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Real life, sleeping beauty au

I'm a sexy prince who's been in a coma for a century

You're a charming young traveler who's stumbled upon my ruined castle, overgrown with briars

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santa give me a flat chest for christmas or im suing

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My vibes are rancid

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Where's your gavel? Your jury?

What's my offense this time?

You're not a judge, but if you're gonna judge me

Well, sentence me to another life

-paramore

*sobs*

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If someone cuddled me and played with my hair im pretty sure I would straight up start purring like a cat

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I wish I wasn't such a coward.....

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sometime in the future

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I would simply allow dr. Boris Habit to tie me down and steal all of my teeth

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My world is falling apart, so many things I love have been taken from me, my mental health is at a major low, and yet I'm still expected to go on as normal. I'm still expected to do well in school, keep my space clean, and take care of all my basic needs. I can't fucking do this.

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Let me rest.

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Please.

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I'm going fuckin crazy please oh my God oh my GOD I can't fucking DO THIS. IM GOING TO EXPLODE KILL MEE KILL ME KILL ME

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j'veux pas mourir tout seule

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I just wish someone could tell me I'm pretty, that I'm fun to be around. Maybe Id believe it coming from someone else's mouth. Or maybe nobody can help me.

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Reminder to myself: hey kiddo, just because people aren't in love with you doesn't mean you don't have worth. you don't exist for the pleasure of other people, you have your own value. And, some day, someone will really love you and they will be enthusiastic and EXCITED to spend time with you. One day someone will see your value and treasure and adore you. Overall, just do not devalue yourself because of other people's perceived assessments of your value.

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Me: I shouldn't be allowed to complain about me mental illness, it's so mild, so many ppl have it much worse

Also me: I am an actual waste of breath who hasn't earned the right to live, no one could ever love me, anyone who claims to is a liar or a fool. Im a disgusting sub-human abomination

Me again: yeah I'm barely even mentally ill I can't even claim to be I don't know real hardship

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I wish that just this one time my room would clean itself. I'm just so exhausted all the time I could never clean it. I'm already stressed out trying not to fail high School. I just wish I didn't have to also be sleeping in a pile of garbage. Fuck.