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//working on stuff i owe my mutlimuse but having cloud thoughts so maybe i work on his blog again

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He sits quietly. Blood is smeared across his face and soaked into suit - stark upon the white of his shirt. He has a cigarette between his fingers but it burns down without his notice.

He is just quiet, his eyes a little unfocused.

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//been thinking a lot about tseng being a good actor and using those skills on people who know him, just to be a brat

i just love the idea of him crying and someone being like 'i know its bullshit stop' and hes just 'oh well' and is instantly perfectly fine

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"I've never liked the idea that a person should be defined only by their place of birth. But it doesn't matter. Wutai wouldn't want me back, there is nothing for me beyond ShinRa if I could even leave... And I..."

He cuts himself off and shakes his head. With a breath he pulls his expression together and smiles. "Really, I've said far too much. You should treat this as a victory and leave, Lodbrok."

"So instead of fighting for the place you were born at and grew up - you chose to fight for the place which sought to destroy your birthplace?", Glenn surmised. He ha dan inkling that that was a little too simply put. Tseng would have had his reasons. And him claiming he had still been a child back then... kids didn't think rational. Especially not in a war. And they were easily taken advantage of... but surely in all those years Tseng must've realized the irony in his doings.

"I don't think the initial act was seen as betrayal.. rather it's what you continue to do now."

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"Hunger suits you - I'm sure I could sate it, briefly..." Even closer, until his lips are just a breath away from Roche's jaw. He lingers like that for a moment before chuckling and pulling back to straighten properly.

"But I doubt you deserve it."

roche's hand reaches up , grabbing the turk's wrist as an all - too - coy smirk tugs at the corners of his lips . so ⸻ they're doing this song and dance , are they ?

❝ sometimes hunger is just hunger , ❞ he responds ⸻ lets his lips ghost over the older's wrist , quiet indulgence in the mere pulse . ❝ who is to say i don't have need for a little ... sustenance ? ❞

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He studies Roche's face carefully, shifting his hand to run his thumb over his bottom lip. "You directly compare cannibalism to romance and then you bite me. It seems like that means something."

"You did something that you have explicitly defined as romantic, did you really expect me to reply in kind? Like..." He grips Roche's chin and leans down, rather close. "This?"

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"do you seriously think you're above the rules" the stupid ones yeah

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//thinking about tseng sleeping with SOLDIERs for no reason

And just.. him not completely being able to cope with mako eyes so close and focused on him - too many messy memories in the colour

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describe your muse as shittily as possible in the tags.

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"You did something that you have explicitly defined as romantic, did you really expect me to reply in kind? Like..." He grips Roche's chin and leans down, rather close. "This?"

He tilts his head to the side and smiles so innocently. "You're a SOLDIER. I thought you could take it."

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//tseng does have a very innocent looking smile perfected but 90% of the time he uses it on people who would never believe him innocent just to piss them off

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He tilts his head to the side and smiles so innocently. "You're a SOLDIER. I thought you could take it."

❝ yes , i can very well see that , but does one little nip to the ear beget a kick to the stomach ? someone's sensitive ... ❞

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"You should be prepared for any outcome, Sir. But it is purely hypothetical, I would not betray you."

❛ Mere speculation, Tseng. You're aware I don't entertain such idle thoughts. Betrayal shouldn't be a subject when we have mutual trust. But hypothetically, should that mutual trust be broken⸻its consequences would be dealt accordingly. ❜

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"You made it physical - I am replying in kind."

❝ ACK ⸻ ow ! tseng , what gives ? i didn't even bite you that hard ! ❞

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"Another strange question then. What would you do if I betrayed you?"

❛ Good. Our trust is mutual then. ❜

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"I trust you entirely, sir. There is no room for doubt."

❛ Tseng⸻Trust in you and your judgement is never in question. I'm merely ensuring we remain proactive. You do know I hold you in highest regard. My trust in you is utterly well-placed. Now, I must ask you, do you have any doubts with me? ❜

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"I promise I have no intention of eating any humans, Aerith." He places a hand neatly over his heart.

Aerith blinks a few times, trying to understand what Tseng truly meant with this affirmation. "Fleeting thoughts, seriously ?" she asks before she shakes her head. She then takes a deep breath. Well, at least he said he's not really curious, right ? That's what matters the most. "As long as you tell me you'll never eat someone... I guess I can deal with that."