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I LOVE THIS SM AKSKKAKKQ RAHHH HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YALL

🏳️‍🌈✨️HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONE!!!✨️🏳️‍🌈 Here's my Link Click headcanons ft. The Sillies 🩵💛🩷 I hope everyone has a safe and amazing pride! 🏳️‍🌈💖🏳️‍⚧️

🩵Lu Guang: Gay

💛Cheng Xiaoshi: Bisexual

🩷Qiao Ling: Asexual Lesbian

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Really bugs me when people say that soukokus and shin soukokus dynamic is the same when it literally isn't

I'm not even going to write a bunch of lengthy paragraphs about it, its thats simple

In soukoku Dazai is the mastermind and Chuuya follows through with it and serves as a tool

In shin soukoku they both plan the acts together and act as one, thats literally the point of their fusion

They're not even parallels, just completely different dynamics

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Wuh luh Wuh

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Nobody will ever make me hate them

My beloveds ❤️

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hi !! atsulucy for the music shuffle :p

atsulucy + and the hound by yaelokre

where does a mind like yours wander, when it's sung to sleep?

Lucy is certainly no stranger to abrupt awakenings in the night. A pounding heart and gasping breaths as she is jolted into consciousness is almost as familiar as breathing itself.

The bed that is normally so comforting - a thick mattress, nothing like those cheap, thin ones back there, abundant pillows and blankets, soft against her skin rather than scratching at it - is now suffocating, and she flings the covers off her. They rebel, trying to stick to her sweaty skin, but she manages to wrestle them off.

Once she's flung her legs over the edge of the bed, she can finally allow all the tension to drain from her body. Lucy takes slow, deep breaths, settling her racing mind and clearing the fog of panic from her brain.

The bed is cold beside her, which can only mean that this night hasn't been kind to Atsushi, either.

Lucy gets to her feet, resolutely ignoring the way her legs tremble beneath her, still suffering from the relentless grip of panic. As she expected, Atsushi is sitting at the kitchen table. An untouched glass of water is resting before him, and despite his eyes being wide open there is nothing behind them. He's not really seeing, not really there in any way but physically, and out of nowhere Lucy feels a pang of jealousy scrabbling to claim her heart.

Her brain has never allowed her to run away like his has. She's always been stuck here, her mind firmly rooted when she vehemently wishes it could float off, into the sky. Or anywhere, really, that's not here.

Then Lucy shakes herself mentally for the thought, before turning her attention to slipping into the seat next to Atsushi, draping an arm over his shoulders.

The contact, reassuring circles rubbed into his skin with her thumb, is what brings Atsushi back. He rubs his eyes slowly, awareness slow in flooding back to his body, and offers her a weak smile.

Lucy returns it. Neither of them talk about the terrors that haunt them in the night, and they never have. Not for a lack of trust; the simple truth is that neither of them want to relive in consciousness what they were just forced to in sleep.

Yet tonight, for the first time, Lucy wonders where his mind takes him. Which memory it is that returns night after night, barrelling it's way into his brain just as her own do.

If she felt like she could reply to the knowledge by sharing some of her own, perhaps she would ask. But here, in the light of the moon, the shadows of her past seem to be looming closer than ever. She swears she can feel them at her feet, snaking their hands around her ankles ever so slowly.

So she shakes herself internally once more, and instead leans against Atsushi, soaking in his warmth and presence like a sponge.

One day, she promises herself as her eyes begin to droop closed, dragged down by the weight of lost sleep, I'll tell him one day.

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I'm curious. Tag this with your sexuality and what your favorite M/F ship is.

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The Atsushi effect is real

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Hi l just download this app how tf do l use it

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The fact most of them are fixed by atsushi too 😭

(BSD ch 123 SPOILER )

WELCOME TO THE CLUB AKUTAGAWA

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