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!!! (tagging plenty tws)

It's your mind, you idiot. It's all in the mind. The problem is you think you're still real, that you're standin' on the floor, that you're wearin' those clothes. Bullshit! You don't even have a body anymore. It's all up here. You wanna move things, you gotta use your mind. You gotta focus! You hear what I'm saying? I don't know how you focus! You just focus! It's all in the anger. You gotta direct it. You gotta channel it.

Vincent Schiavelli as the Subway Ghost, Ghost (1990)

if that isn't shifting motivation then i don't know what is..........look up @hrrtshape 's assumption+shifting posts if you want to understand this better!!!!!!!

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❌ ANOTHER PSA ❌

Artists. STOP POSTING ART OF YOUR OC/SELF INSERT WITH CANON IN THE ‘CANON X READER’ TAG.

Same for fic writers. If your fic is an oc/self insert x canon (as in the MC has a name, is described physically, does not use reader/yn), DO NOT POST IT UNDER THE ‘CANON X READER’ OR ‘CANON X Y/N’ TAGS

It’s annoying, you’re clogging up the tag, and it’s just inconsiderate. Your fanart/fic is not an ‘X Reader’ piece. That’s not what that tag is for. If we wanted to read your shit we would have checked the appropriate tags, not the ‘x reader’ ones. Keep your shit under the ‘OC art’ or ‘OC X Canon‘ tags. Seriously.

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Fuck it, leaning into pen and paper

Nice to see you my old friend.

(WIP)

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The other day my girlfriend literally said "I love your scales, I tend to imagine how they would shine in the sunlight"

MARRY ME??? RIGHT NOW????? PLEASE??? She's not even an alter human and SHE GETS IT. I love her so much she's so supportive all the time

(I started crying after she said that btw.. )

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Art dump :} picrews, doodles, collages, & WIPs

TW-Close up eyes, sketched/vague scars

Doctor who

Redrawn from Potatolord's picrew, OG on right.

By ParaToshka (instagram & picrew)

Minecraft DR

I have like, 4 shades of pink in my hair, and a shade of brown... It looks dyed but it's not. I thought it would be fun :}

Pirate Dr

Faerie DR

HTTYD DR

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you know what irks me that i see happening in the shifting community?? this entire concept that you have to be this sort of perfect zen master or totally healed to shift. come on? seriously. no one's strolling around 100% present and centered 24/7. i see this as procrastination almost, making it all glossed and deceptive so you won't have to actually do the work. ???? there will always be some random part of you to improve on bcs you are human.

i swear i've shifted when i was a hot mess !!!!!!!!!!!!!! exhausted, stressed, unfocused, literally feeling like i had no control. and guess what? it still worked. but some of you get caught up in this mentality "oh no i'm not ready yet, i gotta get everything sorted first, gotta meditate for hours, gotta be perfect" like??? noooo. stop waiting around for it.

how can you possibly be ready when you're literally waiting to get ready?? with this mindset, there always something to do. something to script. a piece of content to absorb like a mad man. it’s endless. it's a trap. a mindfuck.

and it's just so infuriating bcs it makes shifting feel like this enormous impossible mountain instead of this simple thing that you're already doing but don't want to acknowledge. you can be messy, mad, even afraid.

there's no such thing as the so called "perfect" moment or place. stop holding yourself captive to it. pls. just jump into it already.. stop standing in the way with your own "i'm not ready, i have to script blah blah blah" horse crap.????

like i just want to yell at times. shifting doesn’t require you to be ready at. all. it's about doing it regardless. just shift. that's it.

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When I shifted for the first time and screamed "LETS FUCKING GOOO" and my s/o came in and asked what was wrong 😭😭😭😭😭

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Thinkin' bout hybrid!141 x hybrid!reader (gator bc im a floridian!!) who grew up in a predominantly human community.

Sure, no one said they disliked hybrids, but you noticed that the less hybrid someone acted and looked, the more humans liked them. No one forced you to act like a human or hide ur hybrid parts, you just felt comfier doing that. (Surely that comfort had nothing to do with the silence you'd get for acting more animal). Then you join the 141 and its all so different and now you feel out of place because ur not hybrid enough.

Hyena!soap who barks a greeting at you, but tilts his head in confusion when you wave and say "uh- hello." Instead of bellowing back. He purses his lips, and you feel like you've done something wrong, but as soon as it comes the moment passes. He leads you through the base, chatting all the while and only occasionally gives you odd looks for no reason. (Its bc you haven't made any hybrid vocalization at all)

Sea otter!gaz who excitedly tells you about the private lake and river not far from base, only for u to give him a confused look. "Uh...okay? Thats cool?" You try, but he just stares at you too, eyes narrowed in assessment. He thought you would be excited about the lake, maybe show some more hybrid desires but you just...dont? Its like you dont even realize its a big deal for gator hybrids?

Rat!ghost who is shocked when he first spars with you. He has fought gator hybrids before and expected you to fight like them, but you fight exactly like a human, just with a tail. Hell, you hardly even use your tail for much more than balance, which is kind of mandatory given ur anatomy. It frustrates him, your limiting ur fighting style so much, but when he asks you bluntly "why the hell dont you fight proper?" You just raise a brow, frowning "the hell? I am fighting properly??"

Gila monster!price who literally never sees you outside sunbathing. Hell, hes tried to invite you subtly by casually keeping conversation while he walked to the nice flat rocks other reptile hybrids hung around. Except, you always seemed twitchy and anxious when he'd allow the silence to drag too far, as if you were worried about just...enjoying the heat. Its odd, and this combined with everything else is really making his team want to help you.

(May write a pt 2 where 141 help reader feel more hybrid🤔 who knows.)

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At this point I've given up on culling the amount of my Drs

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　　　　( since people liked the last manifesting challenge ) 　　　　　　　hrrtshape© is officially presenting you . . .　

　　　the 'ideally' 2 week 　　　　　de-reactivity to your 3d challenge !!!! 　　

　rules of the challenge ,

you are allowed to spiral, but you are not allowed to stay there.

nothing needs to change externally, this is about internal containment.

you can react emotionally, but you do not assume that emotion = truth.

you never declare something bad as permanent.

you do not speak lack out loud, you can feel it, you don't verbalise it.

no complaining posts. i mean. if you want, you can vent. but it also feeds the same loop you're trying to starve.

you remind yourself that the 3d is your former assumptions in shape, it's not a permanent position.

your priority is to hold the new stance of you no longer handing your power to what you see, to stay still when the world pokes you. no letting the 3d control your reactions.

　daily script (say it each morning . . . or whenever) ,

today, i'm not reacting to the 3d, i can notice it, i can observe it, but i'm not taking orders from it.

i already decided who i am and what's mine, the 3d will catch up when it's ready.

if it's not what i want, it's not real.

this reality is not the final word.

　daily checkpoints (check in with yourself 1-3x a day) ,

when things feel tense or spiral-y . . .

what am i assuming right now?

does this assumption serve me?

what would a non-reactive version of me assume instead?

can i just drop this thought and come back later?

　if you slip into self-deprecation (and that's normal) ,

that's the old script, i don't need that to run anymore.

i'm not that version of me now.

i'm allowed to feel bad and still keep my assumption.

this doesn't mean anything as it is just noise.

so, if you're feeling unwell about your circumstance, be it your physical appearance, grades, relationships, finances, or shifting journey, you just reroute your mind to the stance of:

this is temporary.

this is neutral until i decide what it means.

i'm still assuming what i want, and i'm not dropping my assumption because of this.

　if you have a good moment ,

don't over-celebrate. just note it, like, see? things move when i don't chase. this teaches your brain that calm = power.

　optional for the all-in-crowd : 　you don't emotionally narrate what you're not getting ,

no more why hasn't it happened yet, or ugh this is taking too long, or i guess this just isn't for me.

no more of you cementing the old version!!!!! you can still feel frustration, but you don't use language to stabilise it at ALL anymore. let it come, and let it go.

　closing statement ,

by the end of the 2 weeks (or whatever other time frame you choose to do this in), you'd have built the version of you who doesn't abandon themself when the world doesn't mirror them yet.

you're saturating, yes, but you're also not letting old versions of reality keep deciding how you feel and ending the habit of turning lack into identity.

being still and being rooted and being unmoved.

and when you can do that, even a little, then everything else has to catch up.

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go be “cringe” !!! u wanna be the main character of ur dr?? do it! u wanna be ridiculously overpowered??? go for it!! u want ppl to instantly think ur incredible and amazing and insanely attractive?? sure!!

if it’s up ur alley, go do it!!!!!! no shame if it’s not hurting anyone xoxo

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maybe you need to be more secure in your shifting abilities rather then constantly searching for the "key" to shifting- WHO SAID THAT?

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I maybe have frills!!! might be a connection/caused by being a Cedrin in my other reality

(tagged as dr because that's what the sketches are) + (cedrins are my own og species, not based on anything in particular besides changelings, so...)

I am a bit confused on whether I'm alienkin or not... I have a few reasons I could be?

-Intense longing for the stars/space -I'm an alien in one of my other realities -coping for feeling weird/excluded/different -wanting to be an alien (maybe I'll look into copinglinking it if it fits) -coping for feeling like I need to stay hidden/privacy anxiety

...but I thought the stars thing was being angelkin, more specifically due to the fact my face/body is covered by light, and the wanting to be an alien could be because I like the idea of having something that looks human/humanoid but isn't (because I relate)

I might know what i look like? a tail that splits into 2 at the end, 2-3 sets of antenna, blue-green-cyan range, and mainly humanoid? I might make the vwoopy/enderman-y sounds, makes a bit more sense than my drself is a very frilly texture, like if their entire body had gills, and I also have gills on their neck to shape a secondary vocal tracts sounds

me ig?

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thinking about the way that the "if they are going to be disgusted by you, be disgusting" post has breached containment and is being reblogged by people who don't know it originated in forcemasc. there's actually so many people who are seen as disgusting by the world for who they are and we should have solidarity with each other. as a disabled person, i can feel the power of that sentiment even outside of my transness. it's your life! go be disgusting ! you do not have a duty to please by conforming, let them step back in revulsion, you didn't want them near you anyway.

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Space Stimboard :)

🚫MAY CAUSE UNWANTED SHIFTS/STIMS🚫

@3ntity56

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Alterhuman playlists!!

Some of these are specific, one is general!! dm me if you have any suggestions!!

Alienkin playlist!!

Crowkin playlist!! (Big work in progress)

Werewolfkin playlist!!

General Otherkin/Alterhuman/Therian playlist!!