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She had enough

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if you draw or write or craft, remember to be your own audience

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essays i want to write about hotch

hotch and fire -> who couldn't he save? what happened?

hotch and gideon's relationship -> because spencer wasn't the only one gideon walked away from

the foyet arc -> specifically the stabbing. specifically how it was almost 100% also sexual assault and how hotch chooses to deal with it

hotch and anger -> i wonder if he has his father's temper

hotch and his team -> he loves them so deeply, so completely. that has to take a toll.

the scratch arc -> being drugged like that has to leave some kind of deep mental scars. as well as seeing a victim with your name carved into their forehead. also im convinced that if TG hadn't left, spencer's prison arc would have been hotch's instead.

hotch and autism -> and how he sees a freedom in reid that he feels he's never had for himself.

hotch's childhood -> "an extremely violent, abusive household" ok lets expand on that!!

hotch and leadership -> heavy is the head that wears the crown

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i put too much effort into these

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cats and libraries ۫ ꣑ৎ

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A thought about Derek Morgan

I made a recent post about Morgan wearing a suit and then I got to thinking about Why. Like, obviously we see later he's more comfortable in more casual clothes, and they offer him more mobility since he's usually the one to give chase if an unsub runs, plus he has to take care of all of the Kicking In Doors business.

So... why the suit, dude?

And it made me think of what a friend of mine said when I asked him why he wouldn't go to the grocery store in sweatpants. Because he said if a black man goes out in more causal clothes, all people might see is a thug. They judge him based on his skin color and clothes and don't bother to take another look. He said he needed to wear "proper" clothes just to be treated normally.

And thinking back to Morgan, let's be honest, he was the Token Black Guy in the beginning. When he got into the FBI, he likely had to prove himself a lot more than any of his colleagues. In general, he probably would have been judged for his clothing a lot more if he wore something causal, than, say, Garcia. And of course it's not fair, but he probably thought he HAD to wear a suit to be treated with the proper amount of respect in the FBI. (I'm not saying that's the case for the members within the BAU, but in general.)

But as the seasons go on, we see him become SO much more comfortable with his (now) family at the BAU, opening up to them about his past trauma, banter with Garcia, etc. And he loses the suit.

I guess my hypothesis here is that in the beginning he wore a suit to make sure he got the respect he deserved. Because he'd had experiences before where people stopped looking when they saw his clothes and the color of his skin. But as he began to get to know the people in the BAU more, they became like family to him and he knew they really saw him, he began to wear what he wanted and not that terrible suit.

Disclaimer: I am white and I'm not trying to make assumptions about the Black Experience in America. I'm going off of what a Black friend of mine told me and thought it probably applied to CM.

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a raven father (i call him "pants") I've been feeding sometimes likes to sit outside my window and either wait for more food or just listen to the stuff I'm watching while I draw. Today's a colder day so he likes to fluff up a bit, and I kid you not :

this is an accurate representation of my view

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yee yee

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This is my show, John Marston. Do as you’re goddamn told... and shoot well. SADIE ADLER | RED DEAD REDEMPTION II

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imagine if anakin's having the nightmares about padme dying in childbirth and he still thinks she needs to be saved but instead of killing people about it he locks tf in and goes to Sith Medical School

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"swasticars"

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Would be nice if mephisto got bored and reset the timeline just far back enough for Yuri to live and Shiro to be the father to the twins. No that probably won’t happen but I can dream yanno

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"My father, in the end... I believe there was good in him. He loved my mother, and that made him... not evil, at least."

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as a child i often started to panic very much when my parents were a little late at work, cuz I was very afraid of being alone for too long. So I thought it would be funny to draw Bee in the same situation XD

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real bad bitches monologue out loud in their room

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i was trying to make a meme but i fucked up the audio layering and