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Me when I gain weight: OH GOD THATS PURE FAT THAT IS, UNSHAKABLE FAT IM GOING TO BE STUCK WITH FOREVER

Me when I lose weight: it’s probably just water weight

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sorry I've been on insta mire than ive been on here ;-; long story short i maintained over my vacation but im home now and getting me shit together. had like 655 cals yesterday. hoping to only have 400 today and probably going to the store later to stock up on safe foods

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my goal for rn is to get down to 120 before i leave for Disney next week. i have 8 days to lose 5.8lbs. im thinking omad limit 700 we'll see how it goes.

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seeing how much weight people from highschool have lost is so triggering. anyway got my first teaching job! some of the teachers ill be working with invited me out to lunch today. I've already looked to see what ill be getting so i can stay under 700 today.

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i have a job interview tomorrow and im scared

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it's that time of the month to play "did i finally damage my body enough that my period stopped or am i fucking pregnant???" normal neither are true and it comes a few days later but im like a week late at this point soooo. this is really stressing me out tho.

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No matter how skinny you wanna be babies do not open that pack of cigarettes.

The coughing isnt worth it

The bad breath isnt worth it

Cancer isnt worth it

Your head is already spinning why smoke it up with withdrawal too?

I know cigs and skinny go together aesthetically but there are other ways to supress your appetite. Throw a handfull of Dill in your salad. Start a chore that keeps you preoccupied and distracted.

But i beg all of you for the clean air in your beautiful skinny lungs- drink your monsters and throw away the cigs.

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we're going back home from new orleans today. it was fun and i didn't really have any trouble restricting apart from one day when i had 1400 cals or something like that but honestly worth it because the food here is crazy good. plus I've done a LOT of walking so i think ill be fine. happy i don't have to worry about it now tho and can just restrict and be happy

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here’s to

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loosing

🕯 8kg in 🕯

may

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i hate coming to new orleans. i mean like i love it but i hate that we always eat at local places that rarely ever have cal listings so im having to guess and im to type to ridiculously over shoot to "be safe" so i all i feel when we're here is stresssss

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Depression starts in 6 minutes everyone get to ur seats

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lol sorry its been a minute but i graduated college!! still at 125ish. currently on a trip with my bf. im trying to restrict as much as i can so when i get back hopefully I will see a lower number. I don't know if it will work but I am eating about the same I normally do and where moving around more on the trip so a hopefully I will loose some.

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not a want, but a need.

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spending money on skincare products instead of food bc i'm a pretty girl 🩷

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im so tired and i have to go to some senior celebration thing today and i dont want to go but if i dont i have to go to my internship and ugh. im just so tired i can't wait to graduate next week and be done