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seeing someone with a thigh gap irl is more triggering than any thinspo tbh

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The scale says 101.4 but I don’t believe it.

I took some Du1col@x for the first time (took seven little pills), 5 bathroom trips, and two b/p sessions

My old gw was 100, now it’s definitely 90 bc tell my why I still look like a fucking pig. Fat on my belly, fat on my arms, fat ESPECIALLY on my thigs… DRIVING ME FUCKING CRAZY!! Chat we will be locking in these next 6 months.

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TRUEEEEE!! PREACH ITTT

Every time I felt like binging and binged on vegetables/fruit, I ended up still eating my maintenance cuz of how full I was. You get fuller wayyyyyy quicker. +you won’t break out as much

Always reach out for fruit/vegetables

It's better to binge on fruit/vegetables than sugar and sweets

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Bought xs tanks to tr1663r myself but actually fit just fine in it, kinda mad I wasted 30 bucks tho 💀

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New Year’s resolutions!!!

be skinny

lose weight

read 55 books

Reach my gw

be skinny!!

straight As and A*s

lose my thigh fat

be skinny

have an active social life

lose weight

never binge again

study more

be skinny

lose weight

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I’m back bitches

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Zrebloguj, jeśli lubisz kotki, albo robi ci się niedobrze, jak widzisz swój ulany brzuch.

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My chest burrrns

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you feel s1ck for a reason. you feel t1red for a reason. you feel dis0riented for a reason. you feel l1ght for a reason. your st0mach is making n0ises for a reason. you are hxngry for a reason.

the reason: …it’s working.

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I need to fucking starv3 , I just need to starv3., I need to get it together and just starv3, I need to stop fucking up, I just need to do this. I just want to be happy. I just need to starv3

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tbh i don't really have a specific ugw in mind, i just wanna see how small i can get.

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Ja wypisująca do innych koleżanek że głodzenie się nie ma sensu, a sama to właśnie robię

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Błagam zabierzcie mi dostęp do jedzenia

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LMAOO nevermind!! I triggered myself so bad wit yt and reddit that I snapped and locked tf in

Breakfast + a lil snackie to get me through my shift (the celcius)

The major rules I put in place are

1. SLEEP EARLY!! No staying up past 9pm

2. All meals have to be light

3. Daily intake has to be as low as possible

4. Stay as distracted as possible (aka force yourself to forget about food or being hungry, put off eating until the very last minute)

Still gonna spend 1+ hrs exercising everyday tho

Out of all the diets and methods I did to lose FAT, not just weight, exercising (a lot) + eating two meals a day was the most effective for me. I was happier because I didn’t have time by myself at all… so no time to spiral alone

So fuck it, imma start going again because being at home is what triggers everything (binges and b/p)

Can’t binge at the gym 🤷🏽‍♀️

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Out of all the diets and methods I did to lose FAT, not just weight, exercising (a lot) + eating two meals a day was the most effective for me. I was happier because I didn’t have time by myself at all… so no time to spiral alone

So fuck it, imma start going again because being at home is what triggers everything (binges and b/p)

Can’t binge at the gym 🤷🏽‍♀️