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Hello jumblr,

I don't post about it here, but I really enjoy making jewelry and doing various fiber crafts (knitting, crochet, embroidery, ect). It's getting harder and harder to make do with just SSI as my sole source of income (not to mention it's making it impossible to move closer to shul so I can finish my conversion); so I've decided to try selling some of my crafts. I plan on selling things like earrings, kippot, bracelets, and such.

I've started an Etsy shop, but if you think another site would work better please let me know! Shop is https://jewelryandjudaica.etsy.com/

Pics of some of my crafts below the cut!

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Disappearance

It crumbles

fading into a dull color

before dissipating.

Was it even ever there to begin with?

That little bit of color?

I don't think it was

And I don't think it matters.

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Various rock abstracts

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Leak

Violence that hides behind

A smile

But never comes out.

It leaks instead-

Leaking out of pores

And sockets.

Violence that lurks behind

Folded hands

Beginning to break out.

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Glitches

That feeling when

you sink down

down.

Forgetting what to write or say.

Words fly in then are forgotten

vanishing as though never having been.

That deep sinking

sinking

feeling.

When you forget what you are doing

And your brain hits "pause"

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Thinking

It's such a chaotic process

Chaotic and hazardous.

The words

They break

Breaking and mixing

Or mixing and breaking?

Anyway

It jumps and jumps

Making words.

Words next to words but never next to other words

Making perfect sense to me

And sometimes not.

It's such an empty process

Empty and

.

.

.

.

Whispering in

.

.

It all mixes together

But I talk just fine,

Now, don't I?