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you

Not a day goes by I don’t think of you. My insides ache for you in a way that feels like eternal punishment. capitol punishment. terminal. while I know you will never belong to me again, there is a part of me that dies every day I live without you. I must have forgotten to pack my heart when I left. that is yours forever. 

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you

god, I miss you. I wish I could just hold you again, just for a while. I think about you every day. every night. its been five hundred, sixty eight days since I walked out on you. I will regret that day for as long as I live. I still remember how you felt on my lips. I catch myself thinking about the curves of your hands, your body. the way we used to make each other laugh, and laugh. I miss your laugh the most. the way your nose would scrunch up, your two front teeth poking out slightly. I miss your soft, chestnut skin. the pop of color under my fingertips when I would caress you. my biggest mistake, my greatest regret, was losing you. for what? I am a fool. I was sick, but it’s no excuse. how could I be so blind? you were the divine light of my life. god, I miss you.

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Torn

I feel so lost, caught between what I should do, what I want to do, and the right thing to do. I honestly don’t think things are changing. I think I might just be getting used to them. I don’t know how I feel about that. Should I stick it out, give it a fighting chance? Run while I can before it hurts more? should I be worried it’s all in my head? I don’t want to self sabotage everything good again over a passing feeling, but I am so tired.

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local earthbender calls fire lord slurs

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The moon and the ocean Kofi link is on my page

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~reunions~

ok but forreal why did they imply Iroh spends the rest of his days in the Earth Kingdom when we know Zuko is over in the Fire Nation being Fire Lord. I know Iroh is running his tea shop and I'm very proud of him but wH Y WOuLD yOU SEPARATE THEM AAAA 😭😭

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My best friend is in Taiwan at the moment and yesterday she stumbled across this.

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story of my life

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Regina Nieke (German, b. 1979, Stuttgart, Germany, based Berlin, Germany) - Untitled (Melancholia), 2009, Paintings: Acrylic Lacquer, Spray Paint, Oil on Canvas

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Bee Beau

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