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"in another life" 💫✨

(ugh i feel so fucking smart about those tattoo designs, im so proud ive tried to build in so many lil referencesss)

lab accidents DO happen 🌚. vik being this edgy but nerdy scientist inviting jayce (engineering major?) to his lab AND THEN-

skittles ACTUALLY wrote this..i cant! pls GO READ 👇

lab accidents happen.

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"Are they enemies to lovers?"

"Worse. They're enemies that didn't have a chance to become lovers."

The Rujinu gif belongs to @chowbo. Permission granted.

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I visited this used bookstore in San Antonio today and they had a bunch of pins at the front and I randomly found this Clone Wars pin in one of the cases and how COULD I pass on it?? I also picked up that adorable cat and moon pin as well.

Then I went to the Dragons Den next door and found a WHOLE ASS danmei section. Which I never thought I’d see but I was super pleased to see all the same. And picked up Run Wild vol 2.

Note I haven’t even made a demonstrable dent in the first volume because I fell ass first back into the burning pile of garbage that is the Merry Gentry series but I really likes the vibes of the first volume and I REALLY liked the idea of buying from a local comic shop than filling Bezos’s pockets or even buying from B&N.

It was interesting exploring that side of San Antonio because it’s literally the opposite direction from where I live and I never go out that way.

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Like a creature from the abyssal depths I rise to the surface for my bi-yearly feast before I disappear again.

I just have had zero creative drive and have pretty much done nothing for the past three months than play Love and Deepspace on my iPad. Which gotta say I think I get more out of that game for my mental health than my twice monthly therapy sessions.

About a month ago I did get a new used car which I’ve mentally dubbed Pietro. But I decided to go on full on Rogue Squadron in the livery. I also decorated my iPad this week sooooo this is about all the creativity I have to offer these days.

I got these 501st stickers in like 2021 and have been hoarding them for years. And then the CodyWan ones I got with the CodyWan zine from a few years back.

So yeah Star Wars continues to live rent free in my brain and heart even if I’m a lazy bum who isn’t contributing anything.

Also if anyone else wants to shout at me about LADS plz feel free to. I need someone to scream about Love and Depression. I have now started a second account because I started out as a Zayne main and the game told me no you are going to main Xavier and Caleb here are all their cards.

So now I’m trying by to main Zayne and this fucking game has the balls to give us Merman Rafayal and how the fuck am I not supposed to pull for that card???!

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Romeo to his Juliet

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Zaun!Viktor...

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Bruh there are so many terrible hot takes in a certain ship tag I am obsessed over today and it’s highkey ruining my vibe today.

Like, these assholes are using someone’s fanart to justify their hatred of said ship and claiming it’s sexism because they are twinkifying one of the male characters and making them too femme. Yet how dare they break of their canon m/f ship.

First off, fuck you for taking someone’s art who they prolly spent HOURS or even days on and weaponize it for hate. Like what the fuck is wrong with you!?

You should be fucking run out of this and any fandom you participate in, you toxic piece of shit. Seriously! Fuck you, I hope you step on a lego every day barefoot for the rest of your life or until you grow the fuck up and learn how to be a respectful person.

I personally don’t care for the over twinkification of this character either but you know what I do when I see that art on my dash? I keep scrolling and I sure as FUCK don’t criticize the artist or express my tepid reaction to said art style.

And I sure as hell don’t take their fanart and hold it up as an example of what is problematic and dissatisfying about MY experience with the fandom.

And then there was a completely different person claiming the portrayal of the other character was racist and colorism and I just…what is wrong with you people.

I don’t think I’ve ever blocked two people on this site faster in my life. And I’d be lying if I didn’t admit a part of me wanted to unblock them long enough to scream at them for being horrible people but I know that’s a waste of brain cells and my time.

But what the fuck. I’m aghast this shit is happening in 2025. And I feel so fucking awful for the fantasist whose work was dogged on and insulted and shamed.

This isn’t some megacorp like Disney or Marvel comics, this is someone who spent hours or maybe even days excited to share their baby with the internet only to be greeted by toxic assholes who use their creation to spread ship wank and hatred.

Oooooooo I am so mad on that person’s behalf.

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Children of Zaun (+ two Pilties lol 🤭🤭🤭)

I have so many random headcanons for them mayhaps I'll share later

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Who has two thumbs and the next five days off from work? And who plans to try and not open her door as much as she can??!

This extremely exhausted and tired human shaped blob. I dunno what’s been going on for the past month but I am so tired all the time. So I’m giving myself tomorrow to be a bum and then I’m going to force myself to clean and pack up my apartment.

Wish me luck.

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Bless you for keeping mage!Viktor’s unkempt and broken ass man claws he has in S1. Someone give that man a Emory board or something

It feels have red and blue… is it the blanket？:O

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All I want, is my partner back!

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after that they shamefully restored the writing on the board 🥴

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I am the monster you created

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he needs a little comforting moment 💔

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I got my copy of the Arcane art book in today and one the supplemental stuff you get inside it is so cool. I doubt this is a Barnes and Noble exclusive but in the spread that is about Vander and Silco there is a folded copy of Vander’s letter to Silco and I AM VERY MUCH NOT MENTALLY WELL ABOUT THESE TWO.

I haven’t gone through the book yet because it quite frankly reeks atm. I’m assuming the printer slapped them into the plastic cover so quickly after binding and it just needs to air out for a day or so. But there was a folded up huge map of what I assume is Piltover/Zaun and Jinx’s wanted poster that I saw. Hopefully I’ll find more fun stuff buried in the pages

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“no need to be nervous, jayce…”

au where older viktor jumps into an earlier timeline and has a little fun with his younger partner