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I want him to weigh more than me, I want him to be able to pick me up without struggling, I want him to be able to wrap his arms around me without struggling, I want to be able to sit on him without crushing him, I want him to be able to breathe when I lay on him

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Stepped on the scale today after about a year… 243 lbs……. 😶 no words other than help me

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Day 2

Net cal: -1843

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Day 1:

Net Cal: -1274

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I’m back

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Someone tell me NO

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One of my friends made a comment on how much I ate and I’m using that as fuel.. god I’m gross

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Thoughts on laxatives??

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as someone who claims to have an ed im pretty damn fat

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1 like = 1 hour of fasting

1 reblog= 5 hours of fasting

1 comment (one per person) - 1 day of fasting

CURRENTLY AT 45 HOURS OF FASTING :) I NEED MOTIVATION PLEASE INTERACT! also looking for ana / Mia buddies!

Note: THANK U ALL ILY GUYS<3

I'm up to 10 days +! ///temporarily closed. Can still like and will still do it I'm up to 12 days lolol thank u allll <3 *

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One day... but I'll ⭐'ve until then

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I’m looking for some Mutuals and Ana Blogs to Follow

Reblog/Like/Comment if you are an active Ana blog in September 2023.

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Afternoon check-in

Cals in : 496

Cals out: 1535

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I felt this on a spiritual level

Feeding me isn’t helping me… I’m tired of suffocating under my fat. I’m done falling for the trap of body positivity. I don’t like being fat, I never did… I’ve been living this lie for years. I deserve to be th!n, I deserve to feel good and wear the clothes I want!

So shut up and let me ⭐️ve!

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I caved today and I feel so beat..... I need support. Like literally someone yell at me every time I binge. I am so sick of not feeling comfortable in my own body.

Also does anybody have any tips on how to fast without being noticed... like by bf is around me 24/7 and I don't know how to pretend I'm eating.

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Me last night

real footage of me after a binge

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I would literally die to be skinny again...help me