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actually complete bullshit that you can get so excited for something you start getting scared. what tigers are we trying to run from bro

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exasperation and realisation,

that im never going to be good enough,

never again

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Dropped my fucking heart emoticon

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i want to talk about my ocs but im literally this image. i got nothing

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sometimes i feel ive got to

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I hate when a tiny stupid thing pushes you over the edge and makes you freak the fuck out because it makes you look like a completely irrational tar pit of a human being. Like no I promise this is warranted just maybe not about that specifically I swear I'm well adjusted. Come closer stick your fingers in my cage

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A major pattern I've noticed in my depression is that the less I do, the less I do. It's a downward cyclical thing. I feel better when I make myself be productive (not Productive(tm) just like, taking a walk, tidying things around my house, going out). I feel worse when I sit and do nothing but scroll on my phone. But the more I sit and do nothing, the harder it gets to do anything. I've been trying to break the habit with a more structured routine where I take a walk every morning (even when I don't feel like it) just to get myself moving for the day, and it really helps.

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i lost many things throughout the years. but i realise lost importantly, i lost myself

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Jane Fisher.

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just read a comment that said “i want to be everything at once but fear i’ll be nothing in the end” and i never felt so naked

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God has not seen fit to distribute evenly the gift of intelligence.

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another day i didn't kill myself

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oh may, you’ve been sweet but dear june, im welcoming you with open arms. bring me joy, bring me peace & bring me love

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stop earning advanced degrees i need you to finish your fanfiction