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Update: did you guys know that donating plasma makes you really fucking hungry.

I've only successfully donated once so far but. Jesus

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characters on the run

always so tired. driving for hours and hours in whatever shitty beater they find or steal, downing caffeine and too many five-hour energy shots pickpocketed from some gas station

sleeping cramped up in some bus or train seat, slumped over in a transit terminal, hoodie pulled up tight in the hopes of not being recognized

nodding off but jerking awake every single time, exhausted but hardwired to be paranoid even with caretaker's gentle touch and quiet reassurances trying to get them to rest

so much time spent running or fighting they eventually just crash. stoic characters slumped and snoozing, trying to keep watch and instead getting some much needed rest

lurching awake in a cold sweat, gasping and trembling, bandages wrapped tight up and down their torso

"we're safe here. i promise."

"it's okay-- it was just a dream, i didn't hear anything..."

shot or stabbed while trying to lose a chase. limping through crowds, desperately acting causal, traces of blood left on everything they touch

collapsing and drawing a scene, strangers asking questions and touching all over. having to slip away from concerned bystanders before actual help (or trouble) arrives

washing off in some shitty public bathroom and leaving behind a horror show of bloodied paper towels and smeared fingers all over porcelain, too out of it and in a rush to actually bother cleaning up

character bleeding out and semiconscious and caretaker doesn't know what to do, has nowhere to go. desperately trying to drag them along as the threat gets closer and closer, or hiding and waiting and begging for them to wake up

when it's too dangerous to go to a hospital. makeshift first aid in the back of some car, breaking into a vet clinic after hours, slumped over in a dank alleyway or dirty bathroom. shaking fingers and dim lighting and nowhere comfortable to recover

all of the places to lie low are sketchy as hell. trap houses, back rooms, dive bars, strip clubs, late night joints where passing acquaintances are somehow okay with shady strangers crashing on their couch. always surrounded by a bad crowd and caught up in seedy shit

wearing the same clothes which get increasingly fucked up. fabric lost to makeshift bandages or tourniquets, blood stains and sweat, the same hoodie passed between characters getting worn and sentimental

long sleeves, oversized clothes, shitty makeup, hoods and sunglasses and hats, anything to hide their identity and all of the bruises and cuts

barely any money to their name. having to choose between filling up on gas or eating, counting remnants of change, stealing food or dine and dashing out of necessity. barely scrapping by and working any job on the low, just oh so easy to take advantage of

getting sick, but it's not like they get a break from running. feverishly wandering around, catching concerned looks from strangers, never getting the chance to rest properly so they just get worse and worse

getting so desperate they eventually call for help. trembling and hunched over in a phone booth, nervously knocking on caretaker's door, so rundown and pitiful of course they wouldn't be turned away, where the fuck have they been?

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say more about the game that makes you hungry, in detail 👀

i meant to get to this earlier and then i spaced it, my bad!

alright so the series that really makes me hungry is the game series c.ook s.erve d.elicious, which. from this point on i'm just gonna refer to as csd because that's a bit of a mouthful.

it's a restaurant management game focused on preparing food that you can play with just your keyboard. and there's foods from a few different cultures!

the art is so good. the art is the second biggest draw for me. (the gameplay is the first. it's simple but can get overwhelming if you don't keep your cool)

also gameplay involves chores that include your usual... like dishwashing... and then also getting robbed. and if you get robbed you beat up whoever tried to rob you. NOT kidding.

allow me to show some examples of the art!

note: you can read the information on the right too, but just be aware that this is an alternate universe earth where things are SUPER WEIRD.

readmore'ing because it's kind of long!

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belly rumbling for dinner

(I need a new mic - it was barely touching my stomach for these, they were…quite audible. I even ate lunch today…)

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for the record dont play the c.ook s.erve d.elicious games if you don't want to be really fucking hungry. the art in that game is really good and that is why i want a burger and fried pickles so bad.

actually i could go for just about everything in that game.

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rub my tummy? pretty please? 🥺 it's so empty...

my belly's just so empty right now, maybe if you rub my tummy, it'll settle down...

it's so loud...🫣

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i had a cinnamon roll and it tasted not quite right so. im just gonna wait for dinner lol id rather be hungry than like. have something off.

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like 3 hours ago i decided i was really in the mood for a burger and fried pickles and i tried to set up having lunch with someone and it's just now occurring to me that i probably should've called rather than texted.

it is now Too Late to entertain getting lunch because dinner is in like 3-4 hours and im very fucking bad at knowing if i can actually eat or not and still be ready for dinner in time.

i haven't eaten since like. 6pm last night. and ive been playing a game that's making me hungrier than usual i am just.

chewing on the damn table

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hunger denial is so good, being betrayed by your desperate stomach after you insist you don’t need anything to eat, it making undeniably empty noises that you try and fail to cover with your arms, not being able to help grimacing when a pang grips your belly…by the time you can admit it, you’re not just hungry, you’re starved…

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Fast Hour 14 (Reupload due to uploading wrong recording) Hunger 6/10

Tummy finally started to wake up :) Tried a little bit more of a sexy voiceover but chickened out halfway through LOL Be gentle with me <3 ETA: So apparently it was the right recording it just did something funky on my end. Oh well enjoy I guess?

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Hunger Growls 1 All of the growls came from my stomach and I felt it right under my ribcage. Some of the bigger ones I felt under my belly button too :) Please ignore my breaths and some rubbing sounds...it's cause I could feel my guts move and sometimes it hurt. Yes, before you ask, when my hand was on my tummy during the big growls I could feel my skin vibrate against my hand <3 Editor note: These growls were edited down from about 30 minutes of audio time to provide the best highlights Thank you guys <3 -L

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maybe after i catch up on my class and finish finals (well. final projects) i will make myself write. i Need The Attention i miss writing kink even though the reason i'm on a hiatus with it is because i hate everything i write but i think i need to just make myself actually write.

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I haven't eaten in 17 hours and my stomach is starting to have opinions about that again... I'm trying to decide if I should check out a new Indian buffet or have bubble waffle ice cream. I don't think I can swing both unfortunately

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alright so normally. even when im very hungry. my stomach doesn't really growl unless im laying down.

jesus christ it just growled pretty audibly while i was sitting up and i was not expecting it and im just glad no one heard. or acknowledged it. i mean yeah i guess i should eat because i have to see my rheumatologist but like.

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Me after looking up and away from your belly following the hungry info dump: Huh, what were you talking about, sorry?

oh, well, i'm always happy to talk about it and re-explain it! [growlll...] you're welcome to ask questions, i do better that way!

you're lookin' awful low though... somethin' up?

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no breakfast in this belly :(( feeder definitely wanted

ca$happ @bxbybria !!

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i think more boys should have grumbly tummies n be embarrassed about it