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my reality is a fantacy

MY REALITY IS A FANTACY  

Its beginning of April and I've been hearing voices since my birthday last September, I can't say I had the best time of my life... I decided to type it all down of what I went through, let me break it down for you, one day around my birthday I decided to read a few tarot cards online and the more I did they showed the same outcome, that I was to meet my twin flame, twin soul or/and soul mate, not sure if it's all in one or if it's just one of these, that I'm not sure of, now for those of you who don’t know what that is a twin fames or the others twin flame is when one soul splits into two, not sure exactly what twin soul is other what it sounds like, seems to me it is the same thing like the twin flame, soul mate is just that, a mate for your soul, look it all up for yourself.  

For some odd reason I begin to hear voices of a women and she helped me get better at hearing them I can't say exactly what she did I can't remember, I have the worst memory anyway though this times of readings I figured out who my other flame was and I don’t know if it was fate or dumb luck but it was my celebrity crush.... Imagine that, I have no idea who or why it turned out to be him but I was constantly told that I could manifest my desires and welp.... take that as you may I have no idea myself what is truly going on in my life right now..... only the gods and answer that messed up bit of information, not that I'm a religious person I prefer to spiritual instead.  

I tried to contact him online his name was Tom Hiddlston, I had a crush on him since I first saw I'm in the superhero movies when he played Loki in the Thor, tall dark and handsome was my type, I then fell for him even more once I got to know the actor, well as much as I could get to know him behind the silver screen. Anyway, I was reading pictures from his hashtags on Instagram like you read tarot cards and then I would post a reply and put it in Tom’s @page and I would get something like a reply... I could hear him in my head too and then for some reason he told others it turned into something like a little game them who turned out to be the cast of avengers.

it went over pretty good on his side, but unfortunately on my side when I broke it to my mother.... I made one of  the biggest mistake I ever made...deciding to walk from my small town of Coulhurst all the way to the city of Lethbridge to go to chapters. Where I thought the tort card where hinting I would meat Tom, not that I actually though I would I just wanted to go, and they were egging me on to go, something else that I could inform you all about is that there is many different realities not just the one you live in and unfortunately that mean that there are many, many different versions of ourselves and unfortunately, I did not contact just my version of Tom Hiddlston but I contact all of the others two, I have no idea how I managed that... the one that came was not my Tom from my world but from another and that means I could not see him.  

I still don’t know if I have talked to the Tom from my world, I guess I won't know till I get the chance to meet him in person, if that ever happens of course, let's see... I died in other reality's more times than I could count, mainly because I can't remember, being stabbed in the back by a trickster god called Loki a few dozen times and I don’t mean from the Norse mythology I mean by the Loki from the marvel movies, ya because that’s a thing....  

Everything you watch is a window to another reality and dreams are something of the same, now there is more like I can put myself into movies and shows I watch and I can hear what the characters are thinking and saying, not to mention in the begging I thought whatever I do in my mind what actually happen in the other reality's I was thinking I was in, now I changed that it just everyone imagining it but not really having it happen, I did a lot of not so nice stuff and still do but at least it's not real, I was sent to hell a few times wish I know what heaven was like, think I got jipped on that one, worst thing I ever did really was sole chock from when I was at school and church, I did watch some porn that was not meant to be watch by anyone's eyes and played some pornographic games but I don’t think I'm meant to go to hell for it...  

Apparently the ‘devil’ just wanted someone on one time, I brought myself back to life as soon as I knew I was dead, well eventually sometimes, it was just tiering having to do that all the time, oh by the way I can do that bring myself back it along with anything else you can think of, I can do anything I want too in other realities, does not work in my reality but then again I can't be killed by other people from other realities in my reality, also I got murdered on my way to chapters stabbed and molested by some random guy still not sure about the whole story behind that one my mother found me walking still to the book store in my reality, that was a trip I tell you, before I was picked up I somehow jumped into other bodies of the actors who had flown down with Tom and had found me at my house.

I did end up at the store but of cause no one showed up, that was one journey I won't soon forget, I  found out that my other selves where from other realities and that characters I created comes to life, like since tv and movies characters where once created, I was not sleeping and was not eating but I was not tiered or hungry but for a girl who did not have the  waite I didn’t need to louse more of it.

I was seeing signs of that my house was evil and that the color red was bad and everything that was ‘dark’ needed to go so I got rid of mostly everything I had in my room that was considered ‘dark’ on top of that lost a caption America sweeter and Tom Hiddlston doll and Spiderman figure and almost lost my phone, it was found  thankfully but not the others.  

Among all the other versions of me there is a few evil characters evil clowns evil demon things a robot some zombies some vampires and a dnd character and an original character called Cally, among others I'm not sure about, one of them is called the moon goddess who has the power to have everyone fall in love with her looks, and it leaks out into me so others from the other universes feel overly attracted to me because of her, there is an off switch but it keeps turning on and she says it's not always her doing it, I'm not sure if I should believe that, Tom has the same thing but I won't know that till later, names the sun god, I'm not too fond of that one, my fault for calling him the sun to my moon, nether one of them where exactly what I though them to be.

it wasn’t just that everyone was attracted it was harassment and no one would take no for an answer I was raped in a lot of realities, it's gotten better but still not perfect yet, they are lucking they didn’t die from doing that to me.  right after I when walking to the book story my mother had me admitted to a mental health facility, where they drugged me up to take away the voiced, it worked but on the down side I could not eat I could not sleep, I was shaking uncontrollably and it was worse than when I was home,  I just didn’t feel the need to sleep or eat at home.

I was drooling from the shot they game me and I was losing wait because I could not swallow the food, it was not a fun time, I was there for about a month after that I want in to shasha house and I was therefore a day or two and they took me to the hospital to see if they could figure out what was wrong with me, they gave me something for the shot I took to get rid of the voices since that’s what was making me have side effects, it didn’t take long for me to feel better, I was in the hospital for about a week or something close, after that I was at my sisters for a few days, meanwhile my mother had got something called global amnesia from the stress.

Then I was back to shasha house I was there for about a week or two and was thinking of the voices again, I haven't heard from anyone since I had that shot but even with everything that happen I still wanted them back I was lonely I liked talking to them I liked talking to Tom, you may think I'm stupid to start this all over again but I don’t give a damn! This time I would tell no one, have it be my little dirty little secret, don’t really remember how I got them back but I did, I didn’t get the right ones though I didn’t know that, I have been going through so many to find the one from my reality, there is no real way to find out who is Tom from my reality I've told Tom who loves  me by now that maybe we should meet at a comic expo somewhere where I can get to, so in Canada hopefully in Alberta.

let's see this second half I got stepped a few times again and mind f*cked a couple of time no more evil things like seeing red and thinking devil is after me, no more going to hell or dyeing, we tried merging all the realities but didn’t work tried to merge all the Toms still don’t know if that works to our advantage or not. I still have my highs and lose, I've run across the first group a few times and they are merged with a Tom who is now called God... btw I HATE HIM!!! Fuck the sun god GOD, ‘GOD Tom’ IS THE WORST!!! I will MURDER THIS BASTERED WHEN I SEE HIM because he lied about being the ‘REAL’. I also decided to stop giving ‘second’ chances to the villains, they just don’t learn.  

I'm sure there is more I could say but that’s it for now, I still haven't seen anything of Tom going to a Con near me yet, I still have a few weeks to go till I go.  

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NEW THEME CAPTAIN AMERICA!!! 

https://www.etsy.com/listing/528222633/shipping-ship-boxes-theme-cap

Are you a shipper? Do you have an OTP? Do you have a lot of OTPS? Well in the world of subscription boxes I haven’t found any that are dedicated to ships so I’ve decided to pair up with Su and create our own boxes dedicated to all the shippers out there. The boxes will have different themes and sizes. Boxes will come with all kinds of goodies some examples are jewelry, plushies, fanart and more much more. Most of the items will be handmade and unique. 

Each month will be a different show or theme, you will have the option of one NSFW Box and one friendship box. We also have a Shipping Intensifies box which is much bigger and you get even more goodies. This month is Captain America the themes are Steve and Peggy- Steve Rodgers and Peggy Carter Winter Widow - Bucky and Natasha Winter Widow - NSFW - some of the items will be a bit more adult and fanart will be mature ;) Stucky -Bucky and Steve Ship them or love them as Friends this box will satisfy both Stony- Steve and Tony Stark - Ship them or love them as enemy we don’t mind :) Cap and Falcon - Steve and Sam The Friendship box 

Boxes will be on sale for the month of June and will ship in the middle of July! 

There’s a new theme every month so make sure your following Nerdy Robots so you don’t miss your favorites!  Please reblog it helps us more then you can know :) 

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Last of the photos from the Calgary expo

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Some photos from the Calgary expo

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I went to Calgary expo on the weekend and here's the photos with the celebrities

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Oswald Cobblepot + Pride colors

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Got this done a few days ago to try and get signed at Calgary expo but unfortunately the actor had to cancel... so bummed out about it... but it can't be helped, I just hope I can get it autographed some day in the future.

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Gotham is coming back soon so I wanted to bring hope to all my Nygmobblepot fans out there! I am running a giveaway on some of my Ed and Os jewelry and goodies. All you have to do is follow me at Nerdy Robots. Reblogs count only and you will get put in the drawing for some awesome Nygmobblepot stuff!  I’m going to value this at 30 dollars but if it gains some interest then I will add more stuff.  I will draw this at the end of may and ship out as soon as I announce the winner!  Good Luck to all the Ed and Os fans!  If you can’t wait to see my jewelry its here https://www.etsy.com/shop/4SewEclectic on my friends shop until I can get my site running. 

Just Remember you have to be following me to win! 

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#art #painting part one of two paintings done

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#painting #art my brother in laws Christmas painting I have been working on as a gift

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Huge Harry Potter Inspired Give Away!  I will run this though all of October and pick the winner the day after Halloween!  

You will be getting a mystery Box of everything Harry Potter you can tell me your house or your favorite character when you post or reblog this! Feel free to reblog more than once!  The box will total somewhere around 50 bucks worth the jewelry and I will ship internationally! Good Luck! 

RULES

Your name will go into a drawing for every reblog you can reblog as many times as you want!  Only reblogs only count!  YOU MUST FOLLOW ME TO WIN!  )  That gives you lots of chances to win  I will take international contestants as well.

If you don’t respond with in 24 hours I will have to pick another winner so make sure your inbox is open! When I do the drawing.

If you want to look at other items in my shop you can find me here http://nerdyrobots.storenvy.com/products

Thank you so much and good luck to you all!!

Also when you follow me you will only get updates of new items on the site this is strictly a business Blog!

Like last time when this post gets 100 notes I will add to the give away! Each time it reaches another 100 so reblog!

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This is mesmerizing to watch.

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Tom Hiddleston filming a scene for Thor: Ragnarok, August 22 2016.

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Tom Hiddleston and Chris Hemsworth (aka these dorks) on the set of Thor Ragnarok

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This happened in Canada; Calgary, Alberta.

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the reality of the situation