carlgrimeswidow

[carlgrimeswidow]

the guilt of eating and breaking fast ugh

[carlgrimeswidow]

Losing my spark and happiness but atleast I’m getting thinner

[carlgrimeswidow]

[carlgrimeswidow]

my life is so ridiculous!

I don’t care what I did in the past or about my ex and what I “did” to her, I don’t care about my friends being worried, I don’t care about everyone being mad that I never talk to anyone or that I’m not the same.

I just want to be skinny

[carlgrimeswidow]

“but won’t you die if you don’t eat eventually?”

maybe that’s a good thing

[carlgrimeswidow]

Holy trinity

[carlgrimeswidow]

one day... as long as you stay committed

[carlgrimeswidow]

only animals don’t have control

[carlgrimeswidow]

me when I realize posting depressing shit causes people to actually worry about me..sigh.

I do NOT want them to worry, I can stop when I want to..I just don’t want to.

[carlgrimeswidow]

[carlgrimeswidow]

Do it for the skinny hands, the thigh gap and the visible collar bones

[carlgrimeswidow]

[carlgrimeswidow]

“I don’t care if it hurts, I wanna have control. I wanna perfect body, I wanna perfect soul.”

[carlgrimeswidow]

why is orange juice so many calories ughhh it’s so good

[carlgrimeswidow]

Can someone please sew my mouth shut so that I physically can't eat anything

[carlgrimeswidow]

wait no we can’t go to war yet i’m not skinny enough to die

[carlgrimeswidow]

the day my collarbones stick out more I’ll be happy🥀