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Doing some grammar correction for others and it’s so bad it’s sad, then funny, and then it’s just sad again.

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im almost through with college, “best years of my life”, and what do I have to show for it?

a degree I barely know how to apply practically

an exponential exacerbation of my physical illness

an emotionally devastating unrequited crush that I am STILL not completely over

employers that DO NOT want me back

more adulting responsibilities that I didn’t want in the first place

how to inverse a matrix

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universal engineering experience: getting parentally attached to your projects

NO we can’t scrap Rapid Prototype 3 she’s my beautiful daughter who beat the odds to survive

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Company: what makes you a good fit for our engineering team? lack of engineering instincts, wishy-washy problem solving, terrible memory, lack of enthusiasm for new technologies, mildly autistic thinking patterns

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The issue with my dissertation professor is you can't gaslight a gaslighter. He's too busy making up his own lies to even listen to my bullshit.

on top of that, he has kindly old European man vibes, which makes it seem like he's just genuinely confused and forgetful of information he did/did not tell me...

i will declare this is only exacerbating my incompetence at completing this project, not that he is the reason im failing.

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writing is 10% storytelling and 90% rearranging three sentences for an hour like you're trying to solve an ancient curse

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overwhelmed with gratitude for existence. it is an unfathomable gift with nothing expected in return, and yet THIS VERY FACT that i am not required to give back makes me WANT to give back so much more

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GOING TO THE DOCTOR

Expectations: I’m Sorry You Have Going To Die Disease You Are. Going To Die

Reality: The Doctor Says I Don’t Know

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"I'm not disabled I have a system!" 24 hours of unexpected system collapse later, i am a quivering jelly of frothing misery puddling sadly on the floor

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did you know that you shouldn’t yell at your kids if they did something wrong accidentally/ because of things outside their control? Revolutionary

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AMEN sister

Systems engineering is NOT for the weak 😭😭😭

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adhd will get you thinking "i should make this doctors appointment" every day for 7 months and counting

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fresh out of a research sidequest time to continue my dissertation

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Computer Science major here, it's not working because the computer doesn't respect you. download viruses on it to remind it who's boss.

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