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Sketches

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Jan! @chestnutracc's oc!

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Sometimes i forget that my ocs are my ocs and whatever I say is canon, not a headcanon.

Its scary

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I like to imagine very much that since Victor watched everyone die and was left alone - all that was left for him were goats

And he likes them very much, so he doesnt really eats meat, and since he was so long there, he started getting attached to them and spent much time with them cuddling or something

When he was like you know, but since goats will eat anythin' as he was sleeping w' them or something they were chewin' on his hair ina meanwhile

And that is why he's slightly fucking not, he is just basicially bald

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Twinkle, twinkle, little star ⭐

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My link tree, maybe someone will be intrested

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Can you imagine if Rodion Raskolnikov from Crime and Punishment was alive today and asked about his hobbies?

Dude would literally say:

* sleeping on the couch

* fainting

* becoming manic

* definitely not committing murder

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i am full of love and also fatigue

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Hot take

I think Sonya x Raskolnikov was forced tbh, she's just there to be with Raskolnikov and redeem him? And the whole thing seems forced rather than really meant to be. Maybe if Dostoyevsky had time - then he could probably build something more but since he had deadline, there was no way he could actually build something good with Sonya and Rodion. It also could be made just for the female readers, you know, specific move to gain more recipients

If anything, Razumikhin and Raskolnikov had a more natural and emotionally compelling bond. Razumikhin actually challenges him and cares about him, rather than just serving as his moral crutch and passive messiah. Since he was an absolute opposite for his personality, not beliefs.

Sonia makes me mad sometimes. She feels like most of the female characters written by Sieniekiewicz - pretty ornament apparently

Open discussion

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Art community, why is from so underrated

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Long time no see... When was it? 2022?

Welcome back

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Doodles of Brage and his husband making out. Trust me, they are perfect together

Sad_kettle is the author of the lonf hair man :)

Also a few doodles from whiteboard

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The duality of boys

Brage, my little hero would probably shit himself every time Uroboros would come closer. Every 🦆ing time.

And later Brage would just

I mean, Brage have problems with sleeping and trusting others. So indeed, he would shit himself everytime Uroboros would get closer, but later he would lay down and go to sleep on his wing, like a baby

I also feel like both of them would have problems with their sizes, for Uroboros, even if he had rider earlier, Brages skill issue would be so irritating

While Brage would be fighting for his life on Uroboros back

They need time to start cooporating...

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Just boys chilling together, might do the other pannel with husband

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I REAAALY WANT TO DROP THIS BOY

Recently my httyd era came back so here I amm! With that silly guy <3

So he's a total trouble maker. Sometimes he says too much, when he shouldn't and sometimes he's too honest or says things too directly wich often leads to a fight, but he's alright, he's alright and is dealing quite good. He makes maps, drawings, copies poems, short books or letters, and that is the main thing he is living off. Additionally, he collects dragon artifacts , lets say, wich he sells later.

Brage is a loner, who don't like company of others a lot. And others don't like his company. Fine by him! But he likes to think that he's just too fast for others. Brage is an inteligent boy, maybe not with much social skills and without emotional inteligence, but its more about planning, counting, remembering, negotiating. All he need. But he's very proud and its hard for him to say that he needs something, he often says that he is a tough guy (he's not) and can solve everything by himself. but don't be mad at him, he have his own reasons! He's a pessimist. Will he be alive till tomorrow? Maybe.

I really like his character development. He went from "I want to be like my father and sister. I don't want to be myself" to "I want to become myself. But who is myself? What does it mean to become myself?"

Ah yes, the my child's existential and identity crisis. Mwah, Brage

(He would kill me if he got the chance)

His dragon! Not really tamed, but he's following him on his journay

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Dreamy boys from that short animatic, or trend maybe on my insta and tt.

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I hate how some people after season 2 are just putting hate on Aziraphale. I mean, he in fact, left the Crowley, but he had his own reasons as well, didn't he? Aziraphale have a very compliceted relationship with heaven but he is in fact an angel and he want to belong there OAAAAAHHHHH—

Quick frame from animatic, u can find it on my instagram for example :) chestnut.racc (quick self advertisment haha)

Anyway, those kind of videos where people are insulting Aziraphale or smth like 'me after s2' and the video of taking of his face or covering them all on some kind of placats. I'm shittin myself. I know that thats grief after the ending but... Man his whole life or more like existance is not ONLY about Crowley in fact :/

Look how we get a chance to speculate why did he do that? What was his reasons? I think that the ending of Good Omens was (not only just marketing catch (that dramatic pause for a kiss and 'betrayal') but also a planned procedure? I love them both [Aziraphale and Crowley] equally so you shouldn't think this is a desperate attempt to protect your favorite (wha de duck I am saying, this series have a few months now so it is not a fresh topic... For me it is oh goddd ANYWAY)

Alr, here is another image so you won't go so quickly and read all that shit or not

Hkhm... Let me give yall a wholeass essay in my second language.

Kidding! Not so extreme. Haha. Anyway. Those are the possibilities why Aziraphale decided that he should leave to heaven. Of course, there could be a few. Or everything. Or none. It's just my personal opinion :)

Again, assumptions, personal opinion, don't want to offend anyone. Thing up⬆️ that's the part where you can argue with me, debate maybe. Whatever. Thing down, I gues bunch of headcanonc? I don't know, they are theories? You can as well say what you think!!⬇️

Goosh, sorry for the mess. Lets start already. Yeah. Uh. Right. Right. Alright. Why Aziraphale chose heaven?

1. Aziraphale overall is an angel... Literally... So uhm he is naturally connected with God, wich he as well worships. He don't have to stand with heaven, but he still has a deep bond with good. Leaving the heaven would be, right, a great decision for his wellbeing. It's clear that he's not on their side. But he did not left his God. Saying 'no' to Megatron would be something that would make him feel terribly guilty and overall devasted, as he would disobey his own moral code and he would gave up a part of himself, I suppose.

2. For 6,000 fuckinf years he had been arguing with himself about feeling for Crowley, right now doesn't matter if platonic, romantic. He was renouncing Crowley so many times that he don't know him, he's not his friend. Yet he could not resist, but be with that redhead. Don't you think that he was having some, oh I don't know, moral crisis? Imagine choosing between two most importanr things? The creature you love and, for Azi, a literall purpose of creation - serving God? Oh man, he was in this state for over 6,000 years. If he would say 'no' then, would he ever get another chance like that to habilitate? He was working so hard, for so long, but he didn't had to chose through all those centuries. Now he had. I guess it's logical, that he choosed his creator.

3. Clear and logical! If Crowley would be back to heaven, he wouldn't have to choose between two thing he loves. Ah you clever one :). Nah. He literally said that he wants to work with Crowley. What can I say more.

4. Obvioulsy, he did not wanted to chose what we know of we SHOULD from serial. And pervious point... And previous previous. It felt like he had been lost or something in it all. I mean, he needed to choose if he wants to take Crowley, if he wants to go back. He was rhinking about the kiss, probably about heaven, what would they say, what would they do. To him, to Crowley. What he should say to Megatron. I suppose he was impetuous with that decision. Imagine lying (he is a damn angel whaaa) to yourself for thousands of years and then just having to confess. Nah, he would like better to stay silent and still lie 🙂 oh god why he is so stupid. Crowley is also stupid. They both are!!!

5. He was mad. Similisr to previous point. He felt like he did not belong with Crowley, as he was devasted. And also Crowley ignored him as well, as Azi ignored Crowley. But i want to focus on thing that he said that he NEEDS him and begged to not to leave him. Easy peasy. No communication between those doveys.

6. He was afraid of loving Crowley as - what would heaven say? What would god say? Will they be happy? Will they be safe? Is it really possible for them to be together? Demon and angel?

7. He considered himself as a failure for Crowley 👍 after he said yes, when Crowley was always saying no.

8. He was afraid of the consequences refusing heaven. Like, he literally was making out with devil, then went o heaven, hell's fire couldn't kill 'him' (ik it was crowley but not for heaven), he was hiding Gabriel, he did not cooperated with heaven. There were a few times when he sinned... A lot. Uhm. Well,I DO have a reason to suppose this could have been some kind of test or something... Because what the hell? From archangel, later no one, then back to the archangel?

Aug! Sorry, long post. Rage hit me. I'm going to sleep now, goodnight :)