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My mom just told me im just like her and its the worst possible thing she could ever say to me.

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IS THIS A MUSIC GENRE OR AM I JUST MENTALLY ILL?

this playlist is almost an hour long and this angry self-deprecating genre is so good (also ik that german song isnt sad but i dont speak german and the sound fits)

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cvtting >>>> the time & effort it takes to hide it

like it feels so good but aftercare, cleaning & hiding shit takes so much time and is so stressful 😭

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ngl the one thing i hate the most abt having scars (on top of short season 🙄) is that every time im in a sexual situation i need to tell the person about my scars, like, there will always be a “hey btw” or “please dont ask” to avoid like blatant staring or rudeness

sorry to the ppl i have sex with in the future… with my cütts and all 🧍🏽‍♀️

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christ this- i wanna attempt and not succeed so someone can find me and admit me against my will, because I’m not strong enough to admit myself but i still need people to know that this is urgent and i cant sit around waiting months for a fucking “consultation” for a mental health diagnosis

I low-key wanna attempt suicide just so i can get admitted to a hospital and people can actually know that im not okay and care for me a bit, im just tired of pretending to be okay all the time.