cathartic-euphony

[cathartic-euphony]

Sometimes it feels so horrible But you know you can't push it away You just need to sit and cry a while And try and ride out the pain It goes away if you let it Some Saturday, you'll forget it You'll be out climbing with your friends The sky so blue, the sun will shine on you You'll be released

[cathartic-euphony]

I loved you soon as I first saw you Bathed in blue across the room you looked so cool It feels like shit when I think about it now But I'd still like to love you somehow

[cathartic-euphony]

I'm pretty sure I hate you This epiphany, it came to me today Amidst a fit of rage I wish that i could break you And make you feel my hate You're nothing more than a mistake

[cathartic-euphony]

Our everything was never meant And in no time, no one, nothing’s gonna give We make believe, but heaven’s spent I’m my own keeper; I’m my only friend

[cathartic-euphony]

I've been living with the weight of the world And the moon and the stars Burning in my eyes

[cathartic-euphony]

And when you tried to shed your leaves You pined for warmth as they said “Your lack of love for your dear self Is sapping all of us here out! Trace your roots back to the ground Work out the knotholes for yourself”

[cathartic-euphony]

All those things I said I meant every word Every syllable, a skeleton Of what could have been

[cathartic-euphony]

You smell like hospitals And you look like bad news And if god is real I hope he has a plan for you

[cathartic-euphony]

Will all my twenties find me so guarded? Littered and documented by meticulous word choice and closed lips, to read like: all things bear this- a purpose! or romance! but the truth is much more complicated than that, and I am still trying to learn how time is a gift as much as it is a burden.

[cathartic-euphony]

Why can't things go the way I hope? The way I want them to? Instead of always how I assumed they will Instead of how they always do

[cathartic-euphony]

What I say is what I get, I’m just tongue tied Waiting in the back of my mind is “You’re not worth it.”

[cathartic-euphony]

I found myself on the street You swore that you would love me And I swore I’d love you too And you’ll barely even notice it when I disappear

[cathartic-euphony]

Am I good enough? I feel less like myself with every month I've convinced myself that I'll never fall in love And I don't really wanna die So why do I think about it all the time?

[cathartic-euphony]

It's times like these I wish I had some common sense left inside of my head I should have known this would never work out I just want to be a part of something beautiful

[cathartic-euphony]

What the fuck am I doing here? Am I doing with my life? I can hardly stand it anymore I'm so alone

[cathartic-euphony]

These days I like to sleep my life away But back then I’d stay awake just to see your face I wouldn’t sleep for days But now I sleep for days I never should have said that I loved you

[cathartic-euphony]

I just want to forget Everything in my head