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this is a poem

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It won’t let me reblog EVERYONE LOOK

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They just don’t assassinate politicians like they used to anymore

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[ID: A digital illustration of Usagi Tsukino, Mamoru Chiba, and Fiore from Sailor Moon. The image is a redraw of an image of Anne Hathaway, Audra McDonald, and Raul Esparza in Twelfth Night. Usagi is in her Sailor Moon form, Mamoru is in his Tuxedo Mask form but missing his mask and hat, and Fiore is in his true alien form. Usagi is kissing Mamoru and he is looking at her as Fiore leans his face against Mamoru's shoulder. Usagi and Fiore are holding either end of Sailor Moon's wand between them, in front of Mamoru. End description.]

Thank you Sailor Moon R The Movie for inventing bisexuality <3

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Titans (2024) #8 Sweater Weather variant cover by Dan Mora

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Vultures are holy creatures.

Tending the dead.

Bowing low.

Bared head.

Whispers to cold flesh,

“Your old name is not your king.

I rename you ‘Everything.’”

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sketchy sketches outfits

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tbh when i hear some people talk about 'breaking cycles of abuse', it becomes clear pretty quickly who has come to understand that phrase to mean 'since i was a victim of abuse/neglect by my parents/caretaker/s i will do everything to be nothing like them' and that is all. its not a completely flawed way of thinking either - something that hurt you would very likely hurt someone else; through empathy we learn to understand not to hurt others the way we were hurt too.

but what 'breaking cycles' looks like is more complicated than just not being your parents/caretakers - it's about recognizing how the things that happened to you changed you and how you can heal so you don't hurt someone else in turn. the survival skills you learned in an unhealthy enviroment often translate to poor if not unhealthy interpersonal skills in an enviroment where things ARE safe.

its a difficult pill to swallow for a lot of survivors of abuse (trust me, i know) because we have a tendency to simply want our pain to be recognized. by painting yourself as "absolutely nothing like my abuser" you can abstain from recognizing your own harmful tendencies and live comfortably in the role of victim hood for the rest of your life. it can be tempting to do this especially when so many people will do their best to deny what you experienced - almost like leaning into a stuck door that just won't budge.

the problem with this is if you never recognize that being mistreated made it so you LACK a lot of what other people learned from a loving enviroment, you can hurt people pretty badly even when doing your best just not to replicate what your parents/caretakers got wrong.

this also hurts for victims because, when it comes down to it - it's not FAIR. you were hurt for no reason, and most of us will never hear an apology or even admittance from the person who did it - so why do YOU have to change? why do YOU, the person hurt unjustly, have to put in the work?

and i mean. that's what breaking a cycle is. it means pushing against what's fair and comfortable deliberately so that you can stop something that's been repeating. it's work. its not just recognition of pain, it's the purposeful healing and treatment of it. but thats scary, and it's not fun, so a lot of people fall right back into it. its a lot easier said than done.

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I might've added the BG3 Art Book to my dnd assets stash

It' 100% does not have things like the 5e players' handbook + 5e’s character sheet, several gm guides, critical role's explorer's guide to wildmount, baldur's gate and waterdeep city encounters, 101 potions and their effects, volo's guide to monsters, both of xanathar's guides, a bunch of other encounters, one shots, and class builds

In no way are there any pdf’s relating to any wizard who may or may not be residing on any coast

(Edit that I’ve moved the folder to the new link above! So if you catch a different version of this post that link won’t work anymore!)

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kids were roleplaying with minecraft figurines and one of them had their figure go up to the other and say “i’m in love with you” and the other one replied “sword slash to the chest. and you’re on fire”

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Thought I'd put all the color editions of the Little Thieves illustrations into one post, because a) I haven't done so before, and b) INPRNT is currently shipping for free worldwide, so it was a good time for me to add the color versions to my gallery!

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"I think there are lives that make it easy to be good. Or what most people call good. When you have wealth, status, family, it's easy to be a saint, it coasts you nothing. I can't say if you're a good person or not. But the more I know of you, the more I understand that the world keeps making you choose between survival and martyrdom. No one should fault you for wanting to live."

- Little Thieves by Margaret Owen

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very rarely do i finish a book and have an 'i'm going to think about this for an eternity' moment, but little thieves! an absolute menace of a main character! the nerd she fell in love with! and they're both demi! and the exploration of class and gender! and family and forgiveness and redemption! the fact that none of it is a straight road! that there's constant relapses and questioning and it is not easy to change but it was worth it! and she didn't have to fundamentally change herself to do it! vanja was allowed to be her troublemaking self and none of her trauma was invalidated because of her reactions! in fact people supported her more when she was honest! they learnt how to see her and she learnt how to see other people and—

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Link you better give Zelda a smooch when you find her 😘

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Tagged by @edenslibrarian (I need to be more active on here lmao, I only just saw this)

Ten songs I’ve been listening to lately:

“Lent” by Autoheart (just discovered them, and this song is very brain-scratchy)

“Uranus and Neptune Transformation” by Takanori Arisawa (because Thomas and I have been watching all of the ‘90s Sailor Moon anime together for the past few months, and this is the best song in the whole damn show)

“Back in Time” by Daniel Netz & Russo (used in a Doctor Who fan film that a friend was in, and it’s just so good!!)

“Promise” by Kohmi Hirose (because some memes never truly die, much to Thomas’s chagrin)

“Pink Pony Club” by Chappell Roan (a big mood)

“ACTRESS!” by lisa the beauty queen (fuckin slaps)

“Nice Weather for Ducks” by Lemon Jelly (a jam)

“The Shepherd’s Boy” by Murray Gold (because I am forever in my Doctor Who phase)

“Naatu Naatu” from RRR (I really need to watch the full movie)

“A Lady” by Tally Hall (short and sweet with a perfect melody)

Tagging @hummuslite!!

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benedick literally chooses beatrice over everything else in his life & then gets all flustered proposing to her in front of friends & family. he is so embarrassing