i had a moment of weakness when i was like “yesss im gonna recover” but after like 3 days i was feeling so bad abt myself i realized how much peace and happiness starving brings me hahaha, i had to go back on track which took some time but i realized with time that i just need to live the most unhealthy life known to a human race 🙈🙈 even tho i still have bad days, i binge (very rarely, but still), i feel sad that i skip every chance to eat bc i grew up loving food… i need to learn to hate it, but i cant for some reason. I dont feel bad if i eat a low cal chocolate after losing some weight, but i have this feeling that i need to learn how to absolutely hate food, even tho ik itll be hrd for me
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who is blacklisting aspartame which is used in things like diet drinks and chewing gums bc apparently its causing cancer🫠🫠🫠 ed girlies are fucked
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every muscle of my body is so sore i wont be able to workout today💀💀💀
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wow i haven’t been really active, but ive been doing pretty good, i went do drink again but i restrict and exercised a lot :)) im going to exercise tommorow as well and all will be good, i need to fast a little definitely
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I’m going to post this every week from now on :)
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for the past 3 days i definetly ate more than i wamted to, im so scared to weight myself 🙁🙁 im starting woth my fasting plan this week, starting at 12 hours again, since its summer vacation now ill work out as much as possible
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am i the only one who finds bruises on my back from exercise comforting??🙈🙈🙈
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i had to stop fasting bc i got my period :((( i really wanted to continue but i get really sick during my periods so i had to eat something, its still hurting a little but i can exercise today. im starting a fast on saturday, 1st day of summer vacation in my country :)) thats a good start i think
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I fasted for 12hours. i wanted more but its my first time fasting in a while so ill go step by step. tommorow ill go for 18hours then 24, 30, 36, 42, 48…. and so goes on
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i need help, im fasting rn and im wondering if chewing gum would break my fast…
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This will be my extreme weight loss summer<3
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if u have a ed/ana/thnspo blog in June 2023 plz..
🖤 🔁 so I can followw 🫧 I just came back and my feed is so dead </3
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Im going to a party this friday and im going to drink alcohol. i will count that as my metabolism day bc this week im not going over 200cals. fortunately eating little makes you get drunk faster so i wont have to drink a lot to get wasted😜😜 its also good that i have 0 appetite when im hangover so i can make up for that party with a fast <3
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Tip:
Castor oil works as a laxative :) 2-3tbs works perfect. its also easy to come up with an excuse bc its a good thing for hair growth, so u can tell you parents that you bought it for your hair eyelashes or eyebrows ;))) here where i live its super cheap as well
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i check ed tumblr everyday like its the most important news
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i fucked up sooo bad today i hate myself literally. I will waste so much food tommorow but no way im going to eat anything.
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sleeping a lot is really good for weight loss but i have fucking insomnia and i physically can’t fall asleep and i hate it so so much bc i crave more food when tired and cant workout bc i feel like im gonna die
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