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Nina the killer design!

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🥂🍩 Ruggie!

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??? The tangled event gave me an idea and this is what I spat out

It started off as an idea for my yuu’s outfit based off the golden flower but it kinda became smthn else lmaoo

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Gangaroo I'm learning how to sew do I make that Rimicha dress I've designed

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Where exactly in Japan do I think Atsushi is from (Even though nobody asked) (I'm insane)

Atsushi states himself that his orphanage wasn't in Yokohama- He said he came to Yokohama, and also that the Tiger followed him to this City. With the City being. Yokohama. So this means he was previously in a different City.

So like, where is he from?? Well, (According to Google), some cities closest to Yokohama are Yokosuka, Kamakura, and Fujisawa. And you could assume that it was a city close to Yokohama, because he did walk from the Orphanage to The River he found Dazai at HOWEVER- You could also assume that Atsushi was from Ikebukuro or Shibuya, because he did say he was out of the Orphanage for many days and it does take hours to walk from one of those to Yokohama.

BUT it's not enough hours. All the cities I've mentioned so far are probably like a 3-8 hour walk. Not enough to be walking for days and literally almost die and starve of hunger unless he was taking constant breaks, elongating the amount of time, which I doubt he was.

NOW Nagoya and Osaka are quite different cases!!

The walk time for Nagoya to Yokohama with no breaks would be about seventy five hours. Which, yes, is only three days, but he probably wouldn't walk non stop, he'd need sleep, probably pass out from exhaustion from a much longer walk, so it seems more 'reasonable'?

While from Osaka to Yokohama, it is well over one hundred and ten hours. a much longer walk than all the others. And while still not being enough days to die of hunger, there's a difference between not eating and not eating while constantly being active and walking- Which is what Atsushis been doing. And so far, every time in BSD, it's always sunny. Even in the first episode. So you can assume he was walking the sun for days and days.

This is where I feel more insane But If you remember any of Atsushis flashbacks, you will very often see Stained Glass as his Orphanage Windows. NOW in Osaka, stained glass is stated to be 'gaining popularity' but within Nagoya it states stained glass is considered a 'notable feature' of Nagoya Japan!! You already see the art form used in the Orphanage is more widely used in Nagoya!

Second point is that Osaka is considered more modern than Nagoya is! Apparently! And Atsushis orphanage, instead of getting food from external sources, has stated that they grow a lot of their own crops (According to Atsushi himself when he mentions what "The Tiger" Did) While maybe that's not the most reliable source, it does add to my point just a little bit.

(And yes I know Atsushi says he was evicted from the Orphanage two weeks ago but saw the tiger at the River four days ago, that'd mean it took him ten days to get to Yokohama so yes my Nagoya idea COULD be wrong but it's very possible, he spent a good time resting or something like that. You kinda see he is scratched up- ? Or something like that which means there was obviously something wrong with him possibly stunting his ability to walk more in days)

SO in conclusion, Atsushi was born and raised in Nagoya, Japan. Thanks for coming to my TED talk

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Incredibly long post about Trey and Riddle's Relationship that I vaguely said I'd do in the tags of my posts somewhere

Disclaimer: this is not intended to be shipping in any way I very much view them as family, even more so after these updates. To start with I'm going to separate their relationship into 3 distinct stages and focus on their perceptions of each other at each stage. I think their relationship is wonderfully written As usual, I ramble so sorry in advance, but I really want to analyze how complex they are.

Stage one: Childhood: ||Riddle|| A friend: Trey and Chenya were Riddle's first friends. Riddle had spent his whole life knowing the four walls of his home and his mother and both Trey and Chenya were his gateway to experiencing the world outside his windows. As such, they're immensely valuable to him. Under his mother he had no other way to grow socially, so when provided with a logical reason for going out and playing (Chenya stated his grandpa believed play is a form of study) he jumped at it because he wanted that connection. Trey specifically was his ideal. I think he looked up to him a lot. Normal home life. His mother didn't confine or trap him in any way. And he could eat whatever he liked. That's why when Trey said that one or two slices of tart wouldn't hurt, it was good enough to sway Riddle. All his life he'd grown up hearing about sweets being poison. But Trey seems happy and fulfilled so surely it's not as bad. However, breaking his mother's rule made him lose everything. The momentary friendship he'd built and any chance of freedom. It impressed upon him the importance of following the rules because breaking them lead to loss. And on top of that, it left him with guilt. I talk a lot about Trey's guilt in this situation (and I will talk more) but Riddle has his own guilt too that just manifested in a different way. More on that later.

||Trey|| A brother: While Riddle might have viewed Trey as a friend (no doubt because he was an isolated only child with a different perception and a lot of baggage tied to the world family), Trey saw him as a brother. He expressly states in his dream that Riddle was smart enough to identify plants and flowers and had enough magic control to get their soccer ball out of the trees, and he felt proud to have a smart little brother. And this sort of label is easier for him because he comes from a rather healthy family with siblings and has a blood brother around Riddle's age. Instinctively, Riddle became someone he wanted to care for, spoil, and cherish. That's why after knowing Riddle wanted to try a tart he wanted to let him. Later on, he tries to dismiss or come to terms with his actions in various ways, stating that it was not his place and of course anyone would get upset if their house rules and dietary restrictions weren't being respected. He tries to make it out into a joke, saying it's become a family incident of sorts that they just laugh about. "Who gets that mad at children playing." But underneath all those attempts to bury his own trauma, lies guilt. Because he feels, deep down, that as a brother he should have protected Riddle better. And instead, after just 2 months, he had to see everything that made Riddle happy stripped away again. More on this later. Stage 2: Riddle's First Year

||Riddle|| A stranger. Riddle's changed. He's developed some of his mother's anger. He's been confined for years. And because of that one incident with the tart, he firmly believes that growth and by extension fulfillment can only happen under the rules. Moreover, since Trey represents that period of his life where he learned that lesson rather harshly, he ices Trey out, pretending he barely knows him. After all, they might as well be strangers after all these years. Especially since Trey is banned from his house. This is a result of the guilt I mentioned earlier. He failed to follow his mother's rules and the punishment put Trey and his peaceful family that he looked up to in the crossfire. I think a part of him doesn't know how to face Trey after all that, worried that he might hate him. However, he cannot fully erase his own memories. So it is Trey he consults when he asks how to challenge a dorm leader for the seat. Even if he's distancing himself by calling him "Clover-senpai" Trey still remains someone he trusts to a degree. After Riddle takes the throne he makes a decision I find interesting. He doesn't select a vice, instead he leaves it to the popular vote. This could be read two ways IMO. Either, he didn't feel the need to have a vice because he was so confident in his own skills, but was aware that it was customary to have one so it didn't matter to him who it was. Or, deep down, he was afraid that no one would be willing to work with him. After seeing his dream, I do think it might be the latter. All of the darkness versions of his card soldiers showed some form of disloyalty. Willing to go along with the idea that they might jump ship, or that Riddle could be overpowered. It's this insecurity born from his own fear of his mother. He knows he's become a reflection of her, and he's worried how other people might react to it. In the end, he's still chasing those relationships from childhood, but is stuck believing that rules are the only way to keep what little happiness he has which alienates him from Trey to a degree. ||Trey|| A brother still: Despite the years, Trey's feelings about Riddle hadn't changed much other than being swamped with underlying guilt. Upon realizing that Riddle was going to attend NRC, his first instinct was to create a space for him. Trey generally, is introverted but excited to see his childhood friend again, he ends up talking to the people around him saying that Riddle was a quiet but studious boy and he hopes that people will welcome him. That was at least, before he saw what Riddle had become (he ended up fighting Floyd at the entrance ceremony) leaving Trey with the realization that this was not the boy he knew anymore. And worse, he was pretending not to know him. I'm sure it hurt, but even so, when RIddle asked about dueling the housewarden, he did try to accommodate him (after getting over his initial shock). The thing that gets me the most, however, is that Trey still saw the good in him. Trey in the rose maze part of Riddle's dream tells Ortho that the first thing Riddle did when he became housewarden was tend to the roses. To him that was a sign that Riddle was still somewhere in there and he was willing to support that. He would have been resigned to accepting that he was a stranger to Riddle if he hadn't been elected vice, but regardless of how Riddle felt, Trey still felt responsible for him. Both out of guilt and because he was still family.

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Hey. So. Twitter really liked this.

Rimichas outfit but I've turned it into a lovely Lolita dress I hope you like it

I'm doing Cielomorts, Kurodes, Romarriches, and Merolds next (Hopefully)

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This is my baby Marshmallowmitainafuwafuwanyanko (Masyumaro) I hope you love him as much as I do he's so beautiful

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THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL CRIES/POS

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GIGGLES AND KICKS MY FEET OMGOMGO KYAYYYY

Happy Naocha!!! Mocha belongs to @cogimyonn

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Sketchbook doodles + fem Ticci Toby doodle

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Every little moment makes me fall harder ☀️☕️

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I want Astro Dive Mutuals

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I've noticed a trend with some of my favorite media.