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Saw a movie trailer made entirely in AI. And it’s kinda bad. I don’t recommend giving it attention, good or bad.

When I think of how much energy is needed to make an ai generated picture, then multiply that at 29.97 frames per second for a minute and a half?

I get sad.

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I’m trying to be good. I fell into an ai rabbit hole and only crawled out of it almost 12 days ago. I’ve been ai free for 11 days. Before that I had only started to use it 5 days before. And I fell into deep despite knowing the damage I was doing.

I still feel the impulse to plug in a prompt into any of the “services” available. Especially questions I have that search engines don’t quite understand.

The weird compulsion to ask this thing “what’s the best way to stop using ai or the companies that consistently waste resources to expand ai capabilities to answer prompts like this.”

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Second consecutive day of meditation. Didnt realize it was over until a little after the final bell.

Didn’t scratch an itch and just let it go.

My body started to spasm right before I opened my eyes.

Tracking via Insight timer and Finch.

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Sometimes.

I think I am

invisible.

Abandoned

By those who let me in.

Talked over.

Passed over.

It has me

Questioning:

Did I say anything aloud?

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Be me 34 gluten intolerant

Go to dunkin

Ask for a iced coffee milk

See colorful donut

Notice mouthwater

Say “ I know I shouldn’t but can I have donut”

Cashier says “you sure”

You say “unless you want to talk me out of it”

Cashier says “ummm it’s a lot of sugar…”

Me: “YOU’VE CONVINCED ME!”

Cashier says “you sure? That was pretty eas-“

Me: HOW DARE YOU SIR, TAKE MY MONEY THIS INSTANT

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There’s something funny being gluten free and depression. I can look at a slice and think the same thought from both sides like an echo chamber.

“I don’t deserve that”

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Lettin the days go by! Lettin the water hold me down. :)

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I hate pants. I have been forced into pants for too long! I want a long shirt that covers my knees so I can be comfy and presentable!

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oh snap

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Doop doop doop

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– What about you? Do you like girls? – I don't… I don't know. – Boys? – I… I think that I like TV-shows.

I SAW THE TV GLOW 2024 | dir. Jane Schoenbrun

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every year I post this meme and every year people get more mad at me than they did the previous year

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I am having trouble sleeping at night with my cpap machine. I can’t seem to be able to keep a good seal around my face and a third into the night when either i haven’t gotten to sleep or am asleep I keep yanking it off.

Im tired of this thing.

I just want to sleep more than five hours a night.

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