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Girl/boy/thing you're so creative for mm!reader!!!!!! And I love you for that, hope everything goes well! ❤️

THANK YOU!!! This made me so happy!!! I’m so glad people are really enjoying my writing I put my hard work into. I promise I will be posting in a couple of weeks. I’m right now in a time period where I’m doing a bunch of finals and tests so…. I WILL BE BACK SOON!! Also I go by she/them (I’m a Demi girl) :D

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MM!reader incorrect quotes [MM stands for madoka magica]

[MM!reader coming down the stairs in their magical girl costume.]

Duke: “Hey pinky pie!”

Jason: “Hey pinky pie (Derogatory)”

MM!reader: “It’s a beautiful day out isn’t it?”

Homura: “My mind, body and soul yearn for you…”

MM!reader: “…”

MM!reader: “What…”

[Duke shaking and rocking back and forth in a corner]

Dick: “What happened to him?”

MM!reader: “He wanted to come with me while I hunted down a witch”

Dick: “And he’s shaking why?”

MM!reader: “He got to see one of the witches I fight”

Duke still rocking back and forth: “ :( ”

Damien: “Who is that black hair girl you are almost always around?”

MM!reader: “She’s my amazing best friend that I fight witches against! and if I had to I would die just to make sure that she would be ok. Me and her have a connection that goes beyond mortal comprehension. Yeah she’s the greatest friend I’ve ever had.”

Damien: “I know what you are.”

Bruce: “Your to young to be out fighting! I prohibit you from going out on your patrol again!”

MM!reader who’s fed up with Bruce: “I’m literally the same age as Damien”

Bruce: “You right.. But still you can’t-“

Homura: “I would do anything for you! I’ll keep going back no matter how long it takes to see you happy. I just want to have a timeline where you can live happily. I will do everything in my power I can for you.”

MM!reader: “Wow Homura! I really lucked out getting a friend like you!”

Homura: “Yeah no problem…”

[a little bit later]

Homura crying into her MM!reader plushie: “AND SHE ONLY SEES ME AS A FRIIIEEEENNNDDDD”

Stephenie: “Awh you’re so cute in your hero costume!”

MM!reader: “I have slaughtered countless of witches and bathed in their blood in this costume.”

Stephanie: “O-oh ok..!”

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AJHH I love seeing the happy reactions from ppl:3 ty for the repost btw:3 if you have any questions or asks don’t be afraid to ask. Also hi new mutual!

How dose your madoka reader family really feel about her? Like are they just awkward around her because shes the only normal person in the house or…..

AHHH OMG IVE BEEN WANTING TO TALK ABOUT THIS. ALSOOOO THANK YOU FOR SENDING AN ASK IN OMGGGGG YOUR MY FIRST MADOKA MAGICA READER ONE. (Also before I forget madoka magica is based off of madoka of course BUTTTTTT… reader can be any appearance. Including race and weight or what ever how you imagine the reader to be for you! All I really say is my serious is mostly for fem readers. Like cis fems, trans fems, Demi girls, or anyone who doesn’t mind to be fem presenting!)

I’m gonna start off with saying they all do love you! I imagine again since MM!reader wasn’t strong enough to be a hero that their mostly just forgotten about, or avoided to not get the reader hurt. They all love reader but they all have some reasons to not pay attention or to avoid reader.

Bruce: Honestly I think he gets uncomfortable around you. He can’t look at you for to long, you reminds him to much of his past. You looks so close to your mother. The one he left to rot, blissfully unaware she was rotting in misery with a poor child to bear witness.(I might make a post later about MM!reader’s childhood before having to come to the mansion.) And that smile, oh dear that smile. A spitting imagine of his mother’s. The one she use to flash him while brushing his hair. Getting him ready for a gala. Or when she would read to him at night. We all know Bruce isn’t one to cope well. So his coping for you is to avoid you as much as possible. He also feels guilty for leaving reader with their mother. Who definitely wasn’t able to properly take care of you. His guilt eats at him and he feels like it would consume you with it.

Dick: This is gonna be recurring but he was one who just would forget you. He didn’t mean it, really! He was just too busy… He had his team he was leading, he had friendships and relationships he had to focus on. You weren’t a child who would cause trouble, or do anything extraordinary. You thankfully(not on your end) were an easy child to take care of or watch over, but that also made you easily forgettable. So when Dick would be watching over the family, whether that be movie night or just simply hanging out. You could walk around with kyubey in your hands in your magical girl outfit and dick wouldn’t notice. It’s sad, you’re sad but It’s ok you never complains. Well.. not to anyone except your favorite stuffed animals.

Jason: Jason is tricky… Jason is jealous of you, especially after his resurrection. He wanted a normal life. He wanted to be able to have time to spend with friends, or being able to spend time on normal things a child should be able to. He wants to be in your shoes so bad. He knows he’ll never get to have what you have and he’s mad about it. He avoids you like the plague. He feels his anger bubble up when he’s with you. You’re just so blissfully unaware of how truly horrible Gotham is. Jason feels bad for being mad or jealous of you. He can see how lonely and isolated you are, but he can’t bring himself to do anything about it.

Tim: Doesn’t try and be mean to you. You just always catch him at a bad time. Whether that be when he’s on a particularly bad case and extremely sleep deprived, or after dealing with a headache inducing villain. You always just seems to pop up when he’s at his wits end. He can’t help himself from snapping. No he doesn’t wanna hang out, or play. He doesn’t wanna be around you! Leave! His heart always aches seeing that devastated look in your eyes. The light that would shimmer from them, dimming at his harsh words. You would let out an apology in a meek tone, before scurrying as far away from him as you could. He feels bad and promises to apologize to you later but he never does.

Duke: Duke is probably the best sibling. He really enjoys being around you. He thinks you’re just the sweetest. (MM!reader wears a lot of pink. So he calls you pinky pie). Sadly for both you and Duke he’s also incredibly busy. He has way too much on his plate. He tries to fit time in there for you, he does! Duke just has way too many important things he has to focus on before he can focus on you. You understand. You’ve never been anyone’s top priority or in general being important. So you’ll wait as long as it takes for Duke to have enough time.

Damien: I know people like to say that Damien would hurt neglected reader, but I just don’t see that. Damien doesn’t see a reason to bother with you or even interact with you at all. He knows he doesn’t have to compete to have Bruce’s attention when your just so… non important. You don’t cause trouble. You don’t usually draw attention to yourself at all. You Arn’t a hero or in training. You’re just there. So he’ll interact with you when he has to, or on an extremely rare occasion just to see what you’re up to, before just as quickly as asking he ends the conversation.

Stephenie: Steph is almost a carbon copy of how dick acts around you. In her eyes your is so sneaky. (No you Arn’t, Stephanie just almost never notices you).She jumps a bit every time you gently tap her shoulder asking if she wanted to do something together. She’ll laugh and joke about you needing to start being louder when you come up to her. (You are, she just doesn’t notice.) She’ll brush you off with a sweet(sickeningly so) smile saying that maybe another time! You know that time won’t ever time, but you can hope.

Cassandra: Cassandra doesn’t interact with you, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t notice you. She’ll observe you from afar. It doesn’t matter what you’re doing. You could be eating or drawing in a notebook. She studies your every movement. You just have this way about you. You always have this sense of happiness and peace around you, even if she can sometimes feel that sense dampened by sadness. Sooner or later she’ll notice your back to your happy self again. Cass wishes she could talk to you but she has no idea how she would start a conversation. So she’s content for now just watching.

Authors note: AHHHH IM SO HAPPY I GOT AN ASK!!! I really wanna thank you to the person who sent this! Anyways pls send more requests, and you guys can always ask to be on my tag list! (Pls specify if you want it to be to all MM!reader things or just the chapters.) but anyways thank you for reading!

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Ok guys very Important question for MM!reader cause I wanna know. Should I try and make MM!reader like really close to Madoka’s character. Like almost same everything. Or should I kinda give MM!reader my pan touch. Cause for the wish MM!reader is gonna make is that they wish to be the strongest magical girl so they can protect everyone.(little over powered I know but if you’ve seen the series it’s not as nearly overpowered as the last timelines. I was think of maybe giving MM!reader the ability to kinda like that one to have a lot of different weapons. I’m not gonna make to over powered. I’ll might base what weapons shes able to conger up based on like MM!reader energy levels or something or something due to their soul gem. What do you guys think.

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Since Cass is hesitant to talk to reader first what would she do if reader talked to her first? Honestly I could see them both liking ballet since madoka had that one promo art where she did ballet. Also do any of the fam notice readers little notes or do they just ignore those too?

1.AHHH thinking about it I think they would have a really good dynamic if they did talk to each other. Cassandra would easily be a bit shocked that you’ve come up to her. I imagine that she would be studying a video of ballet in the living room or sm,trying to study the movements so she could try and replicate it herself, but they definitely would get along really well. Though you guys know I don’t like seeing you to happy! So just like Duke she’ll try her best to be there for reader, but will be too busy lolz. Before we get into this I wanna let you guys know I have almost no knowledge about ballet so this is prob not gonna be the best. Low-key just pulling stuff out of my ass for this one🙏

2. Well they all have different interactions with if. People like Alfred, Duke, Stephanie, and Cassandra see them and really appreciate them. Duke has a little scrape book you made him and he’ll keep the personal sticky notes you make him in there (Can you guys tell I might favor Duke). Bruce, Jason and Damien ignore them. All for different reasons but still the same outcome. Last but not least, Tim and dick just don’t even see them. It comical. There could be many all along the walls and they wouldn’t even notice. Still MM!reader continues writing these positive messages with the cute doodles to accompany them.

Cassandra’s eyes narrowed as she kept replaying this one specific part of the video. She often would watch ballet videos to study the dances for herself. As she was focused on the video she suddenly heard someone’s voice.

“Hey could I join you? I love ballet” You asked, swaging as you nervously wait for her response. She looked back to see you standing behind the couch. “Yeah” She quietly mutters. It was clear she was surprised to see you talking to her. She scotched a bit over, gently patting the seat next to her.

She couldn’t help smile herself as she sees you grin brightly. You quickly scramble over the couch. She laughs as she watches you stumble trying to get over her back of the couch. You quickly sit up. You’re not trying to make yourself look like a bigger foul. You two sir in silence for a bit. Simply watching the memorizing movements of the beautiful dancers.

You then spoke up, “Hey I think this is the same choreography my ballet group did our last contest.” You fondly mumble. Your eyes still glued to the screen. “Wait you do ballet? Why haven’t you told us?” She asked a bit baffled. Cassandra kept her gaze on you, clearly waiting for a response. “Well I mean.. I do but no one really attends.” You say gazing everywhere except for her. “W-which is ok I get you guys are busy! And Duke always tries to come when he can so I’m not always there by myself.” You quietly gasped out, trying to keep the mood cheerful.

“Hey when is your next contest?” Cassandra asked, feeling horrible for not even knowing you did ballet, “My next contest is in two weeks.” You mumbled. Playing with your hands to distract yourself from the awkward situation. “I promise you I’ll come to the next contest.” She smiled. “Really!! I mean oh yeah thank you.” You tried to sound nonchalet at the end, but it was clear that you were excited. “Yeah” she softly said.

Authors note: I’m genuinely really surprised seeing ppl so interested in my series. You guys don’t know how happy it makes me seeing other people love my concept. Reminder that my request are always open and I would love to talk more about MM! Reader:3

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How dose your madoka reader family really feel about her? Like are they just awkward around her because shes the only normal person in the house or…..

AHHH OMG IVE BEEN WANTING TO TALK ABOUT THIS. ALSOOOO THANK YOU FOR SENDING AN ASK IN OMGGGGG YOUR MY FIRST MADOKA MAGICA READER ONE. (Also before I forget madoka magica is based off of madoka of course BUTTTTTT… reader can be any appearance. Including race and weight or what ever how you imagine the reader to be for you! All I really say is my serious is mostly for fem readers. Like cis fems, trans fems, Demi girls, or anyone who doesn’t mind to be fem presenting!)

I’m gonna start off with saying they all do love you! I imagine again since MM!reader wasn’t strong enough to be a hero that their mostly just forgotten about, or avoided to not get the reader hurt. They all love reader but they all have some reasons to not pay attention or to avoid reader.

Bruce: Honestly I think he gets uncomfortable around you. He can’t look at you for to long, you reminds him to much of his past. You looks so close to your mother. The one he left to rot, blissfully unaware she was rotting in misery with a poor child to bear witness.(I might make a post later about MM!reader’s childhood before having to come to the mansion.) And that smile, oh dear that smile. A spitting imagine of his mother’s. The one she use to flash him while brushing his hair. Getting him ready for a gala. Or when she would read to him at night. We all know Bruce isn’t one to cope well. So his coping for you is to avoid you as much as possible. He also feels guilty for leaving reader with their mother. Who definitely wasn’t able to properly take care of you. His guilt eats at him and he feels like it would consume you with it.

Dick: This is gonna be recurring but he was one who just would forget you. He didn’t mean it, really! He was just too busy… He had his team he was leading, he had friendships and relationships he had to focus on. You weren’t a child who would cause trouble, or do anything extraordinary. You thankfully(not on your end) were an easy child to take care of or watch over, but that also made you easily forgettable. So when Dick would be watching over the family, whether that be movie night or just simply hanging out. You could walk around with kyubey in your hands in your magical girl outfit and dick wouldn’t notice. It’s sad, you’re sad but It’s ok you never complains. Well.. not to anyone except your favorite stuffed animals.

Jason: Jason is tricky… Jason is jealous of you, especially after his resurrection. He wanted a normal life. He wanted to be able to have time to spend with friends, or being able to spend time on normal things a child should be able to. He wants to be in your shoes so bad. He knows he’ll never get to have what you have and he’s mad about it. He avoids you like the plague. He feels his anger bubble up when he’s with you. You’re just so blissfully unaware of how truly horrible Gotham is. Jason feels bad for being mad or jealous of you. He can see how lonely and isolated you are, but he can’t bring himself to do anything about it.

Tim: Doesn’t try and be mean to you. You just always catch him at a bad time. Whether that be when he’s on a particularly bad case and extremely sleep deprived, or after dealing with a headache inducing villain. You always just seems to pop up when he’s at his wits end. He can’t help himself from snapping. No he doesn’t wanna hang out, or play. He doesn’t wanna be around you! Leave! His heart always aches seeing that devastated look in your eyes. The light that would shimmer from them, dimming at his harsh words. You would let out an apology in a meek tone, before scurrying as far away from him as you could. He feels bad and promises to apologize to you later but he never does.

Duke: Duke is probably the best sibling. He really enjoys being around you. He thinks you’re just the sweetest. (MM!reader wears a lot of pink. So he calls you pinky pie). Sadly for both you and Duke he’s also incredibly busy. He has way too much on his plate. He tries to fit time in there for you, he does! Duke just has way too many important things he has to focus on before he can focus on you. You understand. You’ve never been anyone’s top priority or in general being important. So you’ll wait as long as it takes for Duke to have enough time.

Damien: I know people like to say that Damien would hurt neglected reader, but I just don’t see that. Damien doesn’t see a reason to bother with you or even interact with you at all. He knows he doesn’t have to compete to have Bruce’s attention when your just so… non important. You don’t cause trouble. You don’t usually draw attention to yourself at all. You Arn’t a hero or in training. You’re just there. So he’ll interact with you when he has to, or on an extremely rare occasion just to see what you’re up to, before just as quickly as asking he ends the conversation.

Stephenie: Steph is almost a carbon copy of how dick acts around you. In her eyes your is so sneaky. (No you Arn’t, Stephanie just almost never notices you).She jumps a bit every time you gently tap her shoulder asking if she wanted to do something together. She’ll laugh and joke about you needing to start being louder when you come up to her. (You are, she just doesn’t notice.) She’ll brush you off with a sweet(sickeningly so) smile saying that maybe another time! You know that time won’t ever time, but you can hope.

Cassandra: Cassandra doesn’t interact with you, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t notice you. She’ll observe you from afar. It doesn’t matter what you’re doing. You could be eating or drawing in a notebook. She studies your every movement. You just have this way about you. You always have this sense of happiness and peace around you, even if she can sometimes feel that sense dampened by sadness. Sooner or later she’ll notice your back to your happy self again. Cass wishes she could talk to you but she has no idea how she would start a conversation. So she’s content for now just watching.

Authors note: AHHHH IM SO HAPPY I GOT AN ASK!!! I really wanna thank you to the person who sent this! Anyways pls send more requests, and you guys can always ask to be on my tag list! (Pls specify if you want it to be to all MM!reader things or just the chapters.) but anyways thank you for reading!

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Chapter 1: Oh my dear lamb, your heart is to big for you… (Madoka magica!reader)

Authors note: I know someone also posted a Madoka magica! Reader to. I promise our stories will be quite different (and very good! Please check their story out!!) anyways finally posted the first chapter. Please send requests or asks about this!!! Not proof read we die like almost every magical girl.

You weren’t special by any means.

You’ve known this for a while. You weren’t as athletic as Dick. You weren’t as intelligent as Damien. Hell, you weren’t really great at anything. You were good, but you weren’t great. There was something you were good at, hell even great. No one else in that family could ever come close to . Love. You were a creature of love at heart. Kindness overflowed from your mouth, seeping into anything around you. Most thought that was a gift. A kind heart, with only the purest intentions. The bat family didn’t though.

They all thought you were weak. You weren’t cut out to be a hero. You weren’t strong, you weren’t incredibly smart, you didn’t have any powers. You’re nothing like them. Would your kindness be able to save someone from a joker attack? Would your big heart be able to rescue people from a burning building? It wouldn’t. You just aren’t special like them, and you had to live with that fact every single day of your life. That you would never compare to anything, especially your family.

But you wanted to be like them so bad… You wanted to be able to save people like them. You wanted to be like them so desperately that you even tried to train yourself, but it wasn’t very affective… You kept accidentally hurting yourself one way or another, whether that be by accidentally cutting yourself while trying to train with a sword, to tumbling to the ground trying to practice defending yourself.

You felt so isolated from them. They were supposed to be your family. You felt like you invaded their space, like you didn’t belong there. It didn’t help that they could barely spare you a glance. Let alone have a conversation with you, even just a simple hello from Jason would surprise you.

It was like you were a ghost in the manor, more like an angle. You would do your best to help around, clean a room. Leave Advil out for Tim after an all nighter he had. Leave reminder notes of positivity. Drawing heart, flowers, and smiley faces all of the little sticky notes. You would always do these little things for them, but they never noticed. They never noticed your effort, never noticed your support. They never noticed you.

The silence in there was especially unnerving in your bedroom. It was always just to quiet in there. You never really believed in “so quiet you could hear a pin drop.”, well not until you had to stay in the eerie room. You often had to hold yourself at night. Trying to act like one of them was there. There when the shadows of your room loomed over you. It felt like the darkness was gonna eat you alive in that room.

Alfred told you they were just busy, some even a bit jealous that you got to live a normal life. You never understood why they would be jealous though. You would kill to be able to be like them. Famous hero’s , one that sends villains shivers down their spine and a warm feeling to civilians. Who would want to give that up to well.. be you. You weren’t able to save people like they could. You couldn’t fight like they could. You weren’t even that athletic. So why would they be jealous of you?

You were walking back from a friend’s house. You didn’t wanna bother their parents with asking for a ride home, and Alfred was already busy. It was quite nice outside so you didn’t mine walking home. The only problem though was how the sun was starting to set. It was scary being out alone in Gotham, and the recent joker attacks didn’t help making Gotham’s streets safe. You knew you would have to start taking alleyways if you wanted to make it home before it was completely dark and cold outside. You pull your jacket closer to you, trying to preserve more heat.

You were about to turn a corner into one of the alleyways back home, but then you heard a small whimper in the alley. You paused for a moment. Stilling to try and see if you could catch the sound again. Then another pleading whimper coming from the alley way. You take a deep breath. This could be your moment! You can be someone’s night and shining armor!

You ball your fist up, getting ready to attack if you need to (thought it really wouldn’t do any good.) you quickly turn the corner. “W-who goes there!” You stutter out, the anxiety clear in your voice. You soon stop in your tracks. The wounded..alien cat? It’s white fur now matted with a deep bloody red. It’s what looked like ears coming out of its ears sadly dropping on the ground.”O-oh my god! I’m so sorry are you ok.” You quickly rush to the bleeding cat’s side. Gently scooping it up in your arms.

“Hey hey now.. it’s ok! I’m gonna help alright. I’m not gonna let anything hurt you.” You said to the poor creature. Taking your jacket off and wrapping it around it. You were still freezing and would probably catch a cold, but at least you’re not bleeding out! You stumble to get up. Who knows what hurt the cat, or if it’s still lurking around.

You braced the odd creature closer to you before booking it. You’ve never ran faster in your life, but it wasn’t much problem keeping the same speed with the feeling of someone watching you, practically tracking you. No matter how much your lungs hurt. No matter how much your heart rattled against your ribcage. You ran for your and it’s life.

You closed the door of the mansion as fast as you could. No only were you glad to be out of the freezing cold, but also glad that whatever was CERTAINLY following you couldn’t get in. “It’s ok..kitty”, you hesitantly say, not wanting to offend it by calling it the wrong species. “You are in good care!”, you proudly say.

You walked as quietly as you could to the downstairs bathroom closest to the bat cave. They always kept a first aid or two under the sink. You open the door. The old wood groaning in protest. You gently set the little thing on the counter. Grabbing one of the first aid kits from under the sink.

“Hey kitty this is gonna hurt…”, you softly muttered, mostly to yourself to get yourself ready to clean its wounds. You applied the rubbing alcohol on the cotton pad. Starting to softly dab it against its wounds. You were surprised to see it not phased at all. “Wow you’re better at pain than I am.”, you giggled. Trying your best to keep the atmosphere lighthearted.

You quickly finish cleaning the poor space kitties wounds. Soon bandaging them up. It looked kind of sloppy, and probably wasn’t the best, but it worked. Keeping it from dying is all you cared about.

Now not rushed with the thought of loosing this new hopefully friend, you were able to step back and analyze how the creature looked. It had a pink ring on an its back, contrasting against the white fur. It also had what looked like droopy ears. The drooping appendages coming out of the ears also had some pink tint with some golden rings around he to floppy maybe ears. It looked exactly like a plushie, one that came to life! That would be so cool if your stuffed animals could come to life! You wouldn’t be lonely and would have people to talk to!

You quickly catch yourself from being stuck in thought. You have to focus on the task on hand! Looking at it, you can tell it must be tired, especially after loosing all that blood. You scooped the alien cat back into your arms, it was still silent, but you could tell it’s feeling much better. You quietly shut the door of the bathroom. Tip toeing up the manors stairs and into your room.

“Sorry my bed isn’t really big. My dad’s really busy and I don’t wanna bother him to ask for a new one.”, you whispered. Swallowing the lump in your throat just thinking about your father. You tucked the alien by your plushies, still wrapped in your warm jacket. Now it really looked like a plushie! “It’s my bedtime alien kitty. I’ll see you tomorrow,”, you said cheerfully. So happy to finally be able to talk to someone.

You don’t know what time it is, all you know that it’s storming outside and it’s extremely dark. You feel your hairs stand on the back of your neck. You felt that stalked sensation again. You were being watched. You would take a guest and say it was from your window, but you were way too scared to look up. Then you heard her.

“Listen to me, don’t trust the incubator. Don’t make a wish. Do you hear me. Get rid of him, get rid of that thing as fast as you can. Do it for your family and friends. Whatever you do, DON’T become a magical girl...”, her voice was cold but robotic, like she’s said it over and over again. You were now beyond terrified. You don’t wanna even know what was outside by your window, you grab your blankets as you shake in terror. What did you get yourself into… Maybe the family was right. Your heart was too big for you.

Authors note: I might have forgotten about this draft but it’s ok! It’s finally out and that’s what is most important.(forgot my tag list)

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I’m gonna kms I tried typing this out but tumbler deleted it… but anyways this is off of a request I sent to an amazing writer here a while back! This is gonna be about madoka magica reader. The reader will be based off of madoka magica which means age, also will be in 7th grade like her. Beta we die like Jason.

Imagine the angst opportunity for madoka magica! Reader. You were dirt on a breath taking painting. An unusable brush, half of the stick broke off. The bristles manically pointed in different directions. The brush only being able to paint disastrous pieces. A wilted hyacinth in a pot filled with flourishing sunflowers. You only brought the family down You Aren’t Special.

You knew you weren’t special the moment you stepped into the manor. The darkness of the hallways judging you. The only comfort at night was the nightlight by your bed. The walls looming over you. Watching your every move. The pathetic kid who couldn’t be like them. You Aren’t Special.

You knew you weren’t special when you saw how they were. Intelligent, talented, inspiring. Everything you weren’t. You wanted to be so desperately to be like them. You could never be like them though. You think with your heart instead of your mind, but you practically wear your heart on your sleeve. You are weak. You Aren’t special.

So that one fateful day when you wanted to take a walk around, finding an injured cat in an ally, or what looked to be a cat. You couldn’t bear to leave the poor creature there. Silly you! What have we told you about wearing your heart on your sleeve. You took it home, trying to care the best for it that you could. You had little knowledge of how to really care for it. By a miracle you were able to heal it. You thought You healed it. You Aren’t special.

Soon you find out that weird creature is magical you were ecstatic! It could grant you anything you desired! Anything. Lucky you! L̶u̶c̶k̶y̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶!̶ At a cost though. You have to become a magical girl..? You were hesitant. You’ve seen what has happened to Tim on a quite brutal mission. You weren’t cut out for it, for the fighting, for the pain. You are weak. You Aren’t Special.

So when an older girl (a year older), who is a billion times smarter than you (at least in your books), tells you that you should join them. Join her. You would be saving the world from those evil witches! You won’t have to think much about getting hurt with the powers you’ll get. Her words echoing in your head as you stare at the magical cat, the one who could grant your every desire.

You Aren’t Special.

But you could be.

Author’s note: I’m stepping back from my mouthwashing stuff for a while. I’ll finish my one draft on it, but then I’m probably not gonna write for it for a bit. The mouthwashing fandom really made it hard to like mouthwashing. I will be opening up request for this though! Or any other yandere batfam stuff. I might make this into a series but that depends if you guys like it!

[caotictimmy]

He’s so wet cat I fucking love him sm

Yeah, I have a crush on Gihun from Squid Game AND what about it???

[caotictimmy]

You know what I hate the most ? When I'm reading a SMAU with social media and/or text an y/n isn't faceless and/or shapeless.

Like I'm sorry why am a PALE ASIAN GIRL ?? like leave me alone. I'm not a skinny either. I'm saying this with no Asian hate, okay? Y'all gotta stop putting Asian girl pictures EVERY TIME there's a y/n. ATP just make an oc.

There's no point reading an #x reader when there is a clear description or photo of the reader.

[caotictimmy]

Real bro like this shit makes me SO FUCKING MAD. #pleasetagright

You wanna know what I hate? People who don't tag properly, whether it be on AO3, Tumblr, ECT. Tags exist for a fucking reason.

A great example of not tagging properly is a fic I found that was marked "Dazai/reader" so it must be an x reader, right? WRONG! It was a Dazai x AN OC. AN OC WITH A WHOLE ASS NAME.

It pisses me tf off

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This is going to be a long and important rant. Trigger warning for SA,Grooming, incest. Proshipping and stuff like that

I can’t believe I have to fucking say this. The problem tumbler has with normalizing and platforming proshippers and just incel ppl in general is disgusting. IF YOUR A PROSHIPPER, SUPPORT PRO SHIPPERS. GET THE FUCK OFF OF MY FUCKING PAGE. APPERENTLY I have to say this since I’m in the genshin and mouthwashing fandom. I was looking at one of my comments that had a weird name. I clicked on their account and they just reposted a lot of sissy content. I personally don’t like it but if it doesn’t involve anything disgusting like incest or rape I don’t care. But then I saw them repost smut of Percy Jackson. A GOD DAMN CHILD. I do not care if he is aged up. It is still gross and predatory. Especially if written by an adult. I get it if it was written by a minor. When I was younger I use to read stuff like that. But if you are a grown adult writing smut over a child no matter if you “aged” them up, you are a predator.

But back to the account. When I checked their following. The amount of proshipping accounts I saw almost made me throw up. The funny thing is the amount of whining and temper tantrums these people have.” WAHH WAHH THEY TOOK DOWN THE PROSHIPPING POLLS OF INCEST AND PEDOPHILIA PROSHIPS WAHH WAHH CURSE YOU SPAM REPORTERS.” I do not feel bad when these get taken down. Apparently this is a hot take. I fully support spam reporting incest, pedo and general proshipping stuff like that. I don’t care if it’s a rambling post or a full fledge fanfic. I don’t care if it’s character x character or x reader. I will happily report it with no guilt. “B-but t-they/I-I spent so long w-w-writing that.” DONT CAREEEEEE. Cause it’s not like this stuff doesn’t have an affect on people. When I was younger I use to read this stuff, that was how I thought relationships were supposed to be. Which ended up letting me get groomed by multiple people multiple times.

This stuff DOES AFFECT PEOPLE. This stuff being able to be put out and supported is harmful. You don’t even have to be a minor for this stuff to twist your views on relationships. There was this one person in that one persons following. I think their name was like proshipscara. One of their post was talking about “you don’t have to defend yourself for being a proshipper” their right you don’t. Because you are a disgusting person and NO defending can save your case.

And also before you brain dead basement dwelling defunked things go cry about “it’s a trauma response!” That does NOT make it ok whatsoever. It’s like saying it’s ok to scream and blow up on people, hit people, because it’s a trauma response. If this is helping your trauma which I highly doubt it. Keep this shit to yourself. Cause the amount of minors groomed into this is genuinely so sad. That probably my biggest reason why I hate pro shippers so much. Being a victim of it myself.

Please speak out about this, don’t just repost this or other anti proshipper posts. SPEAK UP. You can speak up about your hate for proshippers, speak up about the affects that happened. SPEAK UP! Cause this is a rampant problem. You can also help without speaking up. Report and block any proship accounts. Even if they don’t call themselves proshippers. If you see them posting incest, grooming, SA, in a positive light, report and block them.

Anyways thanks if you read all this I hope you have a good day! And if any proshippers wanna go cry in my comments or try and harrase me. Just try I’d love the good laugh.

[caotictimmy]

Mouthwashing master list (because I need to start being organized. I’ll try and keep it as updated as possible. Might make those like welcome to my blog things so ppl can see my request stuff and different master lists.

Daisuke

Daisuke headcanons (Predating*Dating*NSFW)

Daisuke head patting headcanons (SFW*NSFW)

Getting caught but not noticing ( Small part NSFW)

Curly

Curly headcanons (Predating*Dating*NSFW)

Anya

Anya headcanons (Predating*Dating*NSFW) not finished

Swansea

Swansea headcanons (Predating*Dating*NSFW)

The crew (not jimmy)

Jimmy hate

Random stuff like yapping to anons/ about mouthwashing

[caotictimmy]

Hey uhm… I’m back! I took an unsaid break from writing. A lot of personal stuff happened that I don’t feel comfortable sharing. But I will plan on writing again. After I get some of my request done I’ll probably open my request again not JUST for mouthwashing but I might do a madoka magica!reader for a neglected batfam au. It all really depends on how I’m feeling. Sorry if I scared anyone. Thankfully it’s not a big mental health issue for me! But it does involve one of my close friends so it’s very personal so. But again I’ll be trying to get more writing stuff! I’ll probably be writing slower since I’m not as healthy. I promise I won’t over work myself so you don’t have to worry about me! Anyways, I’m glad to be back

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reading a good ass fanfic up until it said something that just makes you want to stop reading

[caotictimmy]

Going insane over the Swansea headcanons 🙏 thank you for feeding us

((I haven't stopped thinking about the cockwarming headcanon, you are so right about that))

Heh…what can I say

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Would it be ok to write fanfictions based on your headcanons? I'll make sure to credit you but I wanted to ask

OMG YES. BRO I HOPE YOU KNOW I FEEL SO HONORED RN. PLEASE MAKE SURE TO @ ME WHEN UR DOMD