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Y U M M Y 😝

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Goodbye Traphouse! Thanks for the memories 🖤

2017 - 2019

[colbybrocksbitchh]

we’ve been out here sayin all men do is lie….but the jonas brothers really came back for us huh

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Hey guys I’m back!

I’m gonna start working on your submissions tomorrow morning 💕

[colbybrocksbitchh]

Meet My Girlfriend

You and Colby finally go public with your relationship

Requested: no

~Colby’s POV~

I quietly set up the tripod and the camera so that it is facing my bed. I swallow and take a deep breath. I turn on the camera and sit down on the bed.

“What’s up guys it’s Colby Brock and welcome back to my channel. Now this video is one that I’m honestly terrified to post. The reason for that is I’m really scared that you guys are gonna take this badly, considering how you’ve taken me having friends that are girls. So please hear me out.”

I look down at my phone smiling at the text y/n had just sent me. I slide my phone back into my pocket and look back up at the camera.

“I’m about to introduce you to my girlfriend, she’s on her way right now. Guys I can’t even explain in words how much she means to me. She makes me happy, happier then I’ve been in a long time. When I met her I was starting to get depressed and I was seriously considering taking a break from YouTube.

She helped me realize and remember that fire and passion I have for making you guys happy. She’s funny, and smart, absolutely beautiful...

God she’s so gorgeous...”

At this point I run my fingers through my hair smiling to myself. I still can’t believe that I’m lucky enough to call her mine.

“She puts supermodels to shame I swear. I genuinely have never met anyone as gorgeous as she is, especially when she doesn’t wear makeup. God I don’t know how I got so lucky.”

At this point I started to feel the blush creeping up my cheek, I absentmindedly bite my lip thinking about y/n. I’ve been freaking out about filming this for several weeks no, and I almost decided not to....but I figure after dating for nine months she deserved to be able to openly say we are together.

At first it was her idea. She’s been a fan for a few years and knew how the fans could get, so she proposed we didn’t tell anyone online. But recently I could tell that it was getting harder. Every time someone turned on a camera we had to put distance between ourselves so that no one would know we were together. She was introduced to the fans as one of Kat’s best friends. Granted she was one of Kat’s bestfriends but I could tell she was struggling, and I was too.

There would be times that we were cuddling on the couch and had to desperate for one of Jakes videos. A few times we were making food together when Sam came downstairs so we had to pretend to ignore each other for the most part.

It worked, the fans never really suspected anything. There were a few tweets shipping us but mostly everyone believed that I was single and that y/n was in a happy relationship with someone who preferred to keep his life private.

She always said she didn’t want to deny dating anyone so this is what we thought was the best option. She would talk about us and our relationship, but would say she was dating an unnamed guy who didn’t like social media. This gave her a little freedom and kept her from going completely mad because of our secret.

“She’s a major part of my life and I’m tired of having to pretend. So today is the day that we are coming out to the public, she just doesn’t know yet.”

It’s at this point that I get a text.

Hey baby, I just pulled in. I’ll be up soon, plus I brought us Tender Greens 💕💕

“She just got here. I’m gonna go get her and when I come back I’ll introduce her to you, although most of you already know her.”

I turn off the camera and walk downstairs. I smile as y/n walks through the door carrying our food. She hangs her keys up and walks over to me. I wrap my arms around her and hug her tightly.

“Aww baby I was only gone for three days.”

When she says this she crinkles her nose and laughs.

“Yeah I know, but I missed you babygirl.”

I pull away and smile at her winking.

“I have a surprise for you shortcake.”

She furrows her brow confused but smiles.

“Ok, what is it? Should I be worried? I don’t see any cameras? “

She laughs as she says this, looking around to see if she was being set up for a prank. I grab her hand and lead her upstairs. I turn on the camera and we both sit down on the bed.

“Cole? What are you doing?”

I kiss her cheek and look at the camera.

“Guys this is my gorgeous girlfriend y/n!”

I hug her as I say this and she just shyly smiles. Usually she’s a very outgoing person, I must have surprised her.

“Wait, we’re coming out? We’re announcing to the world that we’re dating?!”

At this point she’s practically bouncing up and down with excitement.

I nod my head yes and she waved at the camera, kissing me on the cheek.

“Hi everyone!”

I can’t help but stare at her as she introduces herself. Her blue eyes sparkle as she talks about me and how long we’ve been together. Once she’s finished I turn my attention back to the camera.

“So I figured we would do the girlfriend tag, but I guess it’s kinda gonna be a mukbang as well?” I say lifting the back up and laughing.

Once y/n and I each have our food we start the questions.

“So y/n, where did we meet?”

She looks up and kisses me before turning her attention back to the camera.

“So about a year ago my friend and I decided to go explore the abandoned stadium in Nashville. We recorded it for my channel and within two weeks we had two thousand more subscribers and at least ten thousand views. After that we steadily kept growing the more we explored. Eventually we decided to move out here to LA. That’s when Sam and Colby dm’d us asking if we’d like to do an exploring video with us, which we obviously replied yes. It ended up going so horribly that they never posted it but we became great friends. Eventually Colby asked me out and the rest is history.”

“Yeah that video went so wrong, her friend Courtney fell off the second floor to the first and broke her leg, so we ended up calling the cops on ourselves to get her an ambulance.”

We both laughed as we remembered the events of that day. That was the first time I ever met her and she looked absolutely gorgeous then, I still remember what she wore.

She had on our limited edition orange Halloween hoodie with some leggings, and high top converse. Her hair was in a bun and her face was clean of makeup. I knew from the moment I met her that she was someone special, and now here we are.

We continued to record for another twenty minutes before ending the video.

“Thank you guys so much for watching today’s video. Please be nice I’m totally in love with this girl, she’s the most amazing thing to have ever happened to me.”

“Awww thanks babe.” She says kissing my cheek before I continue on.

“Make sure to leave a like and subscribe, and leave a comment telling y/n how freaking gorgeous she is.”

She rolls her eyes blushing.

“Don’t forget to follow my social media as well! Colby will link it down below or I’ll kill him.” She says laughing.

I end the video and place the camera down on the table in front of me.

Y/n sits on the bed and tries to take out her phone. Before she can I push her back to the bed gently and kiss her neck.

“I love you so much babygirl.”

She pulls me close and tells me she loves me too. I lightly jump over her so that I’m also laying down beside her. I wrap my arms around her and pull her close as she lays her head on my chest.

“I’m glad we don’t have to hide anymore.”

I run my fingers through her hair as I whisper in her ear.

“We will never have to hide again. Now the world is gonna know you’re mine and mine alone. I love you, now let’s take a nap.”

I kiss her cheek and close my eyes. I feel her smile and I slowly hear her breathes get softer as she falls asleep.

God I’m the luckiest man alive.

~Hey guys it’s Tay! I hope you like this it just kinda came to me while I was sleeping last night. Much love 💕~

[colbybrocksbitchh]

Idk if you take requests but if you do can you do an imagine based off of jakes prank saying Colby got his nudes leaking but instead he said the reader has her nudes leaked and he gets the fans and Colby’s gf in on it so she’ll edit a picture for Jake and it’ll be censored and ppl will be like a fan hacked Colby’s cloud and the reader pretends to be extremely pissed at him ect

Just posted love!! Sorry it took so long I’ve been sick, but I hope you enjoy!! 💕😊

[colbybrocksbitchh]

Welcome to the Prank War

You and Jake decide to team up against Colby with the fans and release your fake news.

Requested by: @babyybesson

Y/s/n = you and Colby’s ship name

Y/t/n = your team name with Jake

~Your POV~

“What the flip is up guys! Today I’m joined with y/n and we’re gonna pull a super, awesome, mega, fantastical prank on Colby. Y/n would you like to explain?”

“Ooh with pleasure. So Colby is currently out with Sam filming and he surprisingly doesn’t have his phone. I mean granted I asked him if I could use it because I pretended mine was lost. Anyways back on topic. Jake is gonna tweet out and ask for you guys’ help. So I actually have an old twitter account from when I was thirteen, that I barely used. For the past week and a half I’ve been tweeting random things, but mainly pretending to be a major y/s/n fan. And once we finish this intro I’m going to tweet out a photoshopped picture of my face on a naked body, but don’t worry guys it’s gonna be censored. Basically in the tweet I’m gonna say something along the lines of if Colby doesn’t delete his YouTube channel, and the Sam and Colby channel, then I’m gonna release the full in censored photos.”

I smile as I show up a censored picture that I photoshopped earlier. Then I look up at Jake and giggle quietly.

“So I’m gonna record a quick video and tweet it, since Colby doesn’t have his phone he won’t get the notification and I’ll delete it before he gets back.”

Jake says this as he pulls out his phone. We went over what to say earlier in the video so once he starts recording it comes out naturally.

“Hey fam I need a favor. Y/n’s about to tweet something off of a fake account and I need you all to retweet it.”

I chime in, holding the photo up the the camera so everyone can see what it is.

“Then we need all of you guys to also tweet Colby and tell him that my nudes were leaked. I’m gonna pretend that I’m really mad because I had never taken any nudes, which means he took them without my permission. Hopefully he freaks out.”

Jake tweets out the video and we turn our attention back to the actual video camera still rolling and recording for Jakes video.

“So I’m gonna go ahead and tweet out the video.”

I log into my old twitter and type up the tweet. Then I attach the photo.

@ Colbybrock unless you delete your private channel and your channel with @ samgolbach then I’m going to release the full UNCENSORED version of your girlfriends slutty nudes...you have 24 hours

After I tweet it out Jake retweeted it as well and within fifteen seconds of Jakes retweet we had over one thousand retweets and comments. Everyone was tweeting at me and at Colby saying my nudes had been leaked.

Jake rubs his hand together and smirks. I laugh and show the retweets and comments to the camera.

“So Colby just texted from Sams phone saying they are on their way back which means we have around fifteen minutes. Also for anyone wondering we warned the other roommates. So once they pull in the driveway Jake is gonna unretweet it.”

“We’ll see you in a couple minutes Team Jake.”

I turn to Jake and smack his shoulder jokingly.

“Rude! It’s Team y/s/n!”

He laughs and tells the viewers that we are gonna set up a few more cameras, especially one in Colby’s room.

Jake turns off the camera and we set off. I’m tasked with hiding the camera in Colby’s room and jake hides one in the Kitchen and the game room.

Then Jake and Corey started playing Rocket League while I sat on the couch on Colby’s phone.

~A couple minutes later~

“Nah bro it should be fine, definitely will take us some time but we should be able to upload it on time.” Sam says.

Colby follows behind him hanging up his keys.

“Babyyyyy.” I yell from the couch.

“Ew.”

I smack Jake on the shoulder as Colby comes and sits next to me, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I hand him his phone back and kiss his cheek.

“I’m glad you didn’t get murdered.”

He laughs and kisses me on the nose. I watch him play on his phone until Jake and Corey finishes their round.

“Wanna play another bro?” Corey asks.

Jake gets on his phone, it’s time to start the prank.

“In a minute man.”

Jake turns his attention back to twitter and suddenly turns to Colby.”

“Colby have you been on twitter?”

Colby grabs his phone clicking on the twitter app.

“No man y/n had my phone all day. What’s up?”

“I think your iCloud must have been hacked dude.”

Colby freaks out and starts scrolling through his mentions. When he sees everyone’s tweets he goes white.

“What’s wrong Cole?”

I try to peek over his shoulder but he pulls the phone away from me. I try to pull him closer so I can get a better look but he stands up and distances himself.”

“The fuck Cole? What is the issue?” I say laughing.

I pull out my phone and click the twitter app. I take a Deep breath preparing for my role and then glare at Colby.

“What the fuck is this?!”

He looks at me and puts his hands up in defense.

“Baby I have no clue.”

“Colby that’s me! Why the fuck do you have nudes of me on your phone? I get that we’re dating but I sure as hell didn’t take them which means you did! I can’t fucking believe this!”

I push past Colby and storm up the stairs to his room, sticking my tongue out to the camera. Colby quickly follows me up trying to get me to calm down.

“Y/n I’ll just tweet and have everyone report the account then it’ll get suspended.”

I roll my eyes and sit on his bed on my phone, scrolling through the tweets about it.

“You know whoever the asshole is will just release them from another account, at least like this it’s censored but still I can’t fucking believe you took this, especially without my permission!”

“Y/n I swear I never took that I don’t know why it’s even on my iCloud. I would never disrespect you like that, I love you so much...please please don’t be mad at me.”

He walks over and wraps his arms around me, I peek through and smile at the camera. We’re getting him good.

I push myself out of his grasp and start to walk towards the door. I grab my purse lying on the floor and I start walking toward the door.

“Baby please don’t leave! I swear I’m gonna call apple now, I already tweeted for everyone to stop talking about it and I told them it was fake. Most of them are leaving it alone and starting to attack the original account that posted it.”

I notice Jake standing outside Colby’s door with his camera and I look at him questioningly, my back turned to Colby. He nods and I smile.

“I guess it’s a good thing that it is fake then.”

I turn around as Jake runs I’m laughing. He’s followed by Sam, Aaron, and Corey who are all laughing as well.

“Wait what’s going on?” Colby asks unsure.

Jake and I look at each other before yelling “Welcome to the prank war!!!!”

Colby groans and covers his head with a pillow. I walk over to him and hug him as he hides.

“Aww I’m sorry baby but I really wanted to get you back for the prank you pulled on me so when Jake brought this up I thought it was perfect.”

Colby turns to me and pulls me close smothering me in kisses.

“You’re such a meanie.” He says looking up at Jakes camera.

Jake turns the camera on himself standing with his back to Colby and I.

“Thanks so much for the help guys! I hope you enjoyed today’s video, don’t forget Team Jake is the best-“

“Excuse you! I already told you it’s Team y/t/n all the way asshole!”

I stand up and finish the outro with Jake. Once we are finished everyone leaves and I’m left alone with Colby.

“I was so confused babygirl because I know I hadn’t taken it.”

I laugh and sit on his lap hugging him.

“I know you’re too much of a gentleman for that.”

I kiss his cheek and smile looking him in the eyes before smirking.

“But thanks for going along with me and not admitting I’d taken some for you.”

Colby raised his eyebrows and laughed.

“Those are only for me, our little secret babygirl, our little secret.”

~Hey guys it’s Tay! I hope you enjoyed this imagine, I really liked the concept so I’m glad it was requested. Hopefully I did it justice! Much love 💕~

[colbybrocksbitchh]

IT WAS AMAZING THANK YOU!!!! also i seen your name is “tay” my names tayah and i get called tay a lot ahaha

You’re welcome I tried really hard 💕 also that’s so cool, twinsies 😊

[colbybrocksbitchh]

hey, could you do a Colby/Corbyn imagine where Colby and the reader breaks up and she starts dating Corbyn and it’s following along the the song Happier by Ed Sheeran? thanks!

Just did love! Hopefully it’s what you wanted it took me a really long time to write it because I wanted to make it as perfect as possible 💕

[colbybrocksbitchh]

I hope you’re Happier with him

After you and Colby break up you start falling for Corbyn Besson, one of your mutual friends

@simonsbluee

•Just a heads up this isn’t related to the other imagines but I thought the photos on his wall from the other imagine would work well for this one as well•

~Your POV~

Corbyn held my hand as he led me inside and to an empty table. It was near the row of windows, which gave us a great view of the sun going down over the city. I told him what I wanted to drink and he gave me a nod of his head while smiling, just before he bent down to my ear.

“You know what they say, nothings fun about being sober.”

I laugh as he says this. It’s one of our many inside jokes we share that honestly make no sense, but they make me laugh every time.

He walks away and I lean my head on my arm and sigh, smiling. I hadn’t been to this place in forever, not since my third date with my ex boyfriend.

~A little over a month ago~

“Seriously Colby? Are you fucking kidding me?! I’ve asked you to stop hanging out with her!”

I can’t hold it in any longer as I scream out these words. He has the nerve to stare me in the face and say he’s sorry he couldn’t have made our anniversary date because of her.

“God why are you so difficult?! She’s my friend, my best friend! I’m not gonna stop hanging out with her!”

He rolls his eyes and yells back, sticking one hand in his pocket.

“First of all I should be your best friend! If you had known her before we met I would understand, but you only met her three weeks ago! Second of all the fact that you stood me up today is such bullshit! You always plan the dates and today was my turn to do something for you, not to mention the fact that it’s our two year anniversary and you stood me up for fucking Layla!”

“Ughhh!”

He sticks both hands in his hair. He plops himself down on the bed, puts his head in his hands, and breathes heavily in anger.

“Sometimes you’re can be such a bitch...”

Colby mumbles this through his hands not looking up at me. When I hear those words my blood starts to boil and I decide I’ve had enough.

“How dare you, fuck off Colby! This is fucking over!”

I walk out and slam the door behind me.

~Now~

Corbyn snaps me out of my flashback by handing me a beer.

“Aww thanks Corbs, you’re the best!”

I giggle and take a sip from the bottle, it burns slightly as it goes down.

“Anything for you cutie.”

I blush as Corbyn grabs my hand and leads me to the dance floor. Corbyn was my rock after Colby and I broke up.

I’d been a huge WDW fan since I was nineteen years old, for my twentieth birthday Colby took me to one of their concerts. He bought tickets up front, backstage passes, the works. When it was our turn to meet the guys we found out that they all watched Sam and Colby, but Jack watched them the most.

This led to a friendship between all of us, as we exchanged numbers that night. For a while we all would hang out when they were in L.A from touring, but eventually the only people who we still hung out with and texted often were Jack and Corbyn.

Being that Jack was such a big fan, I often found myself talking to Corbyn while Jack and Colby would play video games and ask each other questions.

He became one of my bestfriends, however I always put Colby first, until Colby stopped putting me first. After he skipped out on our anniversary date that I had planned to hang out with Layla, one of Kat’s besties whom he’d only known for a few short weeks, I knew it was over.

Corbyn stepped up and became the most amazing friend a girl could ask for, and as of three days ago, the best boyfriend a girl could ask for.

I wrap my arms around his neck as we dance, running my fingers through the hair on the back of his head.

He smiles and leans down to kiss me, making this the best night I’ve had in a while.

~Colby’s POV~

I’m not gonna lie and say I don’t miss her. Since the moment she walked out of my room every moment has been a constant struggle. Today was the worst.

I was feeling extra down today after seeing a video of Y/n backstage waiting for Corbyn at one of WDW’s concerts, so I decided to take a walk down some of the busier streets in LA.

That’s when I saw it. Corbyn holding my girls hand, pulling her inside some bar as I watched from the curb on the opposite side. That’s where I took her for out third date, and she’s just gonna let him do that?! I just stood in sadness and honestly, anger, as I watched him whisper in her ear.

She laughed and he left, presumably to get her a drink, before she began gazing out the window. I quickly ducked behind a car before she could see me.

Wow, she looked happy... happier then I’d seen her in a really long time. I hadn’t seen her smile like that In months... I guess I hadn’t realized how much I’d started pushing her away.

I back up, sliding down to sit on the sidewalk and leaning my back against the brick wall. Fuck... I hurt her.

Honestly I guess I hadn’t realized how much I had done, and how bad it really was. I never liked Layla as more than a friend but I’m not gonna pretend she didn’t give me a thrill that y/n didn’t. Y/n was always super focused, I guess at the time I hadn’t realized she was super focused on planning our anniversary date. When I hung out with Layla It didn’t bother me that y/n was always so busy.

Eventually I decided I couldn’t do it anymore. I’d been spying on her date with Corbyn for the past forty minutes and I couldn’t handle it anymore, so I called an Uber.

The moment I walked in the front door I grabbed a bottle of vodka. It was half full, left over from one of Brennens stupid drinking videos, but it would work for me.

I brought it to my room, sat in my editing chair, and drank. I had finished the bottle in no time. My wall was still covered in our photos, our memories from the moment we met to the moment we said goodbye.

In no time I had finished the bottle and was close to passing out. I’m literally so in love with her.

I was never much of a crier but I let the tears fall down my face, honestly it was probably a biproduct of me being drunk and emotional.

At this moment Sam walked in, curious as to whether I would help him film for his prank.

“Colby?”

Thirty minutes after I had spilled my heart out he gives me one piece of advice and leaves.

“One day you won’t feel like this anymore. Eventually you’ll be able to move on like she has. Just stay strong bro.”

In my drunken state I decide to type out a text.

Hey Love well I guess you aren’t really my love anymore, I can’t do this anymore, I can’t pretend it doesn’t bother me. Y/n I’m so utterly in love with you that it kills me every time I see you with Corbyn. I saw you guys today while I was taking a walk. You seemed really happy, and I’m sorry I could never make you feel like that. You’re so beautiful and amazing and I hope that he treats you the way I should’ve. I hope you’re happier with him.

~Hey guys it’s Tay! So this was a request and so I hope I did it justice! Much Love 💕~

[colbybrocksbitchh]

Colby’s Confession Ending B

You decide it’s time to let your relationship go

(Check out my page for part 1-3, and ending A, I tried to link them but it wouldn’t work)

~just so you are aware this is going to start the same way as the alternate ending~

I manage to make my way upstairs without chickening out, but once I reach Colby’s door I pause. I used to be able to walk right in but now I’m not so sure.

I reach my hand up and knock on the door. When nobody answers I find myself pushing it open. Everyone’s told me he hasn’t left so considering he didn’t answer I began to think of the worst possibilities.

Inside Colby’s room all the lights are off and I can see someone laying down in his bed... He must be sleeping. As I walk over to his bed I find myself stopping to look at every picture.

Once all the post it notes had fallen off he began to hang pictures of us up on the wall across from his bed. I run my fingers over them, memories from dates, camping, trips with friends and more. I smile as my hand stops on one in particular.

The picture that stops me in my tracks is one from my 20th birthday. My main bucket list item was always to go to Ireland, and Colby knew this, but I never believed I’d actually go, or that Colby would be the one who took me. He surprised me with the tickets at my birthday party. This photo in particular was taken on one of our late nights.

On this night we had gotten back from dinner and decided to go walk on a secluded beach. I remember we talked about everything from the stars in the sky to our future children. Eventually we stumbled across some small beach houses tucked behind some trees, that looked like nobody had been inside in years. Colby being the adventurous guy he was, pulled me along as he tried to find a way inside. That was where we spent the night, this abandoned cottage place in the middle of a bunch of trees.

I remember Colby pulling some blankets out of his backpack and making a makeshift bed on the floor. It was a little messy inside considering it hadn’t been used in years but I remember Colby saying it was like a five star hotel compared to some of the places he’d been. That was the night I lost my virginity to him. There on that beach, in my favorite place in the world, to the love of my life. After we had had sex I remember Colby pulling out his phone and taking this exact picture. It was just us, looking like the messes we are, in a tangle of blankets. It was my favorite picture of us.

I feel my eyes starting to water but I push down those feelings. I turn my attention back towards the bed and make my way over to it.

When I see Colby I can’t help but smile slightly to myself. He was lying shirtless in his bed with some checkered pajama pants. His hair was messy and he was definitely drooling a little, but he was still the most beautiful man I’d ever seen.

I walk over and sit myself down on the bed beside him. It’s clear these past few days have been hell for him, they’ve been hell for me, but I know I’m gonna have to wake him up.

I gently put my arm on his shoulder and lightly shake him awake. He stretches out but keeps his eyes closed as he turns over and ignores me.

“Colby, please get up we need to talk.”

I quietly whisper this as I shake him once more. He rolls over and opens his eyes looking up at me with a confused look on his face.

“Y/n?”

“Yeah it’s me Colby, can you please sit up? We need to talk.”

He quickly sits himself up and looks down at his hands, which are fidgeting in his lap. After a moment he runs his hand through his messy hair and looks up.

“So...”

I take a deep breath and grab one of his hands in mine.

“So these past couple of days have utterly killed me.”

He squeezes my hand and looks down again.

“Yeah it’s been pretty hard for me too.” He quietly says.

“What this has done for me is reveal how much I truly love you.”

He looks up when I says this and smiles. He pulls me to him and I hear him let out a sigh of relief.

“I love you too baby girl.”

I gently push him away as his face falls, and a look of confusion once more falls across his features.

“That being said, I can’t do this anymore, I can’t do us...”

He moves himself away from me on the bed but doesn’t say anything. I can see every emotion that crosses his face and each one kills me a little more.

“Listen, these past three years have been the most amazing years of my life, we’ve made so many amazing memories...but you cheated. I can’t be that girl who gets back with the guy who cheated on her. I cannot be the girl that everyone pities and talks about.”

“Babe, it was a mistake. It’ll never happen again just please...please don’t do this.”

At this point the tears start coming. Colby tears are the first to make an appearance but are soon accompanied by mine. It feels like every bone in my body is twisting and all the blood has turned to needles.

I put my face in my hands and just cry, for the first time in several days I allow myself to feel free. For several minutes we both just sit in his bed crying in silence.

Eventually I’m able to stop myself and I wipe away my tears. I turn to Colby and gently wipe away his. I place my hand under his chin and make him look up at me.

“Hey Colby, just because we aren’t dating anymore doesn’t mean I don’t love you. You are still the most important person in my life and my best friend. I mean obviously it’s gonna take some time for us to be able to hang out again, and things will never be exactly the same; but you will always be the person I come to when I’m in trouble and when I need advice, and you can always come to me. I love you Cole Robert Brock and I always will.”

I gently kiss him one last time and as I pull away I notice the tears that stain his cheeks once more. I walk to the door and turn around.

“Goodbye Colby, I’ll see you in a while.”

I walk outside and close the door behind me, letting out the breath I didn’t realize I was holding in.

I make my way downstairs and, without talking to anyone, go to my car and get inside. For the first time in 3 years I don’t plug in the aux chord, or turn on the radio. And as I pull away from the house I look up at Colby’s window and for the first time since we started dating, he’s not there to wave goodbye.

[colbybrocksbitchh]

Colby’s Confession Ending A

You decide to take Colby back

(Check out my page for part 1-3, I tried to link them but it wouldn’t work)

I manage to make my way upstairs without chickening out, but once I reach Colby’s door I pause. I used to be able to walk right in but now I’m not so sure.

I reach my hand up and knock on the door. When nobody answers I find myself pushing it open. Everyone’s told me he hasn’t left so considering he didn’t answer I began to think of the worst possibilities.

Inside Colby’s room all the lights are off and I can see someone laying down in his bed... He must be sleeping. As I walk over to his bed I find myself stopping to look at every picture.

Once all the post it notes had fallen off he began to hang pictures of us up on the wall across from his bed. I run my fingers over them, memories from dates, camping, trips with friends and more. I smile as my hand stops on one in particular.

The picture that stops me in my tracks is one from my 20th birthday. My main bucket list item was always to go to Ireland, and Colby knew this, but I never believed I’d actually go, or that Colby would be the one who took me. He surprised me with the tickets at my birthday party. This photo in particular was taken on one of our late nights.

On this night we had gotten back from dinner and decided to go walk on a secluded beach. I remember we talked about everything from the stars in the sky to our future children. Eventually we stumbled across some small beach houses tucked behind some trees, that looked like nobody had been inside in years. Colby being the adventurous guy he was, pulled me along as he tried to find a way inside. That was where we spent the night, this abandoned cottage place in the middle of a bunch of trees.

I remember Colby pulling some blankets out of his backpack and making a makeshift bed on the floor. It was a little messy inside considering it hadn’t been used in years but I remember Colby saying it was like a five star hotel compared to some of the places he’d been. That was the night I lost my virginity to him. There on that beach, in my favorite place in the world, to the love of my life. After we had had sex I remember Colby pulling out his phone and taking this exact picture. It was just us, looking like the messes we are, in a tangle of blankets. It was my favorite picture of us.

I feel my eyes starting to water but I push down those feelings. I turn my attention back towards the bed and make my way over to it.

When I see Colby I can’t help but smile slightly to myself. He was lying shirtless in his bed with some checkered pajama pants. His hair was messy and he was definitely drooling a little, but he was still the most beautiful man I’d ever seen.

I sit myself down on the bed and debate how I wanted to do this. I don’t really wanna just wake him up, Sam had told me before I left Kat and I’s shared apartment that he hadn’t been sleeping well.

I quietly and slowly lay myself down beside him on the half of the bed Colby wasn’t taking up, and pulled the covers up around me. To be honest I hadn’t been sleeping well either.

Colby rolls over in his sleep and pulls me to him. I imagine he’s so used to sleeping with me that his body just naturally does it when someone’s sleeping beside him.

I snuggle closer to him and allow myself to be lulled asleep by his breathing and heart beats. Before I know it I’m welcomed by darkness.

~Some Time Later~

I wake up not knowing how much time has passed and look over at Colby. He’s still sleeping peacefully although at this point, has less of a hold on me. I smile at him and study him as he sleeps.

After a few moments had passed I decided to get back up and look at more of the pictures. I carefully pulled myself out of bed and walked across to look at our many memories. If Colby didn’t wake up soon I’d have to leave him a note to call me.

“Y/n?” I hear Colby ask weakly.

I turn around and I’m greeted by my blue eyed boy pushing himself up to a half sitting position. In the slight darkness he squints his eyes, probably tryin to figure out if he was still sleeping or not.

I smile and walk over to him sitting myself once more on the edge of his bed.

“Yeah, it’s me.”

He looks confused as he studies me.

“What are you doing here? Are you ready to talk?”

I nod my head as he quickly sits up, the blanket wrapped around his waist. We sit there in silence for a few moments, neither of us daring to go first. As we wait I pick at the ends of my hoodie sleeves.

“Y/n... I love you.”

Colby doesn’t look at me as he says this, but I can’t blame him. I rejected him so many times after he broke the news I wouldn’t have looked at me either.

“I love you too Cole.”

He looks up at me surprised, His blue eyes widening.

“Does this mean you’re not broken up with me?”

I crawl over to him and sit in his lap leaning my head against his chest. He takes this opportunity to wrap his arms around me and to place his head on my shoulder, burying it into my neck.

“Cole what you did was really really fucked up, but I forgive you. I love you so much more than you could ever know. After thinking about it for several days I realized I could never bring myself to break up with you, at least not because of this. The day you told me I ended up getting drunk and thinking I saw you at the club, like you thought you had seen me.”

Colby looks at me questioningly.

“Nothing happened because I realized he wasn’t you. But it made me realize how when you’re missing someone stupid things like that can happen. So I forgive you. However if anything like this ever happens again I’ll drop your ass faster that you can say hot damn.”

He laughs as I run my fingers through his hair. In this moment I’m happier then I’ve been in a while.

“Y/n I love you so much.”

As he says this he kisses my neck and squeezes me closer to him.

“I love you to Cole.”

I kiss his cheek and he blushes burying his face into my neck so I can’t tell. It’s a this moment that I have a brilliant idea. I take out my phone and hold it in front of us.

“Let’s take a picture.”

So there we are. Colby with his hands around my waist holding me like I’m about to disappear with his face buried in my neck, and me resting my head against his.

“You know I think you hung the moon right?”

“Yup, just like I know you looked up my skirt as you held the ladder.”

•YAY!! So this is one part of the two part ending. The other one will be about you choosing to let him go. Also my favorite series is The White Rabbit Chronicles so the last two quotes are actually direct quotes from that book so credit goes to Gena Showalter. I just thought it was a cute ending. Hope you have enjoyed this little imagine series so far. Much Love 💕 ~ Tay•

[colbybrocksbitchh]

I dearly wish that people would view their bodies as they view flowers…

Veins everywhere?

gorgeous~

Skin patches? Birthmarks?

hella rad~

Scars? Stretch marks?

beautiful~

Freckles? Moles? Acne scars?

heckie yeah~

Large? Curvy?

lovely~

Small? Thin?

charming~

Missing a few pieces?

handsome as ever~

Feel like you just look weird?

you’re fantastic looking~

[colbybrocksbitchh]

Hey guys you can send me questions and imagine requests if you want. I’ll write for these people:

• Colby Brock

• Sam Golbach

• Niall Horan

• Liam Payne

• Louis Tomlinson

• Harry Styles

• Brennen Taylor

• Jake Webber

• Daniel Seavey

• Jack Avery

• Corbyn Besson

• Jonah Marais

• Zach Herron

Those are just the main people I’ve written for before, if you have a request for another person ask me and I’ll tell you whether I feel I know enough about the person to write one or not ☺️

[colbybrocksbitchh]

Colby’s Confession pt. 3

You are faced with a decision about Colby’s cheating

(Check out my page for part 1 & 2, I tried to link them but it wouldn’t work)

~Your POV~

I have never really been much of a clubber. There are always too many people, grinding up against each other, grinding up against me, and on top of that I’m not into drinking. I can enjoy myself a nice Mikes hard Lemonade, but only on occasion. Other than that I really see no point, so as we stand outside of the club I take a deep breath.

“Do we have to go in?”

“Of course silly, listen I know you don’t like

bars and clubs but I promise it’ll be fun. Plus if you find yourself hating it that much just tell me and we can leave.”

Kat pulls me into the club and after our IDs were checked we made our way to the bar.

“Since you’re gonna be so anxious all night how about a drink? It’ll help you loosen up and actually enjoy yourself.”

Kat waits for me to respond before heading to the bar to grab us some drinks. When she returns she hands me mine and we both take a drink together.

“Once we finish we can go dance.” Kat says laughing.

“We could dance now, there’s a space over there so I won’t feel too claustrophobic.”

She agrees so we walk over and begin dancing. By the time I finished my drink Kat was on her second and was feeling much more loose than me. Before long Kat suggests we take shots.

I agree, only because I know Kat holds her liquor well so I’ll be in good hands. We walk over and Before long we have four shots lined up.

We decided to make it a race, so once the bar tender says go, everything becomes a blur. Today’s all about me and I’m not gonna let Kat win.

I down the shots quicker then I expected considering I’m not a drinker, in fact the only time I have ever been drunk was for Kats last birthday.

Within fifteen minutes I’m more than tipsy, I’m drunk. After we took shots Kat shoved another drink in my hand.

We make our way back on the dance floor and I start to feel the music pulsing through my body. I dance like no ones watching, because who gives a shit if they are?

Kat and I are grinding against each other and singing every song that comes on. We are actually in the middle of The Wobble when I spot him.

I stop dancing and look to the left where I thought I saw him.

“Y/n what’s wrong?”

Kat doesn’t slur her words as she asks this, Kat is really good at holding her liquor. I continue to stare to the left as I answer.

“I thought I saw Colby...”

She rolls her eyes and pulls me over to her as we start dancing again.

“This is supposed to help you forget about him.”

I’m not dancing for long before I see him again, he’s sitting at the bar staring at me with a smile on his face. Once again is top dancing and I pull Kat closer to me and point.

“Look he’s sitting right there.”

She squints her eyes but says she can’t tell who I’m pointing to because it’s too crowded.

“Maybe we should go home? You’re a little drunk and I don’t think it’s helping anymore.”

Kat grabs my hand and starts walking us towards the exit before I stop her.

“No it’s fine I promise. Can we stay for a little longer please? It really was helping me forget about him I’m not ready for the night to end.”

She reluctantly agrees and we head back to the dance floor. My inner hoe comes out and before long there are several guys who have taken notice of me. One by one they try to hit on me and I ignore them, well until Liam walks over. He grabs my waist and we sway back and forth as he introduces himself to me.

Liam is dark haired with brown eyes and a killer leather jacket. The leather jacket is the only reason I let him dance with me. Liam pulls me around so I’m facing him and we continue to dance, until I see Colby over Liam’s shoulder.

I stop dancing and Liam stops as well, asking if I’m alright. I push past him as I walk towards Colby.

Colby heads towards me as well and we meet somewhere in the middle, his smile overwhelming me.

He looks different then he did earlier. His eyes are dark anymore, his beautiful ocean blue eyes are back and I find myself drowning in their bright hue. His hair is done nicely and he’s switched his nose stud out for an actual ring. He looks good dressed in all black, per usual. He’s absolutely breathtaking.

I find myself thinking about our relationship, the beautiful boy in front of me reminding me who and why I fell in love in the first place.

I wrap my arms around him and pull him close to me. I smile and breathe in, but I’m taken aback by what I smell.

He doesn’t smell right, that’s not the cologne that he wears, it’s not the cologne I buy for him. I let go and step back, but the beautiful boy in front of me has changed.

I’m no longer looking at my love, I’m looking at an average looking kid with blonde hair and green eyes.

“Hey, are you ok cutie?”

The blonde boy questions me smiling. Suddenly I feel sick. I walk away from him and ignore his shouts of confusion as I head towards the bathroom. I run into Kat on my way and she escorts me the rest of the way.

I barely make it to the toilet before I throw up, but luckily Kat doesn’t hesitate and holds my hair out of my face for me.

“Awww baby...”

She rubs my back and holds my hair as I continue to spew my guts into the nasty ass toilet in front of me. Before long it’s over.

I wipe my mouth and lean against the side of the stall, Kat standing over me.

“What happened love?”

I tell her about what had just happened, that I thought I saw Colby. She says it must have been a mix of that with the alcohol that made me sick. She decides its time for us to go home, and calls an Uber.

Considering we are on a major LA street it doesn’t take long for our Uber to arrive, so we quickly get in. We sit in silence for a bit before Kat asks me a question I wasn’t expecting.

I look over at Kat and feel a single tear slide down my cheek. After tonight’s events I’m even more unsure of what to do.

“So what are you gonna do?”

“I don’t know, either I take him back and become the poor girl who doesn’t realize she’s worth so much more than some guy who cheated on her, or, I break up with him and watch him eventually fall for another girl and treat her the way he was supposed to treat me...”

I look away trailing off and gaze out the window as the floodgates open again. We sit silently in the Uber as I cry, the only sound being my shallow breathing.

~A few days later~

It’s been about 4 days since I last talked to Colby, he eventually gave up and stopped texting me. Sam tells Kat he hasn’t left the house since the day he talked to me on the stairs.

I find myself typing in the gate code and sliding open the gate. Corey, Jake, and Colby’s cars are the only ones in the driveway, so I guess Sam wasn’t lying. I slowly make my way to the front of the house and knock on the door.

“Y/n?”

Jake opens the door with a look of confusion before I wrap my arms around him in a hug. It takes him only a second before he returns the favor.

“I’ve missed you guys.”

I let go and give him a weak smile. He smiles back, a little more confident then I, and opens the door further to let me in.

I take a step inside and see Devyn standing beside Corey making breakfast. She notices me and walks over hugging me as tightly as she can.

“Babe, I’m so sorry I wasn’t here for you.”

Devyn was with her family during the whole situation, she just got back a few hours ago but I couldn’t be more glad to see her.

I hug her back and whisper that I loved and missed her while she was gone.

“So you here for Colby?”

She asks this question slowly, as if testing the waters not knowing how I’ll react.

“Actually yeah. I need to talk to him about everything. I’m done hiding and crying about everything.”

“Good for you baby girl, I’m glad. He’s up in his room, from what I’ve heard the poor thing hasn’t come down in days, even to eat.”

I thank her and walk to the stairs placing my hand on the rail. I turn around and give Corey, Devyn, and Jake a quick smile before I start upstairs.

•Hey guys!! So I’ve decided to break the ending into two separate posts, so there will be a post where you take him back and one where you don’t. I think it will be more interesting this way. Much love 💕 ~ Tay•