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Aroace polycule, call that a friend group

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Ah yes, the three starter Pokémon. Fire, wheel, and Cabbage

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Trans Plants?? I can get these?? Fuck dude why didn’t anyone tell me?

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Not me though, I’m different

We are a very very dumb, stupid people

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On my lawn (chair)

what does oml stand for

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My friend just moved in with some of her friends and referred to her new living situation as a “New AU”

Girl what???????

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If there are any girls applying to desperately fall in love with someone, know I’m a great employer

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I think having a stable income, a decent house, loving and adorable pets, security in my finances, gender affirming surgery and therapy, emotional therapy, a network of active friends, a loving partner that cherishes me and I cherish them, and a satisfactory amount of free time every day would fix me

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Break in your new jaw by ripping transphobic people to SHREDS

Made some memes because this is getting annoying

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It’s almost the end of July and I still haven’t signed up for college classes, procrastination is going crazy this season. I’m sure I can get to it though if I started on it tonight (surely it will happen this time)

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Some of y’all are so overwhelmingly horny that it is a constant shock to my soul and honestly I vibe with it

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I’m the one with a normal sleeping schedule

If you befriend enough autistic transgirls eventually a few of them are bound to have a normal sleeping schedule.

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I’m gonna go on a little rant, and i know it’ll be like screaming into the void, but I think this will help me.

So all my life I’ve always wanted love but it’s not like it’s been a huge part of it. I could take it or leave it. And I’d had a few girlfriends and I wasn’t too badly fucked up when I got broken up or broke up with them, so that reaffirmed that. Of course I like love, but it wasn’t essential to me. Or so I thought. Almost a year ago I met this girl, who I connect with really well. I’ve never connected this well with anyone. And it’s shocking how much I truly love her. I always desire to be around her and stuff. And she told me that she loved me too. And the weird part is….. that I’m constantly doubting that fact. Whether or not she actually loves me. All my life I’ve been insulted, ignored, or tossed away, and it’s finally starting to show how much it has an effect on me. I’m so love starved that I can’t believe the fact that someone loves me. Even while writing this out, and having the absurdity of this situation and everything thrown in my face, I still don’t believe it. She’s bought me stuff, she’s said she wants to kiss me, she flirts with me a lot, and she’s caring. And yet…… I’m afraid that she doesn’t love me. For reasons I won’t get into, she says she doesn’t want a relationship yet. And that’s fine, I’m good with taking things slow. And of course I’m not the only person she’s flirting with. Which is fine, I’m aware of that fact, and I think that’s completely okay. But when I hear her talk about other people in a flirtatious way, I get this pit in my stomach, as if my doubts about her not loving me are becoming real. And it hurts so much. I know that this doesn’t mean she doesn’t love me but these feelings won’t go away. I mean how messed up is it to be so love starved and filled with self loathing that you can’t trust when someone loves you? I’m trying to meet other girls to talk to, and maybe start something with, to help these emotions and myself. But I know I’m not the only one out there who feels like this. There’s so many people out there who have to doubt whether or not someone loves them even after being proved time and time again that they are loved, and there are even those who aren’t loved. And it’s just awful. For anyone reading this who relates in any way, I sincerely hope it gets better for you.

I love you.

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Oh it sure would be a shame if there were any emotionally vulnerable women to dm me. I sure would hate it if I had the chance to care for someone and love them, and tell them everything will be all right. Oh wowwww that sureeee would be a shame!

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This had me fucking dying of laughter

You're not "alloromantic" you just haven't met the wrong person yet if that's how it works

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On my summer grind

Reblogs appreciated <3

[This is a digital painting, not a photo]