This is a diary for my mental deteoration and my yearnings.Carol, 22, she/her, trans.Minors DNI.
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remember to check in on the trans women in your life regularly please. please be a good friend to her.
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idk why I even bother writing anything here, it's not like anyone gives a fuck
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I don't want to abandon her, I don't want to give up, I want to be around to have a better life, I don't want to just rot away into nothingness
but at the same time I do, I want to abandon her, I want to give up, I don't want to be around to see tomorrow, I want to rot away and stop existing
if I don't do it today I will not to do it again, I will not even think about it ever again
#that's a promise I don't think I will be able to keep#idk if I even want to try it tonight#but it would be nice thinking this will be the last night I have these thoughts#one way or the other
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Now that it's getting warmer outside again, I just want something like this 🌻☀️
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did my first work out in a long time and now my body is shaking and I am having a hard time extending my arms to type at my computer
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anxious anxious anxious anxious anxiois
I just want to stop thinking for a second, I just want my brain to shut the fuck up and leave me alone even if for just an hour
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#I just want peace while I am homeeeee#why do you need to keep bothering me on my free time#maybe I should get back into drinking#that used to calm me down#clian's silly thoughts#anxiety
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I've been struggling with my gender identity for a few years; I'm AMAB and I've been a femboy for a bit but now idk really what I am and I'm nervous af to start estrogen. Do you have any advice?🥺
You can try it. You can try estrogen, try being a girl, try doing it for a little and I promise it never ever has to be a big scary thing. You can try it out and see how it feels
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I am so tired today, and tomorrow it was supposed to be a holiday but my work is claiming it isn't and making me go to work :)
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being able to grope my own tits is getting dangerous, because I can't stop groping them even when I am at work
since I am not out yet I guess it isn't that weird for others, but it's still a bit weird to see a "guy" grabbing his own tits every few minutes
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shaved my body and rubbed some moisturizing lotion on my body yesterday and now my skin is so fucking smooth it's hard to not keep rubbing my hands all over my body
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Your average trans girl relationship be like.
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