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I cry almost everyday now. Not because i'm sad though, because this one guy I met that texts me everyday, says the sweetest and cutest things to me and about me that I get so happy, i don't know how to express it in any way other than crying.

If i wasn't this happy i would be disgusted

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I just got taken out on my very first date, by the same guy who i've gone to two bush parties with.

I'm never going to forget it.

It's going in my diary.

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I met a guy at the busher, we've been texting ever since!

I really hope this goes somewhere because he seems like such a sweet guy.

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strawberry pngs ! free to use! credit not needed but appreciated :)

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I'm reconnecting with a friend I thought I disliked. As it turns out, I was the problem.

I had become overly attached to someone i've known for as long as i can remember.

I was jealous and upset, and it honestly makes me feel sick and disgusting whenever I think about it.

I know she definitely noticed. I feel awful. We never talked about it, so i'm going to make amends.

It'll be quiet and will take a while, but it will be worth it and it's what she deserves.

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glass fruits! no credit required .

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Yesterday I walked past my friend photoshopping a picture of his girlfriend. I asked him what he was doing, and he showed me the phone wallpaper he was making for her.

It had her favourite colours, her favourite book series, her favourite flower, and a stunning picture of her on it too. I'm so happy for her, and one day I hope i'll find someone who puts in that much effort for me.

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It's taken me a while, but i'm starting to branch out more and make more friends. I still feel weird and awkward, but i'm doing it anyways. I'm proud of myself for it, I'm doing things outside of my comfort zone.

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I just came back from a life changing trip to the UK. I befriended a boy. He means so much to me, we're extremely close friends now...but everyone thinks we're dating?

How do people not yearn to be friends with someone and to do friend things with people as much as they seem to yearn to do romantic things with others?

Maybe i'm just someone who gets emotionally attached to friends too quickly. Maybe I'M the weird one...

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last night my friend told me she (also) doesn't want to be as close with friend as she actually is. It made me so happy because I thought I was insane.

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I think, deep down, at my core, all I want is to be loved. I want to love and to be loved so bad I feel ridiculously pathetic and it's stupid.

My friends keep saying "you'll find the right one someday", but it's easy for them because they all have someone.

I'm stuck waiting and hoping, to love someone, and for them to (actually) love me in return.

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I got high for the first time on Tuesday night...I'm not really sure how I feel about it tbh.

It wasn't terrible, but it wasn't incredible either.

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my favourite colour is anything that looks frosted over. "Ice Pink", "Ice Blue", Ice anything. Cold pastels. Love it!!!

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