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THE WAIT

When he left for his journey

He gave me a keepsake to remember him by.

I, like a fool in love, started dreaming,

As he said good-bye.

I knew the decision to wait might kill me

But I will wait. I won't die.

He wouldn't have given me hope if he didn't like me

Yet I had doubts from time to time.

Soon it's been 2 years and my hope was fading

At night I'd scream in frustration

And at days I'd cry with my friends to reassure me

I wish I could put my heart for auction.

I hope he knows my pain,

I hope he knew what he was doing

When he left me with his flute as a keepsake

I hope he knows that I am still waiting...

But how long can I go on like this

Like a mad woman who won't accept her fate.

My friends won't reassure me

And let my last bit of hope fade away.

< Part 1 >

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blue desi aesthetic <3

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Indrani from “Murder in The Palace” available on wattpad (currently writing) by darlina13th / me.

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Perhaps I’ll teach chess. Or the zither.

Perhaps I’ll be one of those old crones who plays both in some tavern, the next time we cross paths.

Zephyr; Joan He, Strike The Zither

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― June Hur, The Red Palace

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“When we're together... it's as though we are like water in the river”

“my thoughts flowing through yours, yours through mine.”

― June Hur, The Red Palace

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It's always a person that i love the most that breaks me into pieces. And it's always a man.

But unlike before, I'll never recover this time.

Cause he was my baby...

How could he do this to me?

How dare he?

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There Is Just So Much Space In My Heart,

And It Is All Taken Up By Grief.

IMAGE: Ethel Franklin Betts, 1877-1959, A Little Princess, 1905

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I need a new love

Something that is so sweet yet level up the spice, love

Something I will bury deep in my heart, love

Madness and something extraordinary, love

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maybe this urge to live a peaceful life instead of following the crowd will ruin me... or even kill me, but to be honest i'm ready to die for that one breath of peace <3

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Living is about killing a part of yourself just to survive, just to not live at all.

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A crane leaves to soar higher in the sky. The fish that it couldn't hunt, struggled to get out of the water. Let alone take a good look at the sky, at last the fish realised, without wings one cannot afford to dream the impossible.

~ t a n u

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To some, love was kind, and

To some, love was brutal.

But to me... love was a stranger.

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To some love was kind, and

To some love was brutal.

But to me, love was a stranger.

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I am aware that I am waiting for a moment I will never get to live.

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