cl0wnmagick

[cl0wnmagick]

Intro (pinned)

Hello Lovelies!

My name is ClownMagick, but you can call me CM. For Privacy (and safety) Reasons, I will not be sharing my real name.

I use any and all pronouns (yes even Neopronouns) so feel free to use whatever you're comfortable with using with me! I am 18 years old, and have been practicing witchcraft since I was thirteen years old.

I do not worship or work with any deities currently, but I am open to it.

My favorite magick to with with right now is color magick, and I actually tend to change my hair color depending on what I am trying to bring into my life. For example, I currently have pink and blue hair. Pink for self love, Blue for calmness. Both of which are things I need brought into my life heavily right now. I also use bowls and brushes of the same color. All of which get cleansed before use, and then infused with the energy I am needing to bring into my life. Simple color magick, but works best with me at this stage in life due to a depressive disorder and some physical issues.

Speaking of which... I am pretty open about practicing with Major Depressive Disorder - especially unmedicated MDD, as well as having issues when it comes to mobility due to my knees and hips. (Ah... Old lady legs at 18, gotta love it!) So maybe some of what I do can help others with similar issues as well!

I also have aphantasia, which is an inability to form mental images. Though it doesn't just affect sight, and can also affect the ability to imagine sounds, tastes, touch or movement. (~26% of people with aphantasia experience 'total' aphantasia per aphantasia.com) Personally, I cannot voluntarily imagine any of the above at all, but sometimes I do have the sensation of previous injuries being done again, or hearing muffled voices or other sounds from memory. The latter not as often as the former.

This does tend to make some rituals a bit harder for me to do so I have to work around that, but I have yet to find any aphantasia friendly rituals. Maybe I'll make my own due to this.

Moving on. I tend to just label myself as a "Pagan" when asked what I practice under because I try to not follow one specific path due to not liking the feeling of being "tied down" that specific paths tends to give me.

I am also a white witch located within the South-Eastern United States. I do not intrude on any closed practices. At least not knowingly. If I happen to post something from a closed practice please let me know and I will not only delete it but remove that ritual, spell, whatever else from my own personal Book Of Shadows, and if needed apologize to any deities that I have to.

That all being said... Have a wonderful rest of your day. - Until we meet again, CM