cameron-7

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to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

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"Aro/Ace person gets given a love potion" story but instead of them being immune or whatever, it DOES work, and they realize IMMEDIATELY that they've been fed a love potion because this feeling is so wrong and foreign but everyone keeps laughing off the idea of it being a love potion because "they were probably just a late bloomer" or "no, you just finally found the right person!" and it's just a horror story about how no one believes them even though they know, they KNOW this isn't right and they can't stand it.

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why does this song always remind of jenny from forest grump, when she threw a rock at her old house?

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hello :)

i randomly saw your post about whether or not you should get a therapist, and i just wanted to say go for it !

but i also want to give you advice beforehand bc tbh i kinda wish someone told me this but:

don’t go in thinking that your first therapist will be “the one.” i’m not saying this to be a debbie downer or anything at all. what i mean to say is that it might take a while (or maybe not - hopefully you meet the right one) to find a therapist that connects w you. and that’s completely normal ! it doesn’t mean that there’s something wrong w you.

sometimes the amount of time it takes to find a therapist that connects w you can be frustrating and can lead you to think that therapy is not for you, but that might not even be the case at all ! good things truly take time ✨ so please be patient w yourself and be patient w your journey ! and most of all, give yourself some credit for giving your mind soul and body the love + care that it deserves :) you’re on a beautiful path to understanding yourself better and becoming your higher self !! 🩷💐

and lastly, you got this, i believe in you !! 💋💋

thank you for the advice, i really appreciate it. but i am still deciding. i will let you know if i do get i therapist.

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the fact that i listen to half of these albums is concerning. but yea i do hate myself.

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[cameron-7]

𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔬𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡𝔰

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I think it shows so much about the parents of the spring siblings that when charlie relapses and locks himself in the kitchen oliver calls tori. like this little 7 year old kid is so scared, he can hear his big brother breaking down and probably very close to killing himself, and instead of calling his parents he calls his big sister. And then tori immediantly rushes home.

When she talks at the kitchen door with charlie she says "his voice is dead. empty. but i'm relieved he is alive" CHARLIE COULD HAVE DIED. Like there was this huge possiblity that charlie is lying dead in the kitchen and non of them call their parents. These are kids. They are supposed to rely on their parents.

And then Tori calls Nick, screaming at him that he wasnt there for charlie. And that she is angry at herself that she wasnt there, cause she is supposed to be always there for his brother. She blames nick and she blames herself. But noone even thinks about blaming their parents for never being there for any of the kids.

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“I think you should know that I make up a lot of stuff in my head and then get sad about it. I like to sleep and I like to blog. I am going to die someday.”

- tori spring

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“he is half my of my soul, as the poets say.”

(cries)

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“There’s a time and a place for being normal. For most people, normal is their default setting. But for some, like you and me, normal is something we have to bring out, like putting on a suit for a posh dinner.”

-michael holden

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loneliness is the safest place i know.

-edgar allan poe

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Franz Kafka, 1912

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‘are you drunk?”

“i’m a poet.”

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"It's important. No one cares about the important things any more." I drift off. "We're so used to disaster that we accept it. We think we deserve it." His smile, fleeting, fades. "I don't think anyone deserves disaster. I think a lot of people wish for disaster because it's the only thing with the power to turn heads."

Tori and Michael in Solitaire