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I need to get this out of my head. I was talking to a guy... we will call this guy Alfie. Alfie was dating a old but very close friend of mine, we will call her Katie. When she told me I was so happy for her, I didn’t care that he was much older. As long as Alfie made Katie happy why should their be any questioning on their relationship. Things between Alfie and Katie were going great for about 3 weeks. Katie started treating Alfie quite bad. Then it got to the point where Alfie and the Katie would argue about stupid things. For example Alfie would blame Katie for pathetic things like Katie would apparently be lying about where she went after school. Most of the time I think Katie was lying... which caused more arguments. It got to the point where Katie was just fed up with the shitty arguments everyday. She had enough. Alfie wasnt making Katie happy , nor was Katie making Alfie happy so she made the best decision to break up with him. Both Alfie and Katie were upset and down so I made a decision to try and guide both of them is the right direction to try and be happy again. As I started talking to Alfie I started to develop feelings for him... I know Its bad. I forgot about girl code. Alfie has a bad past, as do I, so I understood him. As we started talking more we opened up more about our pasts. When Alfie told me about his past I started to think “How could Katie treat him this way”. “He doesn’t deserve this”. I gradually started to turn against Katie because she misused Alfie. Me and Alfie became closer and closer then I done something with him that I dont regret but wish that I didnt do. He told me after that he wouldn’t mistreat me, he wouldn’t fuck me other...again. I believed him, we were close for a week. Then he started to be off with me. He started talking to another girl just when he started to become off with me. I cared too much about him. He broke my heart just like most other guys. Im no longer talking to him, which was the best decision I’ve made in a while. Starting from now, im going to treat people exactly how they treat me. No special treatment for anyone. The most important people to me right now are the people who have been there for me from the start. They are the people who are keeping me going. I am forever grateful to those who continue to save me everyday from myself. 

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The walls are closing in on me again and I can’t fucking take the pressure

{g.j.t} (via societysideeffect)

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Idk...

I don’t really know what this is. I feel really bad telling my friends as they don’t really care, they shouldn't have to listen to my rubbish anyway... truth is, I'm not happy. At school I'm a totally different person, I act like nothing bothers me. I'm quite rude to a lot of people, I make rude jokes. I hardly do any work. The reason I don’t do any work is because I lack the motivation, I have too much on my mind. A lot of the time at school I just want to break down and cry. But I suck it up, and bury it underneath all of my other problems. At the beginning of January I was on top of all of my work. I was an A grade student in Art... but I'm falling behind again. Sometimes I sit in lesson and wonder “Why do I exist?” I literally have no purpose In life. I'm probably going to fail most of my exams. Sometimes I think “Would I be happier If I was dead?” Would others be happier If I died... When I joke about jumping of a bridge, people think I'm joking. I got depression in year 8, by the time I was in year 10, the horrible thoughts and sad moods were decreasing but now in year 11, I can say It’s back... I don’t know how much longer I can last. I don’t want to be here any more. I want the pain to end.

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I may have a slight problem with my mum.. My mum has massive nipples and sometimes when she walks past me her nipples hit me out of the way. I want to say something to her but I don't want to seem rude. My dog occasionally mistakes her nipples as a dog toy and would sometimes bite them and it makes me want to cry. Any suggestions on what I should do?

cut her nipples off

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i recently brought a cow and a goat from my cousins sisters aunties dogs test tube baby, and the cow took a shit on my leg. Then the goat bit my leg off. Now im sat here with one leg and a cold arabian ball sack, thoughts on what i should do? p.s my ballsack has just been sucked off my a horse. p.p.s The horse braided my pubes that were on my ballsack. Decisions...

I’m not quite sure what to do I haven’t experienced things such as this before? Maybe enjoy it while you can?

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do you think its possible to be mentally scarred by seeing errect nipples?

Yeah sometimes

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Are there any songs you like by Lionel Riche?

Hello. Its my favourite song

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60% of Americans do not know a Muslim person personally.

And yet…

30% of Republicans in Iowa say Islam should be illegal in the United States.

56% of Americans, including 8 in 10 Republicans, oppose accepting refugees fleeing Syria.

75% of Republicans and 56% of Americans overall say Islam is at odds with American values.

43% of Americans admit to holding some feelings of prejudice against Muslims.

Over 80% of media coverage of Muslims is negative, with the majority focused on extremism.

Donald Trump is only part of the problem.

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Don’t regret loving someone who once made you happy.

e.m.b (via poeticallyordinary)

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If I told you how much I cried while making this photoset, you’d laugh. This was so emotional, and I’m glad to say I’m part of this community. Mark is the best family any of us could ask for. We love you Mark. Stay strong.

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