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whateverr

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Us with ten thousand copies of Veronica Sawyer, like why???? How is this helpful???

Being a system whose prone to splitting off introjects is so confusing sometimes (And just kind of feels surreal at times, tbh. Like are we sure this isn't some prolonged fever dream? /j)

Like what the fuck do you mean my brain has split off like 10 different variations of fucking Sans the Skeleton? Brain why did you decide that was needed???? Is that really what's gonna help you cope with this shit????? Really??????? The bone man????????

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”i bet your parents hate you”

no we have a very good relationship even though i feel heavily disconnected from them because of how they neglected all my needs as a child which resulted in c-ptsd & did , but now we’re actually on really good terms and get along very well but thank you for projecting

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THEY FIGURE ME A DEAD MOTHAFUCKA

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THE THIN GREY LINE by $uicideboy$ dir. dill35mm

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hello 🐙

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remember when u were like 11 and the only thing u wanted was a lava lamp

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personally we really dislike being part of a system, we all kinda wish we had our own individual bodies and that having to share a brain with others, especially knowing half of us don’t get along, is something that we wish we didn’t have to do.

we wish this wasn’t our reality.

i see very few systems talk about feeling this way publicly, but this is how we feel about it.

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Ok real talk.

DO NOT TELL EVERYONE YOUR FRONT TRIGGERS!

Only tell people you deeply trust because if you tell absolutely everyone that just gives trolls or potential abusers something to use against you!

I only ever remember telling close friends what mine are and there is a good reason for that!

Please stay safe, especially on this site and else where.

-Zody

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Me, age 6, playing with my imaginary friends (they can take over my body and I don’t remember it)

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The future should not be plural.

The future should accommodate for those with dissociative disorders.

The future should have further more thorough research in dissociative disorders.

The future should be more accepting of dissociative disorders.

BUT

The future should not be plural.

That means children are getting repeatedly traumatised at an impressionable age.

That means children don't have healthy coping mechanisms.

That means children AREN'T SAFE.

The future should not be plural, but it should be respectful and accepting to those who are.

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me a few years ago: why do i feel like i just came into existence when i was 12 or 13? why do i not really remember my childhood very well? why do i have such a horrible memory in general? why do my identity and behaviors vary so drastically?

me now: oh

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Sometimes I feel like I want to be close to our parents, and then I remember our father asked if there was a way to delete me from the system after he found out we were diagnosed with DID. I haven't spoken to him since, only the other alters have.

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Primary host is hyperfixating on fallout so hard she's started calling all the subsystems "vaults" 😭

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It’s 12:30am and somehow nobody has drank water today, and all the fluids we got were 100ml of soda. How are we still alive???

Someone please show us how to drink water before we end up with another kidney stone 😭

-Clarance

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it’s ok if you never want to tell anyone about your plurality.

it’s ok if you want to tell lots of people about your plurality.

for many systems, being plural is a vital part of their identity, but this means different things for different systems. some may want to protect this part of themselves and keep it hidden, while others may want to be open about it.

you are a valid system regardless of whatever you choose.