

Something we always be

Oh Christ!

We found you

We found home.

Someday....

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It’s a rainy day

It’s a better day, it’s too late, I ever wondering what should I do?

It’s a rainy season, I don’t even know how to judge, it’s a better day, and I don’t know what to say, it’s a better day, I even don’t know what to see and write, it’s a better life, and I understand how to live my life.

Someday, I don’t know what to do and did, I even know what to see in my perspective right. I believe it’s a better day to live in my perspective and in my only way…

Someday, it will a better life, I believe I can be somebody to live with…

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Malik

Hey!

Are you there?!

I am counting!

I love you!

Tell me, and hug me!

It’s a very long journey

I hope you understand, how much I love you!

And how much I want you!

Please tell me, that you are here, with me! My love...

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I love you. [ part 2 ]

I can’t say anything.

in my life.

except.

“I love you.”

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don’t ever believe anyone.

no need to believe anyone.

again.

in your life.

except yourself.

but if you think they could help you.

to be better.

than believe them ‘a little’ as if they are in your company.

but.

no need to believe.

anyone.

ever again.

in your life.

because.

no one.

is gonna be better.

than yourself.

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combining.

the art of combining.

make nothing.

to be something.

everything.

that you see.

is the art.

of combining.

and when I combine.

I combine.

from my soul.

and imagination.

of what’s better.

to look good.

of what you want.

but then.

you don’t and never receive.

my combines.

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feeling better.

they feel they look better.

they feel they do better.

better.

and.

better.

so that’s why they leave us.

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noise world.

the world is so noisy.

and I hate that.

the world is so noisy.

and that makes me angry.

the world is so noisy.

yes.

so noisy.

because.

I can’t hear and focus into your voice.

by the noise of the world.

and create what you said.

from your mouth.

of everything.

that you said to the world.

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you said.

you said.

you have done something.

you said.

you have done everything.

better.

good.

perfect.

you said.

yes. you said.

you said.

maybe.

you said.

I am not doing well.

then I do something.

of what that was ‘you said’

you lost.

and leave.

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r i c e.

rice is white.

why people are so complicated to get rice?

rice.

no. this is not about rice.

this is about life.

are you ready enough to face the future?

maybe this is my mistake.

of refused to looking to you, when I’m blind of who is you.

maybe this is my mistake.

of looking not far away behind everything that you did.

maybe this is my mistake.

but everybody is tired.

no. this is not about rice.

I just lost.

in life.

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v a l e n t i n e.

what is valentine.

when I wanna say you are my valentine you would never reply.

what is valentine.

when every time I’m yelling your name you would never answer.

what is valentine.

when I give all my time to you, you would never respect.

what is valentine.

even if I give all that I have to you, you would never gonna accept it.

what is valentine.

if my time doesn’t matter to you.

what is valentine.

baby.

what.

is.

valentine.

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l a u g h.

artist. 

laugh to an artist.

people.

laugh to other people.

everybody.

laugh to anybody.

but.

why should I laugh.

to you.

when you are.

my whole laugh.

and happiness.

why should.

I laugh.

to you.

when every time I see you.

I laugh.

why should.

I laugh to you.

why should.

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s l e e p.

I just wanna sleep.

and get my best room.

to create my art.

about you.

I just wanna sleep.

and get my best life.

and start create my best art.

for you.

I just wanna sleep.

I just.

wanna sleep.

yes.

I just wanna sleep.

please.

let me sleep.

because.

now.

I’m just too tired.

of making arts.

about you.

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f a m o u s.

famous.............

do you wanna be famous.....................

yes........................

yes.......................

really ?

but what if....

we create our own kingdom.....

and our own people..............

instead of being famous..............

what if..................

they work for us....................

because they want to.

not because....

they have to....

what if................

and............

what if..............

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I am breaking.

breaking.

breaking.

breaking into peaces.

because.

I can’t hear an answer.

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s e e k e r.

seeker.

my seeker.

what are you doing.

dear my seeker.

yes. my seeker.

what are you doing.

my seeker.

why.

my seeker.

why.

and why.

you keep your attention on me.

dear my seeker.

when somebody that I seek.

is you.

and you.

you.

you.

you.

you.

you.

and you.

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c o f f e e.

coffee.

the black coffee.

why is that so famous.

coffee.

why somebody make a mistake.

coffee.

why somebody so hateful.

coffee.

why somebody.

why somebody.

hate somebody.

hate anybody.

coffee.

why.

coffee.

and the answer.

is that.

because.

love.

is pure.

and nobody could describe it.

so.

don’t hurt anybody.

even when you don’t like them.

because that’s what I know.

and what I’ve learned.

from you.

coffee.

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w o r d s.

what could describe sadness ?

words.

what could describe love ?

words.

what could describe moment ?

words.

what could describe anything ?

words.

but.

Is that meaningful for my words.

of you.

when I’m yelling here and you will never come ?

oh the lord of words.

where are you.

my lord.

dear.

my words.