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Damn…

I made the mistake I didn’t want to make and I told my mom, who I’m very close to btw, about shifting last night.

Needless to say, I have lost all motivation to shift and now I don’t think I believe in it anymore. I kinda don’t even believe in lucid dreaming now, either.

I felt like that hope I had for shifting was helping me a lot with my depression, but now my belief is dwindling, and I’m starting to feel it again.

I don’t know what to think now, or what to believe in.

So, I think I quit. I’ll just continue to suffer in this shitty world like everyone else always has.

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happy birthday!!!🥳🎂🎉

Thank you!! 💜😊

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Hey everyone, sorry for the inactivity for the past few months. I never really had any news to share regarding my shifting journey, as nothing much has happened. Today is my birthday (my “Golden Birthday” that is) and I turned 21. I was hoping to have my first successful shift back on Friday night because of the full moon, but alas I only got close 🥲. Every time I try I just get really close and then I fall asleep, lol. That’s all I have to share, really.

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“Can you take over my shift this weekend” yeah listen jared I have my own shifts to cover

Now excuse me as I assume starfish position

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I’ve been dreaming about my dr constantly for the past three weeks or so. Almost every freakin’ night. I’m even taking a break from actively trying to shift, and I’m dreaming about it. I’ve never had this many dreams about one certain thing over and over again like this. Am I about to reach success?

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HOLD ON FIVE IM COMING

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What I look like in my House dr and my Rick and Morty dr! Haven’t made one for Frozen yet

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Is anyone else shifting to House (medical drama)?

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Out of the three main dr’s I have scripted, which one do you guys wanna hear about the most?

Rick and Morty, Frozen, or House (the one I’m focusing on now)?

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ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴀᴇsᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ

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Oh my god I got sooo close last night, just for my cat to move and lay on my hand right after I got into the trance. Lmao. I’ll shift soon, I feel very, very close.

I did end up having yet ANOTHER dream about my dr, I was a doctor and I was figuring out what was wrong with a patient, who was a young woman. I remember looking at a picture of her and there were two ghosts?? It was spooky! Then I was talking to Dr. Wilson about something, and then I was at some bookstore looking for a book for some reason? This is the third dream I’ve had of this dr in the past WEEK. Every other dr I was shifting to, I only dreamt about once or twice. Maybe it’s because it’s a little harder for me to visualize since they were animated? I’m not sure, but it’s weeeeird. I literally started watching House like, two or three weeks ago, lmao

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I haven’t been quite active lately because I haven’t gotten any news. All I have to say is that I’m shifting to House (yes, the medical drama) right now and while I haven’t successfully shifted anywhere yet, I have been dreaming about being in my dr.

My drs as of now (that I’ve been focusing on shifting to already and I have scripted):

-House

-Rick and Morty

-Frozen

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Ugh, what am I doing wrong?

I see angel numbers all throughout the day, almost every time I look at the clock there’s one there.

I have absolutely no doubts of shifting’s existence, and I know that I am able to do it.

I’m excellent at visualizing, and I pretend to be talking to someone in my dr in the shower (then I completely space out and it feels like I’m there almost, it’s kinda weird).

I’m not keeping track of how long it’s been since I started. I’m telling my brother that I’ve already shifted and I’m even making up stories (that I know will technically happen in my dr). I’m telling myself I’ve already shifted.

But WHY do I keep falling asleep and then waking up in my cr in the morning?

I also listen to subliminals every night through headphones.

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My DR’s so far:

-Rick and Morty {Scripted and focusing on going here at the moment}

-Frozen (Feat. Tangled & Rise of the Gaurdians) {Scripted, was the first dr I was trying to shift to}

-Twilight

-Pirates of the Caribbean

-Monster High (still thinking about this)

-Skyrim

-Possible Gravity Falls/Coraline/ParaNorman/etc. crossover?

-Resident Evil 8 😳

Other ideas that popped up in my head:

-Zootopia (I’m not a furry but being an animal sounds fun and interesting, lol)

-A dr that’s an alternation of this reality, but I’m a more successful and happy version of myself. I’m an artist and I was actually able to go to art school and have a life.

-SpongeBob Squarepants

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Why is it that when I cross my eyes as they’re closed, visualization gets insanely better?

Is it the “third eye”?

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Question to shifters that have successfully shifted: How long did it take you?

I know you shouldn’t focus on how long it takes, but I’m just curious as to what the average amount of time is. Also, how many breaks did you take and how long did they last?