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From The Books - #1

From The Books

(A/N) : Just a random series that I’m starting to write whenever I’m bored. It’s basically me taking one of the books I have on my shelves, flip to a random page and pick out a quote. With the quote I picked out, I’ll write a story revolving around it and a BTS member!

I DO NOT OWN THE QUOTE FROM THE LOVER’S DICTIONARY. IT BELONGS TO ITS OWNER. 

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The Lover’s Dictionary – Quintessence, (n)

“Half of the members to Hair. The other to Make-up!” One of the coordinators shouted, clapping his hands in hopes that it’ll make everyone quicken their pace. I watched the younger half of the group tackling each other to the hair stylists while the older half walked towards my direction.

This scene happened so often, it almost felt Déjà vu. It happened 2 years ago after graduating my dream Make-Up Academy and moving to Seoul that I joined Bighit’s styling team. It was chaotic and hectic at first, filled with so many unexpected challenges that can happen out of the blue but I slowly grew use to it – and also welcomed it because it made life less mundane.

“Hello.” He towered over me and as I looked up, I could see the picture perfect smile.

Kim Seokjin or also know as Jin was no doubt the visual of the group. It was well-known throughout the fanbase, the company and it’s staff. It was something I could never deny as well.

“Sit,sit.” I ushered him, gently pushing towards the seat. There wasn’t much time and I had to be quick as possible. “Let’s make you ready for the cameras.” I smiled at his reflection to receive a larger smile shot back at me.

“Aren’t I always am?” He did not forget to place a hearty laugh after his comment

Jin wasn’t really fussy with his make up unlike Jimin (Jin’s hairstylist tend to suffer a little more than I do) but it was still slightly nerve-wrecking. Why? How can one not be close to such a handsome face and not feel anything? I vividly remember the first few months where it was almost painful for me to be that close to him. He would often laugh at me small reactions whenever he moved in his sit during his sessions.

“It’s okay, you know. I’ll still look good regardless.” He confidently gave me a toothy smile. “Unlike Yoongi over there!” He thumbed towards the younger one who was only less than half a meter from us.

“I totally heard that.” Yoongi grumbled from his seat, glaring at Jin.

“It was totally meant to be heard.” Jin retorted, looking at the younger before putting his attention on me again. “Calm down. You’ve been doing my make up well. I like it.”

With the light touches of my fingers and swipes belonging to the brushes, Jin’s make up was finished. His blemishes and whatsoever that needed to be concealed (which I found not necessary) was hidden perfectly – perfect for the camera.

Jin took a look at his reflection, turning to the left then to the right and nodded at his reflection. He stood up, easily towering over me again. With his twinkling eyes, he said the words he always did, thank you.

He rushed over to the other side of the room while a playful member, also known as V plopped into the seat in front of me.  “Noona, time to make me all handsome.”

Despite having another handsome being on the chair in front of me, it was not enough to make the butterflies made by the previous to drop dead in my stomach.

I watched Seokjin from the side, going over to him or Taehyung to do touch-ups whenever it was needed. Everything I was done with Jin, he would nod curtly as a gesture of thanks. I would be lying to you if I said my cheeks weren’t slightly tinted red.

“Thank you for your hard work!” The BTS members all shouted together, not forgetting to bow at every Producer, Stylist and whoever was on set. The members went to their separate ways, laughing as they fooled around with each other. Then there was this one man that walked towards me after looking at the monitor one last time.

“Hey!” He side stepped me when I was about to walk back to my station so that I could pack up everything.

“Hey!” I replied awkwardly, my feet anxiously tapping the concrete floor. “Um..Is there anything you might need,Jin? I need to get some things done before leaving.” I gestured towards the messy area at the right. God, that needs a lot of cleaning up. I can already hear my team leader nagging me at the back of my head.

“Ah…” He looked at the area I pointed. “I just wanted to say…Thank you!” My eyes made contact with his and there was that thing again, that look. That sincerity that some idols tend to lose after they reached a certain level of fame – it caught me off guard.

“For today…” He mumbled, looking down nervously. “I mean, the photos turned out amazing. The highlight or contour or whatever you do…” He chuckled himself, realizing how unfamiliar he was with such terms despite having it done on him everyday ever since he threw himself into his lifestyle.

The shyness from the man infront of you made you laugh. It was cute. “Wow.” I said.

“Just wow?” He looked at you. He thought he would get a longer reply because he basically just spilled his thoughts without organizing them. How unlike you, Seokjin – he though to himself. He thought the years of showbiz would help him be less…like this.

“Yeah, wow.” You shrugged with a hand placed on your hip. “You amaze me, Seokjin. I hope you do know that.”

You definitely caught his attention. The confusion on his face made you smile even wider before you spoke the words that made him blush as well. 

‘It’s the way you say thank you like you’re genuinely thankful. I have never met anyone else who does that on a regular basis’

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📢LISTEN 📢 UP📢 ARMYS📢 HERE ARE 23 UNDERRATED  RAP MONSTER TRACKS THAT YOU SHOULD ABSOLUTELY CHECK OUT

*there are way more namjoon tracks but this list was getting too long* *just peep his mixtape and soundcloud*

1. Rap Monster by Rap Monster

This is Namjoon’s take on “look at me now” by Chris Brown and a.k.a the first ever song to be represented by Bangtan Sonyeondan as it was the first ever track on BTS’s official soundcloud.

This is an introduction to Rap Monster as an artist and a lit track. This shit was a bop!

2. Too much by Rap Monster

This song is extremely meaningful and Namjoon’s voice sounds breathtaking. This was Namjoon’s reflection of the B-free incident. He mentions how he shouldn’t take B-free’s hate to his heart and not to over think criticism. In the beginning he sounds really hurt but omg towards the end he is going hard, and it gives me old school rap vibes.

3. Unpack your bags by Rap Monster

This song is a huge middle finger to the underground rap community who looks down on idol rappers. This was a collab with the show 4 things where he mentions how hard it was him to pursue hip hop. He mentioned 4 struggles he faced in the industry. Check out the episode, the show also shows how he interacts with his producers and Bang PDnim and this was where the really famous “ Solo, or Bangtan” moment was born. We really got to know Namjoon as an artist personally and his teenage days.This is complimented with a really cute music video.

4. P.D.D (Please Don’t Die) by Rap Monster

This is a track where he collabed with Warren G  prior to his mixtape in L.A and this gives me chills because of that prominent West Coast feel. Check out the MV and the naver behind the scenes.

5. Something by Rap Monster (a.k.a my all time favourite song I don’t know why tbh)

HOLY SHIT THIS SONG TAKES ME WAY BACK! I feel as if nowadays the producers really autotune Namjoon’s singing voice and make it really shaky but hear you can prominently really hear his singing skills and It is such a sexy love song. It really gives your romantic feels and reflects on a sad teenage love story.

6. Where u At by Rap Monster

THIS IS SUCH A MEANINGFUL SONG. 

Here we have high school Namjoon talking about how school has gotten the best of him. In a culture where education and status are everything, he talks about letting his parents down and confessing to his relatives about his future in Hip-Hop. Its an extremely relatable track where you think about where you want to head in the future.

7. Favourite Girl by Rap Monster

This is such a cute fuckboy song omg Namjoon’s voice is so cute in this. Young love amirite.

But I have a secret meme with this song. In 6th grade I accidentally blasted this and my teacher started singing along to it since the chorus is in english and ever since my friends have been taunting me with this song.

8. Monterlude by Rap Monster

The instrumental to this was included in the Skool Luv Affair album. This is in english and this is such a cute love song. Namjoon would spoil his girlfriend omg.

9. Promethus by Yankie feat Rap Monster

Namjoon teamed up with some popular K-rappers and his verse in this made my pussy drop BUT EVERYONE IN THIS SONG DID SO AMAZING THIS IS SUCH A TURNT SONG I WAS JAMMING TOO HARD

This song is based off of the seven sins and Namjoon plays lust..ofc.

He uses some sick korean wordplay.

10. Bucku Bucku by MFBTY feat Rap Monster

MFBTY are already korean hip hop legends and the fact that such “old” and wise rappers decided to have Namjoon feature is an honor. 

He also had a little role in another one of their mvs here

11.   PRIMARY (프라이머리) - U (Feat. Kwon Jin Ah 권진아, Rap Monster 랩

This song is really relaxing and I love Primary’s beats and Kwon Jin Ah’s soothing voice, But Namjoon’s soothing rap was so sexy. It was just so hot omg.

12. Awakening by Rap Monster from his mixtape

This song was from his mixtape which you absolutely need to check out and I suggest you see his other music videos such as the legendary Do You  and Joke.

This song was extremely powerful and eye opening. Just ready the lyrics and you will know why.

“In  the moment of my failure will someone hold my hand? in the moment when I come down from the stage will that person be next to me? just tell me that I can survive in this cold world, just feel my vibe every night inside me I quietly fight with myself my heart pounds, my colleagues stab me in the back while saying that I became a moron after joining a company yeah fuck you I’m an idol, yeah yeah I’m an idol at one time I hated it but now I love to get that title”

13. I believe by Rap Monster

Extremely uplifting and it brings you a huge amount of self-confidence, its a self-loving song and its a self reminder to always believe in yourself no matter how much you fall. Also has a little appearance from Jimin.

14. God Rap By Rap Monster

This song talks about Namjoon being an athiest but also has a message for believers. It talks about controlling your own life and to be your own idol. It says how you have the power of god in you and how you are extraordinary.

15. Throw Away by Rap Monster

HOLY CRAP THIS SONG IS EXTREMELY LIT THIS IS SUCH A BOP OMG THIS ALWAYS HAS ME JUMPING  CHECK OUT THE LIVE TOO

“got an automatic dick”

16. Rush by Rap Monster feat Krizz Kaliko also from his mixtape

Funny story this is how they got together and created this lit korean meets american rap track.

Namjoon goes really hard in this, check it out!

17. Drifting by Rap Monster also from his Mixtape

This song has a theme that goes with “Reflection” and “Always”, He says how his thoughts are drifting and how feels lost (almost like the track lost in wings). Its put you in a trance where you, yourself starts to think about where you are in life and what purpose you have. 

18. Life by Rap Monster from his mixtape

This song got me tripping because Namjoon is a lyrical genius. The amount of questions this song got me saying is insane. Just read.

“ the little me inside myself was always lonely why is there no opposite word of loneliness? could it be because people, until they die, have no moments of not being lonely? it’s necessary to seek a moment to be alone yeah that’s a life we live inside danger through the reward that makes us able to see this beautiful world “

“ were we born to die, were we born to live are we living to die, or are we dying to live the nametag with my name on it, is that my life? or is it death who knows… life, fall in love life receives injuries from us and is lonely because of the wind and we wanna be right but always wrong were we born to be wrong? is life something like that? (in the end, for our whole lives we don’t know what tomorrow will be)”

19. Monster by Rap Monster from his mixtape

“R TO THE M IMMA MOTHERFUCKING MONSTER”

20. Joke. (you should probably know this)

I really did’nt want to include this because his 2 most famous tracks are Do you and Joke and I wanted to keep this list to the underrated but tbvh I was really surprised when I figured out that people don’t know this track.

HONESTLY IF YOU TELL ME NAMJOON DOESNT HAVE RAP FLOW OR CANT RAP FAST WATCH THIS FUCKING VIDEO>

In this track he said how he is mocking rappers who only have good flow but no sense of meaningful lyrics. 

The lyrics in this song make no sense but the rap flow is too damn good. WHEN WATCHING THIS YOU WILL BE LIKE HONEY PLEASE BREATHE. HE RAPS SO FAST.

PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS MASTERPIECE> HE GOES SO HARD HE TRUELY IS A MONSTER

21. DO YOU BY RAP MONSTER ( (you should also probably know this)

In this track he talks about how at a young age society tells us what to be, how to look, what to wear, how to behave. He says fuck whatever they say and just do you.

22. Fantastic by Rap Monster (from fantastic four)

I heard that fantastic four was shit but Namjoon got a chance to do a song for a movie which is a big deal for bangtan so WHOO

23. Illest Bitch

A really cute confession from Namjoon going through Puberty

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Viewfinder (Jin X Reader) Mafia AU

Chapters : 1| 2|

Viewfinder Chapter 2 

TRIGGER WARNING : Cursing, Human Trafficking.

Word Count : 1.6k 

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Admittedly, Kim Seokjin was not just an ordinary person that your step-father has made you follow. There were certain targets that had very…dirty profiles and during the start, they caught your interest however as the years drag on, it changed. Now, they were just people with literal targets being painted on them. They were just people who you ‘know’ through pieces of paper. Kim Seokin is different. He definitely is.

Seokjin carried himself with grace, one that is eye-catching yet so dangerous. He is confident; always knowing what he is doing and he plays his fields well, always defeating his opponents. His very presence in the room could change the mood of the room. He uses that to his advantage, manipulating every single small thing to bend it to his well. There is something of him that intrigues you. You just fucking couldn’t place your finger on it yet.

“(Y/N), I swear to God. You better fucking get good shots today.” The familiar sound of your step-father’s voice ringed in your ear as you leaned against a tree, eyes locked on the doors of a certain broadcasting company.

“I do get good shots. It’s just that he isn’t doing what you want him to do.” You hissed softly, afraid that someone would hear you.

“Careful with your words, girl.” He was clearly annoyed with you but he could not do anything about it because you were simply speaking the truth. The sign that Seokjin was approaching was when reporters and journalists started rushing towards the doors. You blended in perfectly, pretending to be one of those frenzy journalists, trying to get a good piece before their deadline.

There were various screaming from fans that wanted attention and reporters screaming at Seokjin to look this way. The crowds pushed against you, causing some shots to be shaky. As the seconds passed, you got more and more annoyed till you decided to take some quick shots so you could run off.

As you brisk walked to a café where Seungki was waiting for you, you decided to monitor some of the shots you took. Most of them were blurred and off focus, to which you deleted them off. It was only till the last few shots that were up to standard

You got to hand it to him that he is photogenic. It was like he was controlling the focus of the picture, how it is taken despite the fact that you were the one manipulating the camera. Also, there is no doubt but he is extremely handsome. Your most handsome target, to be more accurate.

“Jesus Christ. You’re not supposed to think this way.” You scolded yourself as you quickly took the SD card out and place it in its plastic casing. How could you think of a target this way? No attachments or too much curiosity. No dragging yourself further into a world youre trying to fuck out of.

“Miss (Y/N)?” Seungki’s voice broke you out from your thoughts.

You acknowledged the man who has just sat down by giving him a curt nod. His usual black coffee placed in front of him. For some reason, he looked more tired today. You took in his appearance slowly. It is because his hair looked like it was done in a rush and his eye bags looked ‘heavier’ today.

“Rough night, Seungki?” you asked, looking at him as you took a sip of your coffee.

The mafia sucks the life out of people who are not able to deal with it properly.

“Here would not be a suitable place to talk about it, Miss (Y/N).”

“I would prefer not to learn anything about it, you know me.” You were busy looking out of the window, busying yourself by staring at a toddler riding his small kid bicycle in circles. “I do not want to go much deeper.”

Seungki laughed, a laugh that was aimed to mock you. Even without looking at him, you knew he had that knowing smile on his face. “Whatever you’re trying to do…you can’t help it.” He paused for a moment.

The kid fell on his side during the seventh oscillation on his bicycle

“You’re already falling straight into Hell, right to the Devil himself.”

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It is 1am in the morning and you are frantically trying to get your shit together because of a phone call that disrupted a small painting session with Areum.

“An advanced notice would be nice. You have always done it.” You spat angrily as you put on a black cap, followed by a black mask. Despite your step-father forcing you into this, he always had the courtesy to at least inform you in advance. That way, you could finish complaining and prepare.

“It was a sudden information from the informants.” He spoke. His voice was void of emotion. It was straight to the point and strict. “The shots I need from tonight are extremely important.”

You paused from whatever you were doing and walked towards the phone to pick it up, disabling the speaker mode. “Why so?” A simple two word question had a heavy answer.

“He is against whatever I am doing.” He paused in his sentence and a blowing sound could be heard seconds later – he was smoking his hundred dollar cigars. “It is putting everything in danger. Me, you, your mother, the whole organisation.”

Everything has always been in constant danger. Every second, every minute and every hour of your life is always in jeopardy. Hence, when your step-father said ‘danger’, you knew it was on a whole new scale.

“I understand.” The line went dead after that.

After that phone call, you were trying to mentally prepare yourself on going to see how dangerous Kim Seokjin and his organisation is. You would not get a full view but you would certainly get a peek. The drive that made you closer and closer to him doesn’t help one bit at all. The drive to somewhere foreign always made chills go down your spine. You thought that after so many years of doing this, you would at least get used to it but that wasn’t the case. Everything around you was dark and the vast emptiness made anxiety pool at the bottom of your stomach.

The sight of the shadows of warehouse roofs made you slow down a little. “There it is.” You said to yourself, an attempt to calm down your nerves. The surroundings were filled with vegetation and you decided that parking the car there would be a smarter decision than using the car park.

“Let the camera do the work and you can get hell out of here.” You pep talked yourself, looking at your reflection in the mirror. You nodded at yourself before killing the engine and grabbing the black camera that sat on the passenger seat.

You managed to safely navigate out of the vegetation, away from your car and started brisk walking to the fence that protected the warehouse. Ignoring the danger sign that was tied to the wire, you climbed over and landed safely on your feet. From a distance, you could see black SUVs parked in front of the warehouse. Beside the cars were men in black in a ready position to attack at the snap of fingers and in their hands were guns.

You walked around, avoiding the centre by opting to walk along the perimeter. It was too dangerous to go any nearer, considering the manpower that was dispatched here. One wrong move and you’ll have about 20 bullets in your dead body. Your skilful eyes looked around the area, trying to find somewhere that was safe but also providing a good angle for your camera. The last resort was you climbing up a crate as softly as you could. You could already imagine how silly you looked but this was how things got done.

“Move it. We don’t have much time.” A voice filled with authority barked instructions at the men in black. Automatically, their pace quickens and you could clearly hear the soft thudding of shoes hitting the road. By looking through the view finder of the camera, you looked around the area till you finally found the source of the voice.

Seokjin had ditched the grey blazer he wore this evening for a function. Now, he simply wore a white button down shirt, grey vest and matching dress pants, also not forgetting his black tie. Despite leading an illegal operation, he still looked good. Cringing at your thoughts and also mentally scolding yourself, you could quickly some pictures of the man.

The sudden noise of voices voicing for help and crying caught your attention. Moving the camera slightly upper and zooming out, your eyes widened and you couldn’t help but put the camera down and gag slightly.

“Oh God. No no no no.” you mumbled beneath your hand that covered your mouth.

Unable to believe what you think you just saw, you looked again to make sure it was real.

Women and children, with the occasional men were being escorted out of the dirty warehouse. Their clothes were tattered, providing no protection against the chilly night wind. They looked too skinny for their own good. Their skin stained with dirt and eyes filled with fear and uncertainty of what is going to happen next.

This was fucking human trafficking.

‘Against what I am doing...’ your father’s voice rang in your head.

Kim Seokjin is the man that is causing the rise in human trafficking. This was the person that the police was trying to track, this is the person people have been reporting for the past few months. The pretty exterior – the one that people loved, screamed over, idolized was just fake, a mask that hid the disgusting man he was, the one that prioritised money over the rights of people.

It disgusted you and you perfectly knew what to do.

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Viewfinder (Jin x Reader) Mafia AU

Chapters : 1| 2|

Viewfinder – Chapter 1

There used to be a time when you believed your step-father would be good for you and your mother. She would not be lonely after years of separation with your father and you would have some sort of support from another grown up; a grown up that can be your role model and help you during your time of need. Maybe it was good for the first 2 years, then it went down from there ever since.

“I’m already in my position, father.” you spoke softly.

“Good. Try to get good shots of him exiting the building and the people he is speaking to.” You could hear slight static before his flat voice rang in my ears. “After that, immediately leave the area and pass the SD card to Seungki. Are you clear?”

“Crystal clear.” The Bluetooth went silent and you went back to concentrating on the doors of the Standard Chartered building. It was like any other day where people dressed in office clothing walking in and out of the glass building while cars were constantly driving into the building’s carpark. It was one of the days where your step-father would ask his little minions to walk into your apartment the day before to pass you a brown envelope consisting of information, objectives and SD card for your mission- one that you are severely under paid for.

The mission goes quickly. The man walks out of the building in his suit with a briefcase in hand and following behind him is his bodyguards and his secretary. As he does that like he does every day, your camera catches every single action before he goes into the car and drive off.

By far, his security is the shittiest which made it easier for you. Normally, business men that just started digging their grave in the underworld do not seem to understand the investment in better security. As time passes, they’ll understand – that’s if they manage to outwit their opponents.

After taking the SD card out of your Canon camera, you quickly placed it into your bag and took the stairs down. Now all that is left today was passing the SD card to Seungki, one of your father’s workers. He is a man approaching his 30s who climbed up to power quickly by gaining the trust of your step-father. He wasn’t what you expected him to be, honestly. You thought after quitting his job in the local army, he would hold a leadership role to lead. You ended up seeing him following my father like a lapdog.

Lapdog he is. He does whatever your step-father tells him to do.

“Miss (Y/N)” He greeted you as you sat down on a soft brown leather chair. His black coffee half drank as he waited for you to finish your mission.

“Take it.” You slide the mini chip across the table, into his hands which was neatly placed on the table. “Mr (L/N) would certainly be happy.” He smiled, taking the small object and place it into his breast pocket.

“Of course you would say that.” You muttered, taking a sip of the warming vanilla latte that he bought for you.

“That comment stings a little, Miss (Y/N).” He looked up at you, brown eyes staring straight into yours. With his cup held mid-air, he spoke words that you couldn’t agree more. “but aren’t we in the same boat?” He took in your conflicted face pleasingly.

“Thank you for the coffee, Seungki.”

“It’s my pleasure.”

He is right. You are simply just a puppet, following your father who is the puppeteer. You are just dancing to his tune while waiting to be executed when you are deemed useless or a threat.

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“Say…(Y/N)?” The pen in your hand came to a stop and you paid attention to the girl in white who sat at the corner of your apartment. She frequently comes over in her paint stained overalls with her large sketchbook in one hand and charcoal in another. She is the only one to stay after all these years. “There’s this guy who came over. He wore this grey suit with a red tie. He placed an envelope in your room. Oh, and he said if I touched it, he’ll blow my head up.” Now she got your attention.

“Did you touch it,Areum?” You asked, now starting to make a move to your room, clearly knowing who came over before. Grey suit, red tie – Seungki. Clearly that guy only had one type of clothes in his closet. In regards to how much he is paid by your father, he really ought to get better clothes.

“No (Y/N)! It would be scary, absolutely scarring for you if you were to come home with the walls painted with my brains.” Areum gasped, her hand holding the charcoal came to a stop as she looked at you with her eyes wide.

Areum may not be the smartest or the most ‘normal’ person around but she is family, definitely better than a man who constantly interacts with you via envelopes and buys cameras for you.

“I’ve seen worse things. You don’t need to worry about your brains staining the wallpaper.”

As Areum had said, a white A4 envelope was placed on your bedside table. You took a seat on your bed side and quickly took out the papers that included profiles of said person, profiles of his bodyguards and all that basic stuff.

You never really paid attention or take extra caution about certain information whenever these jobs are given to you. You took it seriously to a certain extent as it concerned your safety but you were protected enough by your step-father’s mob. It was just that if you paid too much attention, you were afraid that you’ll step deeper and deeper into the Underworld.

A wolf under a sheep’s clothing – that’s what you could say about this guy. A mafia boss with influence in the entertainment industry, particularly music and fashion. “Talk about flamboyant.” You tutted as you went through his profile. His security would definitely be tight, since he is a mafia boss after all. No doubt, getting caught by him would mean death. Before death would probably include torture and a shit load of interrogation.

You threw the papers on your bed and opened your laptop. If he had a strong influence in the entertainment industry, that would mean he would be a high profiled person. He would usually attend events like Seoul Fashion Week and charities. That would make him surrounded by cameras – easy. This is just too easy.

Google : Kim Seok Jin

The search engine showed various photos. The man leaving various buildings, having speeches, surrounded by his close friends and of course, pictures of him staring straight into camera with a smirk that screamed that he knew something everyone doesn’t know.

You looked at the camera placed on your window still, just a meter away from you.

“Kim Seokjin. Seems like there’s a new paparazzi in town.”

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For some reason, this didnt post on the 4th on Jin’s birthday.

Hope you enjoyed it~

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lol isn't the idea for the fanfic Viewfinder from a yaoi manga? >.>

i wouldnt know as I dont read mangas. >< its pure coincidence then.

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Viewfinder (Jin x Reader) MAFIA AU

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COMING SOON : 4/12/2016 

Kim Seokjin wasn’t any ordinary man.

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Viewfinder (Jin x Reader) MAFIA AU

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COMING SOON : 4/12/2016 

Kim Seokjin wasn’t any ordinary man.

By day, he is known as Jin, the man who has a big influence on the music and fashion industry. He is the one who makes the heart of both men and women flutter with his good looks and charm.

By night, he is known as Jin, the man who has a big influence in Seoul’s underworld. Illegal weapons, street racing, night clubs – you name it, he deals it.

“Kim Seokjin. Get some good shots, will you?”

“Yes, father.”

The years passed in a blur ever since the age of 18 when your Step-father made you pick up the camera for a whole new different reason. Profiles after profiles, one SD card to another – people that your father made you photograph were slowly morphing into people with literal targets on them.

“Whatever you are doing, (Y/N)…you are fucking crazy! Do you have any idea who he is?!”

“He is the man I have been photographing for weeks! Of course I know the danger and risk that is tied to him.”

“Photographing isn’t the fucking point now. I’m talking about where you are standing right now.”

“I’m standing for what I believe is right.”

He wasn’t like any of them – the people you photograph. They were all boring, old, carbon copies and certainly nothing special.

And also certainly, they don’t catch your camera but he does.

Straight into the camera from a building away, with a smirk that shows he knows everything.

“Do I live up to the expectations of the tabloids?” His cheek against yours as he whispered into your ear.

“I think…” you paused, thinking over your answer. You then felt his lips lightly graze against your ear lobe and his hands slightly tightened around your waist, “they might have missed a few points here and there.” You gasped out.

“Ah, I’m glad. The better the surprise for them then.” He hums. “Don’t think I forgot your purpose here. I’m just dying to squeeze every single information out of you.” If only you could see the darkness swimming in those eyes.

Things weren’t supposed to be like this. It was supposed to be quick for you and you’ll be off to your next target. It wasn’t supposed to drag you deeper into Hell. It was supposed to be easy for him and he’ll be off to his next dealing with a smile on his face. It wasn’t supposed to make him crave for your touch after the first night.

“This is wrong. This is so fucking wrong.”

“It is, but we both love it. The adrenaline, the secrecy and how wrong it is.”

“God dammit.”

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Credits :

My dearest Sher for making this amazing moodboard.

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Please slip into my ask box if any mistakes are spotted! Constructive feedback is very appreciated!

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