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I never post art here but uh heres a vtuber im working on they’re a titanfall pilot apart of the apex predators

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Its been 2 years and I don’t remember anyone on tumblr who didnt follow me to twitter so whatever I had going on here is probably dead lmao but I guess im back or maybe this was a weird 3 am impulse ill revert in a week we will see

Hi

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Its been a month but idk I randomly redownloaded my tumblr so heres what I remember of this au.

So this follows the in the water ending of sh2 and follows the eileen death ending of sh4. In his guilt of not saving eileen, henry had began to visit silent hill more and more for reasons he can’t really explain himself. He keeps coming back like it’ll be different like eileen will suddenly show up and he can take her back to ashfield like the 21 sacraments never happened. But as we all know it did happen and eileen is dead and theres no getting her back.

Well silent hill has this weird thing with people and guilt ya know? Sh2 is basically all about james guilt over killing his wife (or whatever ending u went with) so all these visits all this pondering and all the long stays drags the fog in it drags henry back not like he really notices however. Its not like hes in the other world with the rust hes just in ashy silent hill which isnt too unusual as silent hill does get fog from being so close to the lake. Anyways basically this all leads him to meeting james whos also wondering silent hill trapped forever like its his purgatory. The reason they are able to be in the same silent hill as each other tho is henry has ties to james even if he doesnt know it his landlord is james father (which explains why that weirdo kept an umbilical cord in his closet for years)

From there it basically becomes a like idk they kinda vent abt each others guilt how they both got someone they liked/loved killed and they can’t find peace because of it and it brings them close and they fill that empty spot left in both of them and the visits to silent hill become less about guilt and more about healing and being with james

This au originally gave a bad taste in my mouth cause I made it with an ex of mine but seeing ppl actually really like this little weird rarepair has swayed my thinking a bit so yeah. Thats all I really remember of this au and im glad ppl still enjoy my seriously old and seriously shitty art lmao. Hope you enjoyed the lore drop at 3 am maybe ill redraw it idk its just three panels and my arts so much better now lol

@teachingdespair @partyinthemysterymachine

Some gay shit at 1:30 am 👌🏽👀

Don’t look at my handwriting plz-

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Hi

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Hmmm actually im gonna delete my tumblr app im never on here anymore. Follow my twitter its @ CCARKUS

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2020 update!

I moved from tumblr entirely, i might post on my art acct (not this one the new one) this year but i’ve moved to twitter! I’m CCARKUS as always! I wanna redraw some art so if i do it might go here sibce the source is here! My silent hill stuff is getting traction again so i may fuck around find out. Happy 2020!

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New blog https://ccarkus.tumblr.com

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ARCHIVING

will be archiving this blog and making a new self standing blog for art. this will stay up cause theres so many years of art here but still.

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felt like trash and like i wanted to strangle someone so to cope i did some cute sokol and spikes art

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Nows prime time to remind everyone i post on Instagram the most 👌🏼

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Happy huevember im a slut for alucard.

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Hey u don't gotta answer this but a long time ago I liked your DID comic and wow, your art has really improved! I hope you and everyone else is doing better now :)

damn its been like what a year since i made that and im still surprised its gaining traction. but that you! i’ve been trying to take art more seriously as of late and i havent posted much on here at all everything is up on my instagram so im sorry about that!everyone in my system is doing good! it was rough coming to terms with my illness but things have become a lot easier now that i have.this was such a sweet ask btw thank you so much <3

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bort but a thot its transparent btw, use it wisely.

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HHHHHHH CASTLEVANIA SELF INSERTS IN THE STYLE OF THE ANIME FROM TOP TO BOTTOM jacob - me bitch ragnall - @toxiccanary leo - @box-tank

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ghfgjkhj i never posted the stuff i made to make the wars of myth video

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Some art fight stuff. In order of top to bottom the characters belong to 

@lumiifish 

@joutacujo 

Crystalklutz on instagram 

@trashytoasters 

my art fight

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hey guys i made youtube video about a shitty shitty commission experience 

check it out im begging