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Fun fact: I’m autistic I’m gonna do a thing inspired by another person

Reblog if your blog is safe for autistic people or is ran by an autistic person!

oh and

Reblog if you stand against Autism Speaks!

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Hi everyone join my super awesome friends super awesome discord server for IRLs it's pretty cool :3 15-18 age range ^_^ see the repost for more info but we're rlly cool trust

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🛬 We have now arrived at Psychosis Airways!

- we are an irl centric server, systems and kinnies are allowed but irls take priority

- no endo "systems" fack off!!

- age range of 15-18!!!

- STRICT. NO DOUBLES LIST / NDL.

- reasonable and fun mods

- mudae

Thank you for choosing Psychosis Airways! 🛫

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USE YOUR FRIENDS NEO PRONOUNS NOW

USE YOUR FRIENDS NEO PRONOUNS NOW

USE YOUR FRIENDS NEO PRONOUNS NOW

USE YOUR FRIENDS NEO PRONOUNS NOW

USE YOUR FRIENDS NEO PRONOUNS NOW

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wait what do you mean January is over I thought it was the 32nd today

- Neo

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arisu is so underrated in his own show

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Holy shit

glad that im not popular enough to have an evil shadow version of my blog that exists just to make contradictions on my posts

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Reblog to put one of these in your mutuals’ pocket when they’re not looking

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this is so real like wdym Xyzter from my singing monsters is doing our homework

system stuff sometimes is like.

yes im an ancient godly power from another realm

and yes im doing our math homework because no one else wants to do it

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hi once again I'm looking 4 AIB sourcemates plsplsplsplsplsplspls (but not doubles of my friends I will send 7 nuclear missiles to your exact location)

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yeah

I may be stupid

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I love my headmates but hate being a system 🙏

You can love being a system,

You can hate being a system

You can both enjoy it and it also feel like hell,

No matter your feelings on being a system there valid, people act like its either hell or the best thing ever, it can be both, it doesn't have to be one or the other

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ok alter intro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi I'm Blu (or Checkers) and uhhhh I'm super coolio!!!!!!!! I'm like 16 or something lol oh yeah and my pronouns areeeeee he/kandi/bite/pink/neon :3

The image is mostly what I look like I guess lol idrk for sure but it SEEMS right yk

oh and also Tubbs is here!!! he's nonverbal tho so I'll do his intro for him:

Nom is a fictive of Tubbs from Neko Atsume, idrk if he even has an age, uhhh meow's pronouns areeee he/paw/meow/nom and paw is a caretaker and super cool and nice :3

feel free to interact w/ either of us :p (tho Tubbs probably won't respond in anything other than emojis or gifs)

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hi guys it's Blu/Checkers here on da Tumblr woah

I guess I'll post an introduction or something idk tho I'm lazy asf lmao

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Here’s my metaphor for systemhood that I tell my singlet friends.

Imagine you’re playing a first person video game. You have the controller, you control your character. It’s a normal first person game. You are an alter, the character is the body. This is fronting.

Other people live with you. Sometimes, they come into the room and sit and watch while you play. They sometimes try to guide you, give you advice on what to do next. They don’t always agree, and they can argue with each other. Other times they scream at you that you’re doing everything wrong and you suck at this game. This is co-consciousness.

Imagine how distracting it would be for people around you to tell you what to do, or to scream at each other or at you, even if they have good intentions. It wouldn’t be easy to focus on your game, would it?

Then sometimes, something happens in the game that prompts you to hand off the controller to someone else so they can play and you get a break. This is (some types of) switching. This can be good.

Other times, someone rips the controller out of your hand or fights you for it. This is (other types of) switching. And sometimes, six other players hook up their controllers, but there’s only one character to play as. So all of you have your controllers, but you’re all trying to play the same character. This is cofronting.

Imagine how difficult that would be. Imagine how hard it would be to try and play a game while someone is trying to take the controller from you, or while six other people are trying to play too.

There are also times that nobody is playing, or you can’t decide who should play. What’s happening to the character in the game? What are they doing if no one is playing? This is dissociation. The character is doing nothing. They’re stuck.

This is the best metaphor I have come up with for being a system. It’s something a lot of people get because they’ve played games before.