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[chuubbles]

bad decisions

pairing: s.jaeyun x f!reader

also: l.heeseung

warning: mentions of drinking, cheating, suggestive

—> even after a messy breakup, you still found yourself still attracted to jake, and he felt the same. its not a healthy relationship, but how could you both avoid it when it its just too good? 

🎧: greedy, everytime, break up with your girlfriend, motive (ariana grande

author note: holy moly its been a hot minute since ive posted on here!!! anyways, i was listening to ariana so much recently so that is the cause of this writing ✍️

party. get drunk. make up. get down. kiss. say goodbye. repeat. 

that was the continuous pattern you had with none other than jake sim. fate had somehow twisted its ways to urging you to always run into the boy again, again, and again. it was unavoidable, no matter how much you tried. 

3 years ago back in your senior year of high school, jake confessed his huge crush on you right at your front door at night. of course, you felt the same which led to eating each other’s faces off under the dim porch light for your neighbors to see (cough). he loved you, and you loved him. there were bumps and dents through the span of your 2 year relationship, but you couldnt have asked for a better boyfriend. until he took you out to the worst party of your life.

in the moment, the party was amazing and the energy was through the roof. jake’s frat friend was hosting it as his place since his parents were out on vacation, and boy was it a huge home. we’re talking mulitple refrigerators, a movie theatre, gaming room, high balconies, and a jacuzzi on the second floor. after having too much to drink, and talking it up with strangers who were now acquaintances, you realized jake was missing by your side. normally during parties, jake would always follow you around to make sure no one unecessary bothered you, held your cup when you had to use the restroom, and would make the dance floor intimate. concerned, you walked around and through the atmosphere of sweaty bodies and alcohol, looking for any sign of jake. with your red cup slipping out of your hand, you made eye contact with jake in a hallway. making out with a girl. a girl that wasnt you. her back was facing you, but you had to see the abomination of jake going crazy with a random girl near the bathroom. you could feel big globs of salty tears blurring your vision, and your breath hitching immediately. at this point both jake and the girl noticed you, still not letting go of each other’s grasp. when quickly turning around and running off back into the crowd, all you could hear was the yelling of jake, desperate for you to come back. 

that tragic and unforgettable event was 7 months ago. you were eventually immune to jake’s random calls and texts, asking for forgiveness and checking in on you. they didnt feel the same as before, and did not make you feel any better. you ended up blocking him on everything, including deleting his contact information on messages. you were way past this toxic incident, now talking to a guy named heeseung. at your college, you couldnt deny that he was one of the popular guys on the basketball team. although he was basically a himbo and a jock, he was still anything better than jake. 

yet, that didnt stop you from running back to jake himself. he was like a drug you couldnt stop taking, and no matter what you always wanted to come back for more. soon your excuses to go to parties with heeseung werent to get down with him, but  jake. your ex of 2 years now clouded your brain, and even though you never unblocked him on social media- you hoped to see him at multiple parties. and of course, he was always there. 

party after party since the incident, it was the same deal. bring heeseung and let him wander off towards a different group, get drunk with jake, find the nearest bathroom to make out in, get down, and end it all with a sloppy kiss without a verbal goodbye. you never expected to reach this level of insanity, especially with your long-time ex you swore to never go back to. you didnt care how horrible  jake was and how disloyal you were— as long as he was yours for the night. 

you saw him as a toy to be selfish with, using him to your likings. make him feel weak in the knees, and leave him empty handed afterwards. this weird situationship soon blossomed and churned into a possible second chance with the man. 

however, you did not expect to wake up in his bed on a saturday morning so soon. it was just like how it was 3 years ago. turning around to face the other way, jake was wide awake, looking into your eyes with a loving look. you stared back in interest, suddenly feeling a craving to be bad, once more. this obviously wasnt a healthy relationship or whatever this turned into, but you couldnt help it. neither could he. “wanna wanna go for round 2?” jake spoke under his breath. responding with a sly smile, your lips were already locked with his; meanwhile your hand was reaching towards the bedstand to silence the multiple calls from heeseung.

 this was far more important. 

[chuubbles]

NEXT TIME. 

heeseung x f!reader (angst) (jungwon is also in this)

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!!: slightly suggestive(not really)

author’s note: yea hi im back from the dead 

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🎵: i love you, when i was your man, space song :(

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this was the worst day for heeseung. well, one of the worst. he took a swig of his wine, and sighed. he looked around his surroundings, hating how happy everyone looked. hating how happy everything looked. hating how happy you looked. everyone was chatting like the sound of bees, until the DJ began to play a slow romantic song. he looked around the venue again, seeing your happy face again. you ran onto the large dance floor with your former fiancé (now newly wed husband), jungwon. the orange and pink lights turned into a dark blue and some purple. everyone began to get out of their seats to record and dance along the floor. except heeseung. he stayed put in his seat, not taking his eyes off of you. 

he ran his hand through his dark hair, sighing. he should be happy for you… but can he really? he’s loved you for so long, but was too afraid to admit it. you probably had a thing for him, too. 

until you discovered jungwon in highschool. you two met in chemistry class, and hit it off from there. jungwon to you was like a new spark, or something youve never tasted before. soon enough, you began to drift away from heesung, like a boat leaving its harbor. all of your free time was now being spent on jungwon and not him. 

coincidentally, you and jungwon basically confirmed your guys’ dating status at heesung’s house. heeseung threw a movie night party for some friends, which then turned into multiple guests because of how many plus ones people were dragging in. jungwon was technically your plus one. it was about halfway through the movie, and heesung still couldnt take his eyes off you. jungwon couldnt, either. you were oblivious to this, just laughing at the bright screen along with everyone else. jungwon ended up slowly snaking his hand towards yours, grasping onto it. you didnt have any big reaction, but a subtle bashful smile to him, like its been done before. to heeseung, seeing your hands together was like him seeing the biggest bomb in the world with a 5 second timer on it. he couldnt take his eyes off of it, and eventually started fidgeting with the blanket on his couch, panicking and wondering. when it was time to go, he walked all the guests out to their cars. he looked for you, to say bye, but instead saw jungwon kissing you. jungwon kissing you. after he kissed you, he reached for your hand and opened the car door for you. he went to the other side, and got in. sooner or later everyone was gone. he was in complete shock. that was the worst day of his life. 

he zoned back in and looked at you closely. the way your white jeweled dress hugged your figure perfectly, and all the lace and frabric made you look stunning. your hair beautifully laid with a veil and flowers sprinkled on it. he scoffed, seeing how happy you looked with jungwon. he was the first one, afterall. he’s the one that first made you feel safe, appreciated, and loved. not jungwon. he wished he could go up to the stage and grab a wine bottle and pour it out all over the dance floor, watching the dark red liquid stain everything in its path. even better, chucking the empty bottle at jungwon. but he couldnt. he saw how happy you were.

he grabbed his glass, gulping down the remaining liquid. it burned his throat, but he didnt care. he just wanted to be the one who was holding you. the one who was dancing with you. the one who had a 5- paged speech to give to you. the one who bought an expensive diamond ring for you. the one who was supposed to be by your side forever. the one you’d wake up next to. the one who kissed you at the movie party.

he couldnt imagine the fact that you were living with jungwon. the fact that he got to see your happy smiles everyday. he could give you endless kisses. he could see you at your weakest moments, and be the one to comfort you. the one who could listen to your deepest thoughts before going to bed.

but, what if you never met jungwon? what if you werent taking chemistry? what if you stayed by heesung’s side through it all? what would have happened if he spoke up about how he feeled? 

he chuckled at his stupid thoughts. heeseung knew even if you didnt meet jungwon, you and him would still never be together. he was too afraid to ruin the friendship you created with him. 

heeseung smiled lightly, sucking in the salty tears that were about to drip down his cheeks. “maybe next time, y/n.”

written by;

chubbles

[chuubbles]

the florist.

pairing: y.jungwon x f!reader

w. fluff, suggestive, mentions of drinks(?) 

t. love at first sighttt!! 

author’s note: late night thoughts led me to think about cats and then flowers. yeah💁‍♀️

🎶: see you again, tyler the creator feat. kali uchis

jungwon was never a big romance type. the most he’s done was intense makeouts, which led to you know what. sad to say, he was the one who always ended the relationship. or, he got cheated on. not fun stuff. since his senior year at highschool had been getting tough he decided to take a break from love. his face now always stuffed up in history books and his hand rapidly writing down math notes. i mean, getting into a good college is important, right? yeah. no distractions allowed. 

that’s until he headed to a floral shop on a saturday morning. he was going to visit his grandparents, and thought it’d be nice to get them a nice bouquet with the money he’s been saving up. as soon as he walked through the door, a little golden bell above the door chimed. his nose was taken ahold by the different aromas of colors, and his pupils popping seeing all the bright colors. the sun shined perfectly onto the little trinkets around the building, making this place appear ethereal.  

upstairs, it was a café with beautiful potted plants and flowers and vegetables growing on the windowsill, the wall, or in the middle of the walkway. there was a little dog running up and down the stairs, following a certain waiter who probably was the owner of the pet. downstairs, it was the actual floral shop. what jungwon was there for. 

he examined the different flowers in different sections, them separated by color and type. his grandma loved the color orange and yellow, so he decided to go with those. looking over the colors of the flowers, he felt a gust of breath hit the shell of his ear. he quickly did a 180, staring at the suspect. 

“hey… you’ve been looking at these flowers for a while. any of these catch your eye?” you said with a soft smile. 

jungwon tensed up. his posture now straight and his face blank. he could feel his heartbeat speeding up and he could definitely sense his face warming up. gosh darn it. he promised himself he wouldn’t be involved with any more romance-related things while in school, but how could he keep that promise when you’re standing right in front of him? sure, you were a complete stranger to him — but love at first sight exists somewhere. 

the morning sun was gleaming onto your skin, making it shine like glass. your hair was down, a little red ribbon clip clipped onto the side of your head. you had a thin pearl necklace on, and a silver bracelet. your voice sounded like music to his ears. you were wearing a cute pair of uggs, constantly shuffling your feet. your overalls draped onto you with little flowers sticking out the front pocket. how cute. 

“sir. hello? are you okay?” you said while waving your hand in front of his face. 

jungwon immediately snapped out of your trance, making eye-contact with you. 

“sorry about that, uhm- i really like these colors. can i get these?” he spoke hesitantly, picking up the flowers. gosh he thought he sounded stupid. all of a sudden his mind shutting down and jumbling his words like they were being shaken in a box, just because of you. no one’s ever made him feel this way. not even his past girlfriends that he swore he loved so much that he would do anything for them. 

while you were tying together the orange and yellow flowers in a lovely lace paper, you looked up. he was already staring at you, his ears red like his hair. 

“what kind of ribbon would you like?” you asked politely. 

he blinked a couple times before you brought out the ribbon samples. his hand was trailing over the silks and ribbons and straws, seeing what would accommodate his taste. as doing so, you couldn’t help but look at him a little closer. his red hair was super fluffy, and a little disheveled. he had the appearance of a cat (if that made any sense.) he seemed like a nice guy.

“this, this one is good.” he pointed at a basic green ribbon. you gladly went behind the counter and took out the material to tie around the bouquet. while making an appealing design with the ribbon, he questioned you, “by any chance.. do you have any favorite flowers here?”

you looked up at the boy once more, smiling widely. maybe he was interested in flowers like you. trying to not go overboard with your love for them, you exclaimed, 

“yeah! i love petunias, tulips, baby’s breath, sunflowers.. and a lot more, probably.” 

you ended your excited answer with rubbing your nape, thinking you went too far. little did you know how cute jungwon found it. his small question eventually sparked up a conversation between you two, and him staying behind at the café for a couple of hours. while you were on your break, you would go to visit him and chat it up. he didn’t care about him studying for an important test when you were there sitting across the small table from him, looking like a literal saint. 

he ended up politely asking for you number, and catching your name. jungwon was internally giving himself a pat on the back for being able to get your number and managing to befriend you. he didn’t plan on spending his free time on a girl rather than studying. like mentioned before, he’s never been this hooked. if he’s being honest, you’ve already got him wrapped around your finger. you could make a request and jungwon would say “maybe,” but then eventually do it. you were definitely into him, falling for his cute charm. he was also definitely falling for you, too. 

the day was now coming to an end, and it was now dark outside. the flowers were now a dull color but also bright from the moonlight, the brightness leaking into the shop. there were no stars sadly, but a bunch of grey clouds. most of the workers left, or were about to leave; grabbing their coats and bags and keys. the little dog from earlier was now in the previous waiter’s arms, being carried out the door; the tiny bell above the door chiming one last time. you started packing up too, and so did jungwon. 

“hey, it was nice meeting you. i hope we can hang out more often,” you muffled while holding a piece of paper in your mouth and putting your phone and keys in your bag. he just giggled, nodding happily. 

you two were now outside, about to part ways. you were feeling a little generous, so you decided to pull him into a light hug. jungwon leaped a little inside, his heart beginning to pound crazy. his throat felt tight, and he felt dazed just from smelling the flower scents still on your neck. once you pulled back, you noticed his ears were red again and he was stiff. just like earlier, you thought with a chuckle. 

“well, see you later, yang.”

you started walking away, grasping tightly onto your brown tote. you giggled internally, hoping to see the red-haired boy again. you didn’t see his reaction while strolling away, but it probably was a cute one. 

you looked up at the dull sky, loving how cloudy it looked. your eyes felt sleepy, and you couldn’t wait to sleep in your warm bed. maybe even text this new boy, jungwon. 

the following morning, you did the same routine as you’ve been doing for a couple of months now. at 9 am, you’d unlock the front door, hear the bell chime, water the flowers, veggies, and plants, roll up the windows, and bring a flower cart outside. while rolling out the wooden cart with flowers sitting in it, you tripped slightly over something on the ground. you yelped from the shock. 

recollecting yourself, you looked down at your heel to see a bouquet of flowers. it had a bunch of your favorite flowers. you picked it up slowly, standing up and looking around to see if anyone accidentally left it. there was a little cream-colored card sitting inside the flowers that you missed. you plucked it out of the bundle, flipping it over to read it. 

hey, y/n! sorry i can’t stop by to chat with you again. im at my grandparent’s house. they loved the bouquet you made! im gonna hang out with them for a while, but i promise i’ll stop by later, yeah? anyways, there should be a latte outside and also this bouquet for you. maybe if you’re free on the weekend we can hang out? 

=(^.,.^)=, jungwon

you blushed at the neatly written letter for a while, looking like a total npc just standing there in one pose on the sidewalk. you eventually picked the latte off the ground. with one taste, it tasted like your favorite latte you told him about the other day. you tried hard to keep your emotions maintained, feeling a spark of happiness and love blossoming inside of your small heart. no one’s ever paid this much detail to what you liked. even your exes. 

the red-haired boy with cat eyes, was now taking your heart. you went back inside, placing the beautiful bouquet next to the front desk. you texted him: 

i got the flowers and latte, thanks so much! im also free this weekend. :)

jungwon immediately responded with: 

youre welcome ^^ im also free 

jungwon, now in his grandparent’s house sitting in the guest bedroom, was going nuts. you reacted to his text with a heart, sending him over the edge. he was lying on his stomach onto the bed, kicking his feet in the air. he shut off his phone, and practically threw it across the room. he was squealing like a child. who knew him being so strict on romance wouldn’t last long. 

“yah!! jungwon-ah!! what was that?” his grandma yelled from downstairs.��i guess she heard the thump of the phone launching against the wall.  

he didn’t even notice what she said, just him being in his own colorful world. 

he couldn’t wait to see you later. this time, with a new bouquet of flowers. 

author’s note: i hope yall enjoyed this per usual. ive been going on some writing roll recently, probs cause i feel relaxed lmfao- anyways, the next fic i plan on releasing is with jay!!   

[chuubbles]

farm boy!heeseung x country girl!reader

w. fluff, suggestive, mentions of food(?) | t. friends to lovers | lower case | author’s note: guys i had an idea in mind i swear idk what happened 😭 i hope you enjoy either way!

🎶: valentine, laufey 

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you and heeseung go way back. like, waaaaaay back. hes basically your partner in crime. 

it all started off when you were at the ripe age of 3, moving into the country side. your parents said it would be good experience. they said it was a “test-run”, but you still ended up living here. there weren’t that many kids for you to hang out with when you were 6. there were no playgrounds, kids on tricycles, and princess parties. horrible, i know. 

you were crying on the dirt floor on a rainy day. you dont even remember what you were so aggravated about. it was raining hard and was slightly dark, and puddles began to form. your mom let you go outside to jump around, leading to your current situation. your face red from crying so much, and it also feeling puffy and numb. you didnt have the willpower to get up from the now forming puddle under you, so you just sat there sniffling and whining. constantly rubbing the bottom of your nose with your hand hand. until you heard a frog croak. you snapped your head around, to only be greeted with a short boy in a blue raincoat, holding the noisy frog. 

you looked up at him, now sunlight beginning to rip through the cloudy skies. his face had some mud stains, and his hands looked as though he scooped up dirt and pebbles. “do you wanna play with frogs with me?” the boy managed to ask. he was definitely shy, and he was definitely grateful you couldnt see the blush on his cheeks. you managed to stifle a “mhm”, before he helped you up and ran with you to a nearby pond. 

that’s how you met lee heeseung. through frickin’ frogs. i know. 

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youre both now older, him being 17 and you being 16. youve basically grown up together.   heeseung could just barge into your house from the back door and go through the fridge and your parents wouldnt do anything. thats how close you guys were. you were always invited to sleep over at heeseung’s house, or have dinner with his family. 

you inhaled, letting the cold weather and breeze fill your senses. you were currently sitting on the edge of a fence, watching heeseung talk to cows. his straw hat was connected to a string currently around his throat, the hat off his head. he was in a dirty pair of baggy overalls and a sleeveless white shirt. dont forget the red working gloves. he was about to round up the cows soon to go inside, until he saw you. “hey heeseung!!” you waved from across the field. he stood up properly and waved back with a smile. how cute. i mean-

you shook your head for letting your intrusive thoughts win. recently, youve been noticing how… attractive heeseung has been looking lately. apparently this is the age where you start to become attracted to people? you dunno what your mom was trying to tell you with that. 

the way his arms would swell up with his veins showing whenever he’d pick up a baby lamb. or how his voice became deeper with every grunt with bending down to feed chickens. raking the hay around the big barn and outside. even his face becoming more chiseled and defined, an adam’s apple already formed ready to bob up and down. 

maybe you were just desperate for a form of love? who knows. 

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you woke up the next day to the sound of a rooster. your hair was a wreck in the mirror, but you didnt care. you didnt bother to change out of your pajamas, wearing sweatpants with a big shirt. downstairs, you yawned, “hi dad and mo-“ 

until you stopped in your tracks, only to see heeseung cooking something. it wasnt unnatural for him to be in your home at random times, but seeing him make breakfast for you was a first-time thing. 

he turned his head to look at you, a soft smile cracking out of his face. “your parents had to head out super early for some work stuff, so they called me over late last night to hang out with you.”

your ears were now turning pink, realizing that heeseung was shirtless. his body nicely toned, except he had a really bad farmer’s tan. man, he was hiding a lot under those thick sweaters and tank-tops. he was wearing grey sweats too, hanging a little loosely showing his black underwear line. not only that, but he was sleeping in your home yesterday. you tried to not stare at his chest, clearing your throat and looking around the kitchen. gosh, the universe really must’ve granted one of your dozens of wishes. he chuckled softly while reading your expression. 

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heeseung knew the effect he had on you. when he taught you how to feed the horses, he’d subtly put his hand over yours. or, his lips almost touching yours whenever he leaned over the table to grab his keys. randomly creeping up behind you and grabbing your waist like it’s an everyday thing. he even blew you a dramatic kiss when he had to go out with his parents to the city. a couple weeks later he came back with expensive trinkets for you. matching bracelets, too. he knew he was driving you mad. and he loved every second of it. 

i mean, how could you two even be described as friends? the elders on the farm sitting on the rocking chairs outdoors drinking or knitting while gossiping about you and heeseung.

“i assure you theyre not friends. i bet you my best sheep on it.”

“oh please, theyre just friends!”

“gosh, gerald, look at their bracelets and the way they look at each other.”

you overheard them once — taking their comments into consideration. what were you and heeseung really? normally friendships had boundaries and a line drawn, but this friendship had too much of a squiggly line. too many boundaries have been crossed. he even kissed you on the cheek when you guys were like— 9.  crazy.

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it was now dark, and you were lying down next to heeseung on a pile of hay. you both were currently in your family’s barn, on the top shack looking up to the roof window. the sky was a beautiful grey and black, with little bright stars sprinkling above. and those thoughts were still clouding your mind. does he really like me? what if this is just platonic? maybe he’s just shy… you said to yourself while you fiddled with your “friendship” bracelet. your cat, mittens, was lying down on your chest, heaving up and down with every intake of breath you took. heeseung was holding a brown chicken (please excuse his weirdness), petting it like it was a dog. you let out a chuckle seeing the way he babied it. 

he sighed, and eventually looked around. he hitched his breath, slowly moving closer to you. your bodies now touching, radiating body heat and aching to feel one another. you could feel your head spinning, beginning to feel drunk off the feeling of his warm arm and wooden-scented cologne. 

an awkward silence entered the space for about 10 minutes straight. just the sound of crickets, hay rustling, purring, and the chicken clucking. it was getting pretty late, and your hopes werent going any higher; but were instead dropping. today was an uncomfortable evening, both of you wanting to say something but not knowing what. 

while sitting up slowly you spoke hesitantly, “well, it was nice hanging out with you hee-“

until he grabbed your face. like, full on grabbed and sat up quickly. he looked at your eyes then lips, hastily pulling them in for a kiss. you could feel your heartbeat speeding up and it traveling to your brain. your ears cancelling out any sound, and your mind going blank. after holding out the kiss for a while, he drew back slowly. he rubbed his nape, now looking embarrassed and ashamed. his mind suddenly back in his head. “sorry, y/n. i should’ve- i should’ve spoken or warned you fir-“ 

now you cut him off, the taste of your soft lips lingering once more onto his rough lips. strawberry chapstick. heeseung could feel his eyes trying to roll to the back of his head. he muffled some random words, not knowing where to put his hands. you slowly held his hands, now facing each other. he eventually placed his hands behind your jaw, deepening the kiss. mittens jumped away at this point, there were small and large pieces of hay in your hair and on his shirt, and the chicken was now sitting in a corner watching this romance story unfold. how interesting. it felt ethereal for him. like it was a dream come true. he’s glad he didn’t chicken out now. (pun intended)

after some soft kissing, it eventually escalated. your body becoming hotter, trying to go closer to heeseung’s body. it soon turned into tongue mixing with tongue, teeth knocking on each other, and a couple slight changes in movement. wow, this escalated far. 

you were now in heeseung’s lap, your hands in his hair and his hands roaming your back and waist. after kissing for about 9 minutes, (from just breathing out of your noses), you let go of the kiss. a pop sound was heard from the disconnection of your lips, and you took in heeseung’s appearance. his lips visibly swollen, and no longer chapped. they were stained a pinkish-res, matching the color of your lipgloss you had on earlier. 

your hair was disheveled, and your sweater falling off your shoulder. 

“i like you, hee. wait- no. i think i love you.” you said shyly, turning your face. heeseung just chuckled lightly, and pulled you into a tight embrace. his nose was against your shoulder, his hand patting your back slowly. “i love you, farm boy” (<3), you said with a huff. you began to wrap your legs around his waist, holding onto his neck with both your arms. the moon now showing through the window, and the stars shining brighter than ever. 

“i love you too, country girl.”

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GUYS IM TELLIING YOU I HAD AN IDEA IN MIND. LIKE- HEAVY INTENSE BUILDUP TYPA IDEA… except i got too impatient and just got to the good/important part 💁‍♀️

anyways, tysm for all the love on my enhypen holiday post! i love all you so much<3

[chuubbles]

holiday scenarios with: ENHYPEN 🎄

w. fluff, flirty stuff, mentions of food(?) | not proofread! | author’s note: just some cute scenarios <3 and happy holidays my loves!!!!

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yang jungwon (양정원): shopping

yall would definitely go pre-holiday shopping

like i mean early as in october

you guys both got friends and family to get gifts for

jungwon would def try to be sneaky and get gifts for you behind your back

casually just asks you to try on certain rings or bracelets (hes tryna get your sizes 🤭)

fails miserably cause you get distracted by all these bright colors and trinkets

has to watch you flail your arms in public while gasping and running off to a different store across the street

gets a little embarrassed from all the stares youve earned, but doesnt care in the end because he loves you

you two would be curious shoppers together <3

yall would def get compliments from the old asian ladies calling you guys a cute couple

“you should get married!!!” 

that causes him to turn bright red while he tries to hide his face from you

he’ll really appreciate being able to go outside in the cold with you (for shopping ofc)

sharing a scarf or him bundling you under his jacket is a must

or he just puts your hand inside his pocket, his hand intertwined with yours !!!

lee heeseung (이희승): gaming + ramyeon

gamers unite🗣️ (and ramyeon enjoyers)

he makes you guys ramyeon, trying to plate it nicely in a bowl rather than a plastic container

finds those youtube “hacks” as to how to enhance your ramyeon

a disaster is formed

he ends up spilling soup everywhere in the kitchen

somehow ends up with a noodle on his sleeve

how can you get mad at him though?

he got his bambi eyes ready to get him outta trouble 

you just sigh, giving him a kiss while removing the noodle from his sleeve 

you can feel him smiling sheepishly through the kiss

you guys sit on the soft couch together, both under a blanket after eating 

you both agree to play the switch instead of the wii

he explores your animal crossing world for a while, fishing next to you<3

tries beating up your villagers for some reason (plz help him) 

then all of a sudden its mario kart time and you are VIOLENT

he lost every round, making the excuse “im just letting you win.. you havent seen my full potential” while laughing

park jongseong (박종성): cooking

yall decided to host a holiday party: meaning when theres a party, theres a lot of prepping

jay definitely wishes he could spend this day with you another way

but he sees how happy you are cooking and decorating

he definitely volunteers to help around the house

he finds himself having more fun in the kitchen with you, though

some soft tunes are coming out of his phone (like some r&b keshi vibes ykyk)

slowly presses his chest against your back while youre slicing carrots

holds onto your waist and sways you back and forth with him

def places some warm kisses on your shoulders and neck 

you eventually hum along to the current song, giving in to his actions 

you lower your knife onto the cutting board, letting him turn you around and kiss you

he spins you around chuckling

pecks at your cheeks and forhead a lot (aka his way of showing his appreciation towards you)

“okay, okay, jay. i love you but i really need to work on this” you give him one more quick kiss

little do you know hes admiring your hardwork and the way you look under the kitchen light

sim jaeyun (심재윤): gingerbread houses

it started off with jake saying he could build a better ginger bread house than you

and he said that damn well knowing how competitive you are

which leads to your current situation

youre hands are covered in icing, so the only thing to do is to rub your hands all over jake’s face

“hey!!” hes basically giggling crazy at this point

you point at him laugjing (even wheezing bro)

an hour later, you guys both finished your gingerbread houses

so you both take the extra candies and eat them together

you also just chat about your day and have some cute moments together

jake grabs your face with one hand, opening your mouth and putting a peppermint in it

you do the same but with a gumdrop, returning the favor

he got his cheeky ass smile on now

he’d probably kiss you even with the gumdrop in his mouth (i mean whats new between yall)

but this mf still has the icing on his face so you cant take his flirty moves seriously

it looks like he just murdered someone 

you end up taking a bath with him with gingerbread scented candles burning away on the windowsill (wow how romantic)

park sunghoon (박성훈): ice skating

idc what anyone says an ice skating date is a must

youve told him multiple times youre not that good at ice skating, but hes your boyfriend so he can help you, right?

nope, because after letting go of your tight grip for a second youre stumbling like a newborn giraffe 

even with him as your personal walker, or the ice skating rink’s walker, its not working 

everytime you fall he just skates back to you elegantly, lifting you off the ground like hes some angel gaurdian that came to save you

“and who are you? do you have a girlfriend?” you say wiggling your eyebrows while he helps you up for the 34th time

he just laughs and kisses your cheeks and head in the middle of the rink (other ppl had to watch this bro 🧍‍♀️)

eventually you get the hang of it and you can glide without holding onto the wall

a lot of people end up leaving so sunghoon shows off a bit to you

mans is doing flips and spins and tricks for you girl

you just clap and yell excitedly meanwhile hes feeling all shy in front of you

somehow he didnt fall once but also looked elegant 

sunghoon skates over to you sitting on the cold ice floor, plopping down next to you

he looks a little worn out now, but doesnt mind cause all that matters is youre having fun <3 

ofc afterwards you guys get some hot coco or a hot latte to share 

kim seunwoo (김선우): bunny café

honestly i could see him being up to going to a bunny café with you

considering youve been begging him for ages

being surrounded in cute bunnies and your boyfriend sitting next to you, feeding one

youre basically in heaven

ofc you had to gossip with him there

“no way he cheated on her…” he says gasping

sunoo smiles looking at you, and blush creeps onto your cheeks

after playing for a while yall wanna eat something sweet

you both decide on getting a mint choco ice cream smoothie (btw im a mint choco lover)

the great thing about you and sunoo is, you both have the same interests making it impossible to fight

once you guys are done with the smoothie, he opens the lid and scoops out the clumped ice cream from the bottom of the cup

he feeds it to you across the table <3

meanwhile the bunnies are just at the bottom looking up (👁️👁️) wondering if its for them

after the bunny café hes super worn out and tired

so you guys go to your shared apartment and cuddle and sleep on the couch !

nishimura riki (西村 力): movie binging

movie binging nights in bed are bound to happen

not even just holiday related movies, like every movie available on netflix

you guys were watching everything from horror to like cute cartoons (rilakkuma 😭)

niki made popcorn for you and ofc you have to share with him

he acts like a child during some movies, shrieking at scary things or crying over a character dying

i feel like he’d be laying on your lap

really enjoys it when you play with his hair

niki would probably start whining if you ever pause the movie to go do something

then all of a sudden this boy wants to watch megamind 

so you obviously comply 

you dont remember finding megamind that interesting of a movie

he makes it funnier, randomly adding sound effects or comparing certain characters to his members 

“yah! jay kind of looks like megamind!” hed start laughing crazy

you could only sigh and smile

afterwards youre tired af, so you fell asleep in like 5 minutes

niki hugs you from behind, his face snuggling against your neck before he goes off to dream land <3

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i hope you guys enjoyed!! i wanted to post something for the holidays 

-xoxo,

chubbles

[chuubbles]

jake x f!reader

🖤 quick little write w/ no plot or anything… just yall being rich 

🎵 : apocalypse; cigs after $ex

author’s note: its been a while guys!!! ty for all the support im ive been getting recently, it means a lot to me :3 enjoy this random piece of work!!!

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you were in the right wing of your big house, sitting behind a gold vanity. it had beautiful pearls and shells covering it. a record player on a coffee table to the side playing some soft tunes. a big bed with a gray canopy draping over it. little decorations and a couch here and there. your black dress hugging your figure perfectly. a gold pendant dangling from your neck, with a black-jeweled engagement ring on your finger. you smacked your lips, after applying chapstick. you looked around your lipstick collection, and found the color you wanted. a red-winecolor — the color of someone’s blood or a fresh rose. you put it on your lips, eyeing yourself in the mirror. you were so distracted trying to get your lips perfect, that you didnt notice your husband walk in. 

the door handle clicked with a close, and footsteps could be heard. you finally drew your attention to the back of the room. you turned around slowly, making eye contact with jake. he was in a black suit, and had a dark red tie that was matching your lip color. his hair was a little messy, and he had a black rolex on. and, his engagement fing on his finger. typical jake. “you look nice,” he said while winking. you sighed, putting down your lipstick and walking over to where he was sitting. your red-bottomed heels clicked and clacked on the wooden floor, until you made it to the edge of your guys’ bed. 

you were standing right in front of him, and began to fix his hair. he looked at you in awe — meanwhile you werent paying attention again. while smiling, he grabbed you by the waist and pulled you in. he liked hearing your heartbeat, and feeling your chest and stomach go up and down with every breath you took. “baby, we’re going to be late to this party.” you said, reminding him. he muffled something, with his face on your chest. you sighed again, your two hands cupping his cheeks and elevating his face out of your chest. you looked him dead in the eyes, and went in for a quick kiss. when you pulled back, his lips were red. (man that lipstick is pigmented). his smile turned into a dorky one, and you couldnt help but smile too. 

jake’s phone buzzed. “oh, we should probably leave now.” he said quickly. he stood up and grabbed your hand, as you both began to dash to the stairs. you didnt want to trip while going down, so jake ended up carrying you, while you held onto your heels. 

outside of your big house, was a fancy lot (like the royal front yard parking lot things you see in movies) and had cobblestone paths. a dark thick gate always keeping you both safe. a grey bentley was on the side waiting. 

you held hands while speed walking to the car. you turned your head around, admiring the house you and jake live in. a cobble beige mansion that was almost like a castle, the bottom of it in roses and thorns. you smiled, and turned around back to jake who was already looking at you. you giggled, making sure to not get the red-wine lipstick onto your teeth. 

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author’s note x2: here’s some visualizers!

bentley: 

house: 

gate: 

red bottoms: 

ring:

not much, but i hope these visualizers were useful! 

[chuubbles]

sickening love.

park jisung x f!reader

::: he lost you. through everything.

angstie angst angst :(((((

🎵: love: PEGGY

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what did he do? how did he lose you? what do you do? where did this go wrong?

it was saturday afternoon, sitting in jisung’s apartment. you sigh, your legs sprawled out on the couch. rain drops dripping down the window sills, plopping with every fall. youre bundled up in jisung’s hoodie, waiting for him to come home.

suddenly, you hear a ring at the door. you jump up in excitement, running to the door. opening it, you find a wet haired jisung facing you. “you’re home!!!!!” you shriek excitingly. he brings you into a quick hug, and walks to the living room without a word.

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both of you being on your phones for a while, until you hear the doorbell ring again. “ill get it,” jisung grunts, standing up and stretching his back. when he opens the door, youre shocked to see his members at the door. he’s talked about them before, but never wanted you to meet them. they actually didnt even know of your existence. odd, i know.

jisung is frozen, face going pale then pink from embarrassment . he shoves them all back out the door, even haechan who was beginning to take of hiss soggy converse. you can hear them arguing and grunting and questioning jisung. your face quickly turns into a frown. “why did you push them out? i wanted to meet them.” you say frustratingly.

jisung pauses for a moment. “they cant see you.” you take in what he said, then blankly stare at him. you havent even met his parents, or cousins. but, hes met all of your family members. “are you implying that youre embarrassed of me?” you retaliate back.

he stares off into a corner, looking at the plant on the floor near the door. no response. you ask again, with more force in your voice. still no response. you scoff saying, “youre really embarrassed of me, huh.” you stand, collecting your phone and shoulder-bag. grabbing your car keys and walking to the door aggressively, you look at jisung dead in the eye. a long silence washes over you two, and the rain drops still dripping down, sliding down the glass pane.

“JISUNG!!!! ANSWER ME!!” you shout with frustration. he finally turns his head, looking scared and ashamed. your breath hitches, and you can feel your vision getting blurry. soon enough, you can taste your salty tears and your nose getting pink and stuffy. jisung doesnt even care. he doesnt budge. he just looks at you with regret, his eyes beginning to water, too.

“jisung…” you grab his shoulders, digging your fingers into his sweater. “jisung… please…” you begin to cry softly clinging onto his sweater. “do you really not love me anymore?” you hiccup. you lean your head onto his chest, his green sweater now being stained with wet patches of your tears.

this hurts jisung as much as its hurting you. he grabs your hands gently, clawing them off his shoulders.

“y/n, i dont think is gonna work out. i cant pretend im still happy with us. i cant do this anymore,” he says flat out. you can feel your heart drop into your stomach. you stop crying for a moment, hearing the rain and the trees blowing in the wind. the window panels begin to shake because of the wind.

big globs of tears roll down your face, frozen still in his hallway. he slowly and gently grabs your fingers, massaging them with his hands. you look at him, seeing that hes already crying. “i cant lie to myself like this anymore. we’re grown up now, its not the same as before, y/n.”

the rain stops. what does he mean? you pull your fingers away from his warm hands, and slide on your wool gloves. you walk over to the plant on the floor. you got it for him, on your guys’ one year anniversary. you picked it up, and threw it on the ground. glass crashing, soil and dirt spilling everywhere on his carpet. the plant now showing its roots, laying sadly on the ground. he doesnt even flinch or move. just stands, and faces away.

“oh.. and this.” you take off his hoodie, throwing it on the pile of broken glass and wet dirt. maybe you were being to mean. but, its been a year hasnt it? why didnt he tell you sooner? did he have another lover? did he just not want you anymore?

you pick up your bag and items again, and slide on your wet rainboots. he still has his hands up, watching from behind as you sniffle once or twice.

opening the door, you see his members still there. jeno and jaemin are sitting on the floor of the doorstep, playing video games. renjun, haechan, chenle, and mark were all standing. chenle fawning over photos of daegal and renjun just dozing off. they all pause what theyre doing, looking in front of them. you feel embarrassed, wiping your tears and pushing your way through all of them, leaving jisungs front door open.

mark opens the door a little, seeing jisung standing- slouched over, his back facing away from the members. holding the plant you smashed on the floor. mark slowly calls, “jisung? you good?” jaemin subtly gasps seeing the shattered glass and dirt spilled everywhere in the hallway. “oh no….” jeno says anxiously.

jisung turns his head around slowly, facing his band members. eyes focused on the ground, tears rolling down his face- dropping onto the plant and floor. his eyes red, and his nose and ears red from crying so much. not even paying attention to them all staring at him, he looks at your car in his driveway. youre sitting in your car, wiping your tears and texting god knows who. you turn your keys, your car engine turning on.

as soon as you begin to pull out of his driveway, jisung’s breath hitches. “WAIT!!!” he yells. he tries to run outside still holding the sad plant now out of its pot. he slips once or twice in his hallway. he was barefoot, and didnt care if he stepped on wet soil or glass. he didnt want to lose you.

he dashes to your car— almost. renjun and jeno hold onto him, like a spider catching a fly in a web. “let me go!!” he says. squirming and trying to rip off rejun and jeno’s hands off him. “please.. please!” he hollers. the rest of the members end up holding back jisung as well, making sure he doesnt run any further. now everyone was in the rain, holding back a now insane jisung.

haechan grunts, “jisung… calm down!” chenle also adds on with a pitied voice, “dude, she’s gone.” jisung breaks down, a whole river now flowing down his face. his members have never seen him cry and get so emotional before. he begins to slide down to the floor, his knees hitting the cold and damp concrete floor. he clings onto mark, sobbing violently into his jacket. mark sighs, looking out seeing your bright rear-lights through the rain.

jisung yells into the rainy sky, clinging onto the plant, “what did i do?!”

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chubbles’ note; sorry guyz i was feeling super angsty and depressing today 🙈

anyways i hope you enjoyed it :3

a reblog and like would be appreciated <3

[chuubbles]

trick or treating with NCT DREAM!!

halloween is soon so why not write some stuff :)

🎵: monster mash, bobby pickett

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MARK LEE: 

definitely goes trick or treating with you

gets scared by those life sized animatronics sitting on porches

would try to get candy but he’d get scared something’ll jumpscare him 

pretends that he’s not scared when in reality he really is

putting up with all of these scary things bc he luvs ya <3

RENJUN HUANG: 

honestly i dont think he’d get that scared

he’d probably try to act scared for the thrill of it and to make you happy

if someone tries to scare him with a scary mask, he won’t flinch that much

instead he’ll give them a side eye 💀

whenever he does get scared though, he yells his heart out with that main vocal voice of his

JENO LEE: 

he’d just be smiling through all of it

his little (.◜◡◝) face every house you go to

youre crying because you’re scared? he’s just gonna do the  (.◜◡◝) face. 

definitely is a little protective and would hold your hand at ALL times

but if he’s frightened he’ll use you as a shield. (aka grabbing you by the waist and putting you in front of him while he’s crouching down)

HAECHAN LEE:

he’s honestly such a brat 💀 

he’d probably do that thing where he yells “WHAT’S THAT!!!” and you’ll whip your head around screaming 

but there’s nothing so you turn back around and he’s gone. 

still loves you a lot, so at the end of the trick or treating run he’ll give all your favorite candies to you from his bucket.  

JAEMIN NA: 

chill dude, and loves watching you get scared and have fun

he has to bring his camera so he can take selfies with you, photos of you, pictures involving you— yeah you get the idea. basically just you

probably not dressed up as anything; or he’s matching with you. (i keep on imagining bunny onesies)  

if youre too scared to walk up to a house to get candy, dont worry. jaemin will go up and get it for you<3

CHENLE ZHONG: 

brings daegal along (being a responsible dad)

he’s gonna be laughing 24/7 no matter what, and it puts you in a good mood too 

he’d definitely get a little scared of some houses and would be in on the fun with you

he’s probably wearing sunglasses. outside in the dark. like, midnight dark. 

if you’re ever getting bored or tired, he’s gonna bring you and daegal home in his tesla <33 

JISUNG PARK: 

dont even get me started 

hes gonna be more scared that you. like of everything. even some candy bowl or people dressed up at their doorstep

he’d put his hands up everytime he yelled, and would probably cover his mouth afterwards feeling embarrassed

this man will not let you go. he will hold onto your waist or hands until it cuts your circulation off

if you’re cold in your costume, he’ll bear hug you under his fuzzy jacket and will give you a bunch of forehead kisses  !!!

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chubbles’ note: AHHHH I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED ITTT…. ill also be taking req.. soon… maybe…… also tysm for all the hearts on my debut fic 😭❤️

[chuubbles]

🎵: sparks, coldplay

author’s note: im actually so confused as to what i just wrote IM SORRY IDK WHAT THIS ISSSS…. (not proofread btw ;))

also hi guys!! im chubbles and im a new writer to tumblr so yeaaaaa

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marklee x f!reader

fluff :(((

he looked at you

like a child looking at candy. 

like a dog seeing its owner after so long. 

like the sun looks at the moon. 

like the stars looking down on earth. 

he loved you; he really did. 

something about you sparked something in him. 

your first date immediately made him attached to you. what? you asked. he chuckled, sitting across from you. whipped cream all over your upper lip. it made him think of santa claus. he grabbed a napkin from the table and slowly wiped it away, eyeing your lips. your lips were pink, and smelled of roses. you smelled of roses. he loved that about you. your playful demeanor. the way you knew the right times when to be silly, and to be serious. the way you always had those sleepy eyes, looking deep into his brown orbs. the way you’d put on your lipstick sitting in front of your mirror; with him in the back watching curiously.

you were everything to him. he was everything to you.

your simple dates, cuddling on the couch with matching fuzzy socks. going into his recording room and him playing his latest composed songs. 3:00 in the morning, and he’s up and playing his guitar for you while you lie in bed, admiring him from head to toe. fancy dinner dates, ending up with a stain or two of food on your dress. even a wine stain on his blouse. movie dates, sitting in the very back row, to enjoy each other’s presence. during the summers, cutting watermelon together. he always cuts you a cube, and feeds it to you. he loves your flaws. he loves your strengths. he loves so much about you it cant even be put into correct words. so, whenever he says i love you, he means it with every bone in his body.

mark lee. oh, where could you find someone as great as him. well, thats the thing. you cant. hes one of a kind.