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I actually passed away quite a few years ago, but I'm a very private person and never told anybody.

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Confession: I headcanon Maul as schizophrenic since the Lotho Minor scene. Not in the typical he’s violent and a villain and the psychosis make him even more so way, because he wasn’t even that violent on Lotho Minor. But even after Mother Talzin’s magical antipsychotics, years later I headcanon he sees and talks to both Kenobi and Savage. It gets worse on Malachor.

I am also enamored by the idea of this just being an inevitable outcome of the stress Sidious put him through in childhood. That he was doomed from the beginning, not just as a male nightbrother on Dathomir, but also as an apprentice. He was never meant to rise as a Sith the way Dooku or Sidious did. He would’ve had a psychotic break in his 20’s and been discarded. Also I like the thought of someone failing at violence because of schizophrenia, as a twist on the common trope of this disorder making people more violent. Let him start to fumble assassination attempts. Because schizophrenia is more than hearing voices that tell you to kill people, it’s disorganization, confusion, fatigue, and sometimes even depression.

Plus he’s right around the average age of onset when he’s bisected. Inappropriate laughter, muttering to himself, barely coherent sentences. I can’t help it. Not that I think this is representation, or that the writers thought any deeper than “let’s make him look completely unhinged.” And I definitely wouldn’t trust anyone on that writing team to handle or even go within a 10 mile radius of a topic as nuanced as schizophrenia.

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If you're reading this you need to tell me the name of your favorite black character NOW‼️

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"bluh superman is boring bc he has basically no physical weaknesses he's completely unrelatable" YOU FOOLS YOU BASTARDS YOU IDIOTS his weaknesses is that he was raised to THINK and ACT and FEEL completely human!!!! The whole POINT is to explore what happens when you take a guy who mentally is a caring and kind and decent and conflicted and messy human person and contrast that with him having the all powerful abilities of a god it's about the CONFLICT it's about the TENSION it's about the DOUBLE LIFE it's about wondering if you can theoretically spend 24/7 saving people because you don't have to eat or sleep or breathe can you actually justify having a job or going to bed or falling in love or living a life!!! It's about being well known as being powerful so your public persona can never once slip never be angry never trip up or else you become a symbol of fear rather than hope!!! It's about having to also keep yourself in check every day and having to keep yourself of two minds and having to explain over and over and over again that you're not interested in dominance you're not interested in power you're interested in justice and mercy and help. It's about no matter what you are always subduing some aspect of yourself either your mind or your body depending on which role you have to play!!! And all of that is JUST on the introspective level!!! Superman is one of the most fascinating characters ever if you think he's boring imo it's bc you're being boring about it

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nothing scarier than being a fan of a fic and then becoming mutuals with the author. like hi shakespeare. big fan of your fake dating au

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five year plan: i'm hoping to get shot in the back of the head randomly soon

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forever grateful i was simply too lazy to let the makeup industrial complex get its hooks in me. I was just like im not doing all of that. in fact. im doing none of that

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my erifef sprite design

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here's an aro meme I made in march and didn't think to post until just now. happy pride

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considering making a deltarune blog for my obsession, what do you all think?

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personally i’m a fan of when a story is like. the love was there. unfortunately. this all could have actually gone a lot easier for everyone if the love hadn’t been there but here we are

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behind every late diagnosed neurodivergent person is a parent who has absolutely nothing going on at all don't worry about it

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¿Qué estoy haciendo con mi vida?

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"Is [character] intended to be [identity]?" can be a difficult question to give a simple yes/no answer to not because writers are hedging their bets, but because very often the actual answer is "[character] is modelled after several people I know in real life, some of whom might well be [identity], but frankly if they are it's none of my damn business".

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we share a warriors bond (we were both in the same fandom at the same time and now neither of us are in that fandom anymore but we’re still beloved mutuals)