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god said let’s make a girl who will be heart achingly lonely in her bones and always feel like a stranger in this world who doesn’t belong in any room she’s in and always has one foot out the door

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Don't you just love it when couples wear matching tee shirts?

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me

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no witnesses

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practice practice practice

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Apparently people actually like sex, and it isn't a collective running joke where we all pretend we're into clown blowjobs or PiV missionary or sweaty armpits for the bit. I'm very confused...

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little miss devotion

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pinioned

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Honestly Andrew and Ashley being siblings is the least concerning part of that relationship

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My art has reached its target audience of strange women with media literacy, so I have succeeded on some level. Unfortunately, my art also sucks, and I don't know how to fix it.

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Andrew and Ashley designs for @tcoaal's Boarding School AU

After years of Ashley being abused at a private boarding school, Andrew confronted their grandfather, killing him in a vengeful fugue. He made the crime scene look like a botched robbery and fled to the city with Ashley, where they live as emancipated minors.

Grandpa Graves had forced Andrew to keep his hair short and wear more classically masculine clothing. Free from that obligation, he prefers androgynous fashion and a ponytail. I gave him white sleeves so that, if he's ever violent again, the bloodstains will really pop.

Ashley is the more repressed Graves sibling in this timeline. She still wears dresses and goes to church, because a part of her that's too primal for reason to reach still fears punishment for breaking the boarding school's rules. I gave her a watch on one wrist and hair ties on the other to evoke the look of shackles.

The siblings as separate images:

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you think fat trans men are hot. reblog

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for a friend

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Thank you for the art praise! It's really hard to ride that line, especially with my limited artistic ability, but I love drawing her so much.

You've made me into a transfem Andrew Graves truther by posting real good, so thanks! It's fun to draw them as an egg.

I'm glad you think so! ^×^<3<3<3

Tbh, all the gender anxiety and insecurity over Andrew is in the game, even as little Andy, people were pushing their own ideas of gender and manhood onto her.

She's genuinely such a compelling transfem character precisely because of the endings where she doesn't self-actualize, like the Shots and Such is so bleak because of Andrew taking on the same masculine patriarch role as her grandfather and being wholly unwilling to interrogate her own issues and trauma, even though it would help both herself and Ashley!

Like, if we get tangible transfem Andrew endings, whether subtle or in your face, it would be one of the few times where you get to see a character at his worst and her best and how that effects her own happiness and suicidal depression.

Also, I love how you draw Andrew, effeminate enough to cause some gender confusion with their androgyny while obviously not letting go of masculinity and being a Man TM because of course Andrew wouldn't, the necessary character development hasn't been reach for her to admit her own desires to herself let alone transition.