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bought frozen fruit so i can make smoothies and hopefully eat more 🙏🙏🙏

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shout out to baby food companys fr

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youre not gonna believe what just happened

just had like 2 gulps of a shake before i got so insanely nauseous it actually shocks me that i didnt get sick

i hate this shit so much

everytime i feel this way i want to stop eating entirely just so i dont have to deal with it, but then i get hunger pangs that make me nauseous

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just had like 2 gulps of a shake before i got so insanely nauseous it actually shocks me that i didnt get sick

i hate this shit so much

everytime i feel this way i want to stop eating entirely just so i dont have to deal with it, but then i get hunger pangs that make me nauseous

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2 things!

1. have eds/hsd? have bendy fingers that hurt real bad? have a 3d printer? consider these bad boys!! theres other files so make sure to check the rest of the page, and they are free! thank you so much to the creator for making these easily available! im using ones for the base of my fingers rn and they help so much, youve just gotta fingure out sizing! for me, setting it to 125% scale was perfect for my thumb, and unchanged was perfect for my pinkies!

2. my thumbs been subluxing a lot these past few days and i showed my sister that+ all the different ways i pop my thumbs and she looked at me with horror and fear so that was funny at least

wish my thumb would get better, but hopefully the splints help prevent me from overextending it!

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being sick is so weird wdym im taking advantage of my body finally letting me eat by eating a frozen whopper from yesterday bc i didnt wanna go all the way upstairs to heat it up bc my hip hurts so bad

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fuck yall my hip hurts so bad rip

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thinking about how I pushed myself in a wheelchair for hours at the mall with minimal help and the pain wasnt even half as bad (specifically longterm, y sucked in the moment lol) as when Id walk the same mall. id be out for days after because my legs and hips were so sore, id have constant sublaxations/dislocations, and it just sucked. but once again, the universe decides to show my why I need the chair.

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i was at the mall in my wheelchair and i went to the bathroom right? well i get in there at the same time as a little girl, no older than 7. this child looks at me, looks at my chair, and walks right into the accessible bathroom. i just stared at the door for a second before i parked my chair and used a different stall, but i was staring through my door crack to make sure no one touched my chair

i was flabbergasted lmao

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guys! i signed off on my chair! i made sure everything would be sized the way i planned for and stuff first but! im so excited! plus i got my cushion today and its lowkey comfy as hell bro

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popped my back wrong and now i cant breath 😔 lmao

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lost enough weight the knee brace first properly lmao

(trying to find positives!)

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knowing my chair is ordered but having to wait for it makes me feel like one of those dogs that loves running, and their owner is holding their collar while they try to run as fast as they can. I cant explain it any other way idk

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ITS ORDERED!!!

MY CHAIR HAS BEEN ORDERED!!!!

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hate being disabled im crying because i need to clean my floor so bad but ive been bending over and standing up all day so i know if i do my back will hurt immediately and i just dont wanna deal with more pain and it sucks. i feel so lazy. i know im not, ive been cleaning all day, but i feel so lazy

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gonna SCREAM the bank is being weird with the money so it may he a couple more days before they let us make such a large purchase wtfffffff

moments away from ordering my chair! (waiting for mama to wake up!)

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moments away from ordering my chair! (waiting for mama to wake up!)